Doojoon frowned. He frowned really hard that makes he looks like he was 55 years old.

While sighing, he took his seat at the front of the class and watched all of his students doing their exercise that he just gave. He didn`t really have any mood to continue standing and teaching when he knew that most of the students were actually been dozing off.

However, he can`t help it but to look at the certain boy. He leaned all the back to the chair and stared at his wife. He didn`t care if any other student caught him watching the younger boy.

The younger had been avoiding him ever since they woke up that morning.

At the night before, he was sure that the boy was in his embrace (after he had to drag the boy into the room and onto the bed since he was too shy to share the king size bed with his own husband) but then he woke up with empty side, only to find his wife was sleeping on the couch in the living room.

Although his mind could have played a trick on him, he is so sure that they did slept on the same bed last night.

What had happened?

Did he do something while he was sleeping?

Doojoon was sure that he could not have kicked the boy out of bed. He was also sure that he didn`t have any bad sleeping habit. Or so he thought…

Not just that, the boy also prepared their breakfast. It was just simple toast with fried bacon and sausages that he probably found inside the refrigerator. It has been like exactly 8 since the last time Doojoon did any groceries shopping.

And Doojoon wanted to make such a romantic morning by wrapping his arms around the boy, but then he being shrugged off without any words.

Breakfast was in silent. So does the car rides. Not to mention, he found one very familiar blue file placed on his table in the office during break time.

Usually, Yoseop will hand in the file by himself to make sure Doojoon did take a look into the report but not on that day. The boy didn`t even wait for him at all. No more drinks for him, nothing.

And now, in the class, he didn`t hear the boy`s voice at all.

What?

Has he turn mute or something?

Doojoon thought he had enough. He needed an explanation, anything from the boy, from his wife, “Okay class…” He voiced out and all the students look up, waiting for what he wanted to say.

Some of them looked at the wrist watch, probably thinking that the time is up.

Doojoon slowly stood up, taking all his things, “I have something to settle on, so I will be leaving earlier” He said and almost immediately, cheer sound can be heard.

Doojoon sighed when he saw Yoseop didn`t look at him at all when he was speaking, “But still, I wanted each of you to place that work sheet on my table before going back home. You guys have final in a week, remember that, okay?”

~~~~~

Yifan nudged the smaller boy besides him, “What`s wrong with your favorite teacher today? He looked gloomy not like always”

“…”

“It is so rare that he left us with this one worksheet only when he had just entered the class 20 minutes ago. He didn`t teach much also and we still have one more chapter to cover before final next week”

“…”

“I started to like this teacher then if he kept on doing this later on. His class is not that entertaining like the girls usually claimed”

Yoseop ignored the boy and kept on finishing his worksheet. Of course he knew what makes his favorite teacher gloomy that day. Of course it is because he had been ignoring the older.

What?

It is not his fault.

That old prick had just murmured out other`s person name while asleep.

Is it his fault?

Isn`t he supposed to ignore that e?

Yoseop huff his breath in frustration. Now everything looks like it is his fault. How can it be his fault? He sighed heavily.

“Is he still picking you up from home to school?” Yifan asked again. He had finished with his worksheet and now was watching Yoseop doing his like the boy is the most amazing creature he had known. “The students still talking about you guys”

Sighing deeply again, Yoseop looked at the boy, knotting his eyebrows together, “Can you please don`t interrupt me, Wu Yifan?” He asked a little too loud that it caught attention from other students. “I wanted to finish my worksheet”

Yifan raised his eyebrows, “What is wrong with you? I was just asking some questions and you get all angry already? You are such a cute fire cracker, you know?”

“Really…? I know you too well, Yifan. You were just wanted to mess me up with all your stupid questions. So could you please shut up and leave me alone?”

“So I am not allowed to ask you any question, is it?” Yifan said, smirking at the now angry boy, “You`ve change a lot ever since you dumped me. Remember, you have to maintain your look as students` model, Yang Yoseop-shi”

Standing up abruptly, Yoseop glared at Yifan, “I dumped you…? Oh yeah… I did… I did dumped you and that is the most correct decision I have ever made in my whole 18 years of living”

By now, all of the students in the class were watching the drama, some of them with their phone up, probably recording the scene.

Yifan and Yoseop are two very popular students and their relationship was well known. All of the students knew that they used to be couple and now have broken up. Some of them sided to Yifan while some support Yoseop.  

“Oh I get it…” Yifan said, “You dumped me for that other guy, is it? You dumped me because of the 10 years older than-you-guy, is it? Tell me, Yoseop. Why? Is it because he`s a good ?”

Yoseop frowned, “What are you-” Then, it clicked. He knew that Yifan was talking about Doojoon. He didn`t know if Yifan already know about his marriage but the taller definitely knew that there is something going on between Yoseop and Doojoon.

“I didn`t know that you are this easy, Yang Yoseop. You didn`t get me to pleasure you and you find other guy so easily? Just like that…?” Yifan snapped his hand together.

Murmured around the class can be heard and Yoseop was burning with anger, “Don`t make up story to cover your own , Wu Yifan. Tell the whole universe on how you cheated behind me with that Huang guy from the martial arts club. Don`t just labeled me as same as you”

And the murmured getting louder.

“You-” Yifan gritted his teeth together but then Yoseop already walked away. “Yah…! Yang Yoseop…!”

