Just when I thought I'm able to get over you... Why do you have to appear in front of me so soon... Kunpimook Bhuwakul I hate you! I looked away. Youngji eonnie starts shaking my shoulders. Tears start to fall and wet the tissue on the table in front of me. "Yah yah yah Lalisa Manoban! Yah what's going on! Yah!" I know eonnie is worried now but really, I don't feel like responding. No, not at all. More tears fell. I can tell Youngji eonnie is freaking out but right now I just feel so much pain I don't even wanna think about it. You coldly left me, left me to my own. It pains me everytime I watch you online. I could barely keep to my seat when I watched YG vs JYP during WHO IS NEXT:WIN programme. I can't face you... No, I'm not ready.

  What's going on what's going on?! Omo omo omo she's crying omo omo eotteoke?! I glanced at Jackson and that's when I noticed BamBam. Oops, I hadn't noticed him just now but anyway, he... he looks odd. Like he just saw a ghost. The two of them are talking but I don't know what. BamBam looks like he's gonna cry... wait. BamBam told me once that he used to be really close friends with a YG trainee... BamBam's thai and Lalisa is... thai. WAIT. HOLD UP. Lalisa told me once that she was dumped before... Is it? Oh no. This isn't possible right... right?! I mean it could be ANY YG trainee, it doesn't have to be Lalisa right? Like I'm sure there are 1 or 2 more thailand trainees in YG... right? Right?! This is getting complicating... I watch the tissue in front of her getting more and more wet as her tears fall on it. Lalisa...

  I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Lisa (A/N: It's a nickname he gave her in this story) I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to. It was for the best. I needed to concentrate in JYP, you needed to go for your YG auditions... I didn't and never meant to let you go. Why would I?! The only person who would stick with me when I got bullied in school. The only person who would stand up for me when I'm pushed around by those 'cooler' boys, when I'm called 'ugly' and other horrible names by them. The only person who would listen to me and walk home with me everyday. You did all this for this pathetic boy I am when you're the popular girl that every guy was after. Guys of the same age, seniors and even juniors would confess their love for you. Your locker piled up with Valentine presents and letters on Valentine's Day but you threw all of it away and only kept mine. Why would I ever let you go?! You didn't even gave me a ch