*27/02/2015 - 21st years old for Ricky

So, here the first chapter

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You froze.

You did not expected they will visit you this fast. You thought when they said after finished your school, it was after you graduated from high school. But you were wrong. Actually, it was after you finished second grade at your high school.

Anyway, their visit this time, it's not only visit you and you grandparents but to take you with them.

"Rian, are you okay with it?" Asked your grandmother.

You has been spaced a while ago, nodded and smiling. Fake smile.

Your mom hug you.

"Kumawo, Rian."

"Anything for you, mom," you reply and hug your mother too.

You look Gikwang who sit beside your grandfather. He avoid your eyes. He looks mad.

"Mom, can you give me time to pack my things?" Ask you.

"Of course, my dear. Please do not worried. Next week, we will pick you up. Not now," reply your father.

"Okay."

"Oppa, please understand me."

He did not listen. He continues playing his game on his tablet.

After your parents going back home, you go find Gikwang. You want to explain to him, what happened and why you doing it.

"Oppa."

You try to touch his hand.

He flinchs and avoids it.

"Gikwang oppa."

"You are lying. You promised me that you never leave me until you graduated. But now, where you promise?" said Gikwang madly while put the tablet on the table.

"Yeah, I know that but..." You couldn't finished your sentence when Gikwang suddenly hugs you.

"You know I very love you?" whispers him.

You nodded and tighten the hug. You know what Gikwang going to say.

Suddenly, your eyes become teary. You sobbed on his chest.

Gikwang release his hug when heard you sobbing.

"Hey, why my baby is crying?"

Gikwang whipped your tear use his fingers.

"I'm not a baby anymore," you said while sobbing.

"You still a baby. Look, right now you are crying," teased Gikwang.

"Oppa!" You yelled.

Gikwang smiling.

"Yeah, I know you are not a baby," he said while looking your eyes.

"But you are my baby, my only baby. You will never ever be other's baby except me. Arasso?"

You nodded.

"Good."

He takes the tablet and continues playing his game.

You frown.

"Oppa."

"Wae?" asks Gikwang, not looking you. Still with his game.

"Oppa..." You begin to sulk when Gikwang not give attention to you. You turn around, not looking at Gikwang.

*I will leave next week but oppa didn't care at all. Just now when mom and dad were coming, he mad but now where all of his mad?* You mumbled to yourself.

Gikwang realize you begin to sulk, smiling. You didn't see his smile because Gikwang is behind you.

He finished his work on the tablet, not work but...art.

"Rian," Gikwang was calling.

You did not respond.

"Rian baby~~" Gikwang give back hug to you. You smiling because Gikwang want to coax you. But you hide your smile.

When you are sulking, Gikwang will always give your back hug. It was warm and it always make you not sulking to him anymore.

"You are smiling," teased Gikwang.

"No, I'm not," you did not want to lose.

"Okay, you are not smiling," said Gikwang, go with the flow.

"Close you eyes."

You look Gikwang weirdly while Gikwang still back hugging you.

"Wae?"

"Just close," forced Gikwang.

You close your eyes even you know something fishy.

You feel he takes something but he still did not released the hug.

"Now, open you eyes," whispered him.

Slowly you open you eyes. You eyes widened. You look Gikwang surprisingly.

"Oppa.."

He's smiling.

"You think I'm playing game?" asked him.

You bit your lower lips.

"Mianie, I don't know you are doing this," you said guiltily.

"It's okay. I just want you happy now. So, smile, please."

Gikwang turns you to look at him.

When you see Gikwang face, you are smiling.

"Kumawo, oppa." You hug Gikwang again.

You will remember what Gikwang did in the tablet.

You never forget it.