"I don't want to be hurt again Kun..."
"You won't. I promise. At least hear me out."
"Alright..."
I was hesitant. Very hesitant. I was just a rookie. A rookie preparing for debut. A rookie who has managed to build (half a) wall around her heart. A rookie who is now letting the guy who destroyed her enter her life again.

BB: So... we found out I was scouted 1 week before our 1 month training ended right?
LM: Mhm.
BB: JYP hyung said you were on waiting list and they were - 
LM: Still considering if they should accept me or not.
BB: Yeah. So erm a few days later, we found out they made the decision to -
LM: Not take me in.
BB: I'm so sorry Lisa... If I could I would have begged them to take you too...
LM: It's okay. I'm in YG now afterall it's fine.
BB: Erm so erm JYP told me to settle whatever I needed to settle with the crew.
LM: ...
BB: That's when I knew I had to stop our... you know. I thought of you immediately when he said 'crew'. I thought of you first!
LM: ...
BB: JYP told me they were aware of our relationship -
LM: Wait what?!
BB: No no no as in, they said they knew we were close but not erm... yeah.
LM: Oh.
BB: I was at a loss, believe me I was! My dream was to be with you forever and to debut as a KPOP idol! I was really so confused and and and...!
LM: ...
BB: I'm sorry I know I know I'm such an idiot who makes horrible decisions but I was really... at a point of time where I have no choice.
LM: Mhm.
BB: It was important for me. I promise I told myself to chase you back once I'm established!
LM: And if you're not established? What if you never debuted as GOT7 BamBam? Are you never coming back for me then?!
BB: No Lisa that's not what I mean! I'll still woo you back. My feelings never changed, I promise!
LM: ...
BB: Hey I know you're angry but just... I'll continue.
LM: Mhm.
BB: I thought about it for 3 days and it was hell. I really couldn't make a decision. JYP has stated a no dating policy during training and for a few years of debut!
LM: Oh.
BB: I had no choice. I really... I... I'm sorry, I had to.
LM: ...
BB: It was so hard, so very hard to break it to you. I know and love the fact that you're always here.
LM: ...
BB: I told myself I needed to let you know I'm here too even if we're -
LM: Over.
BB: Wh-what?!
LM: W