After talking together, it had gotten a bit quiet, but the questions Kibum had asked and Siwon’s answers made Kibum feel guilty.

“So the mother to him…is me?” Kibum asked looking at Siwon and tilting his head to the right.

Siwon knew who him was. Him was someone who Kibum also overheard about. Kiwon.

Siwon remembered that he had told Kibum that Kiwon had another mother when they were locked in his bedroom by his own friends. He remembered why he didn’t tell Kibum too—so his lover wouldn’t get even more confused.

Kibum had figured that the child that Hyuna claimed was hers and Siwon’s, but once Siwon had clarified she wasn’t the mother, Siwon had told him his boyfriend was the mother.

He wanted to know why Siwon had said that Kiwon belonged to someone who had left their and lover? Why did Siwon describe him as someone who left?

“Why did you say I left both of you? I might’ve lived somewhere else…but you could’ve told me?” Kibum asked softly.

Siwon took a deep breath and tried to relax his shoulders, “Your original self left us. You weren’t able to remember me and our beautiful memories together or that you had a child. You didn’t look at me like you used to once you woke up, but I don’t blame you. It was like the real you as gone, that’s all, you know?”

Kibum understood, but he felt really bad. He wished he could remember all these memories he's had with Siwon, but he just couldn't. He couldn't really force himself to remember. He felt bad that Siwon only had the memories, the good times, and the beautiful moments while Kibum just didn't have any of those memories anymore. It was as if those memories were only fantasies and dreams, but they were real and Kibum believed that. 

Siwon stood up and smiled at Kibum, "Come on, everyone is probably at home, but I want you to see someone. This someone would be excited to see you." Kibum nodded with a smile and stood up as well, and then followed Siwon as they walked away from the bench. 

As Kibum was inside of the taxi with Siwon, he couldn't help but keep his eyes attached to the window. Even though he trusted Siwon, he had clearly heard what his husband had told the driver, but he had just wanted to know where he was going at least. He knew where he was now. The buildings and stores were recognizable. He'd been here before. He knew exactly where they were when the vehicle stopped. Siwon's apartment. He smiled knowing that he was somewhere safe. But being here had also brought back the memory when he had went to Siwon's apartment—someone claiming someone else's child and the yells. He shook his head, not wanting to think about those times.

Once the two were out of the taxi, Siwon had led Kibum to the building and by no time, they were in front of Siwon's apartment door. When the two entered, Siwon had told Kibum to stay inside while he'd be right back; leaving the apartment to go outside. Kibum had taken off his shoes of course before sitting down on the couch in the room.

When he sat down, his eyes wandered the room that was likely the living room. He couldn't help but feel the curiosity flow inside of him. He didn't want to wander, but he was invited. He didn't want to invade someone's priavy, but Siwon was his lover and Kiwon was his child. But did Siwon want him to see everything? Did he want him to get more confused, or did he want to avoid that? Before Kibum had the chance to decide, the apartment door opened. It seemed to have only taken Siwon maybe five or ten minutes, but Kibum wouldn't have complained.

Kibum noticed Siwon had a bundle in his arms, of course he would smile. He already knew what was going to happen and what precious thing the older male was holding in his arms. Siwon walked towards Kibum with a bright smile on his face. Now, they were sitting beside each other looking down at the most precious thing to them.

"Kiwon, our child." Siwon whispered. Kibum could only smile brighter and sweeter. This felt amazing. He was looking down at his own child, this felt too good to be true. "Do you want to hold him?" Siwon asked.

Kibum nodded and whispered, "Of course." 

Siwon handed Kiwon to Kibum carefully, and of course like any mother would, Kibum held his child securely in his arms. Kibum had tears of joy coming down from his eyes. He couldn't help but feel as if this being the most best day of his life. This was one of the best ever since he's woken from the hospital. He felt like he was in heaven. He didn't know or remember he had a son at all, which made him feel so sad, but having his child in his arms...the sadness was washed away from the happiness being welled up in him more.

The child he didn't know he had was now in his arms. He didn't want to leave—he wished he could just stay like this forever. He didn't want to leave his child or husband. He didn't want to leave his home, or the memories either. He wanted to stay. But he had to leave, before anything could stay permanent. He needed to know and remember his past a bit more. He needed to try to remember everything he forgot. 

Everything that's been erased...he had to try and remember.