pairing: seulgi x kai ; sickness au

music: bpm69 - ft island

word count: 404

She remembers his scent the most. A sweet mixture of peppermint and the smell of laundry detergent from his clothes. Then, the way he holds her. Close, tight, yet gentle. Almost as if she was the most precious thing in the world, and he was afraid to drop her. He would purposely hug her in a way where her ear was against his chest, so she could hear his heartbeat. He would then tell her it only went that fast when he was with her. She loved that about him. How sweet he was. How he treasured her. She misses that a lot.

Sometimes she would sit in bed and imagine him next to her. She imagines his warmth. The tears that fall afterwards are a reminder of his absence. That hurts her. More than it should.

She then has to tell herself that he’s only in London, he’s not dead. He has to be there, she can’t be selfish. But what’s