Every now and then when I go in to check on Jjong I find him crying silently into his pillow, If i asked him if he was ok he would just wipe his eyes and smile. Then i would leave. I'm determined to find out what's wrong with him no matter what.

03:24am

I'm not a very heavy sleeper so it doesn't normally seem odd to wake up in the middle of the night because one of the others nee a drink or something. But tonight it was kind of different. Someone walked past the door in the dark without turning the lights, well that wasn't weird but the must of been carrying a candle or something because there was an orange flickering light. I got up, put on my slippers and walked to the door. The light seemed to be near the lounge now! It was kind of eerie but  I still followed, curiosity getting the better of me!

I walk up to the door and peek through the gap.

Jonghyun was sat on the floor next to the coffee table I opened the door further and stepped in. Jjong looked up quick and closed a book he must of been looking at.

" Taemin-ah don't sneak around like that!"

He seemed really mad at me! Whatever was going on it had something to do with that book. I stepped forwards staring at the book.

Jjong pulled it away, his eyes widening. I took another step towards him this time stretching of my arms.

"No Taemin! You can't! For your own safety! Please!" Tears were forming in his eyes "Leave me along and go