 ~~~~~

Doojoon was fast to lock the car even before Yoseop could step out. He watched the boy beside him getting restless and sighed softly. Turning his body so that he was facing Yoseop, he asked slowly, “Yoseop… are you okay?”

Yoseop was looking at the outside of the window. There was nothing to watch actually. They were at the basement lot of their apartment, parking lot. There were only other cars and few people, mostly the guards.

“I am fine” He said, almost cannot be heard.

Doojoon turned off the engine, “Then why are you-”

“I am tired…” Yoseop cut in, “Can you unlock the door? I wanted to-”

“No you are not going out of the car unless you tell me what`s wrong with you” Doojoon said. By now, he had discover one other thing that they like to do, cutting each other`s words and sentences.

Haha…

 “There is nothing wrong, Doojoon. I am so tired, that`s all” Yoseop said, didn`t feel awkward at all by calling his teacher by his first name.

“I know there is something wrong” Doojoon pressed in. No matter what will happen, he must be told if he did something wrong, “You will not be sleeping on the couch if there is nothing wrong. You will not turn my hug down if there is nothing wrong. You will not be this quiet if there is nothing wrong”

Yoseop kept on silent, letting the tension air surrounded both of them. The cold weather felt slightly hot in the car.

“Tell me, Yoseop. Please… It has only been our second day and we`ve already not be talking to each other. Your parents will kill me if they know and my parents will do the same if they are still alive, you know”

Softly, Yoseop sighed. He hates it so much when Doojoon used his parents` name because it looked like he is truly guilty if he just ignored it. He turned his head to look at his desperate husband, feeling slightly bad at what he had caused the older man. Great, now he did look like guilty one. “I need to ask you something”

“Go on… You can ask me anything without asking me for approval first”

“And I need you to answer me honestly…”

“Okay…” Doojoon agreed without even thinking twice.

Yoseop breathed in a huge amount of air and exhaled deeply, “Are you still in love with Yojeong?”

Upon hearing the question, Doojoon sighed, “Yoseop, I told you that-”

“Just answer me!”

“I have got it over, okay? He is no longer here. He left me already. I told you before about it. Have you forgotten it?”

“But you still in love with him, right? You have got it over but it is not that you have forgotten about him. You were still in love with him, right?”

“I have my own wife that I have to take care of now. That person is you and not him, Yoseop and not Yojeong”

Yoseob blinked his eyes, still in doubt. He heard it right last night when Doojoon murmured out Yojeong`s name and not his. He knew Doojoon is still in love with Yojeong. He just knew.

Doojoon, on the other hand was getting frustrated and more frustrated when Yoseop kept on pushing the same question on him. “Yoseop, please… We`ve got married already. I told you yesterday that I love you already”

“Tell me again”

“What…?”

“Tell me that you love me again”

Doojoon rubbed his face, “Okay…” He nodded, looking at Yoseop straight in the eyes, “I love you. Okay? I love you”

“Say my name…”

“Huh…?”

“Tell me you love me and say my name. Say, I love you Yang Yoseop”

Doojoon`s mouth opened but then there is nothing coming out of it. He forced out his voice and softly, he said, “I-I love you” He blinked his eyes repeatedly, “I love you…”

Yoseob shook his head, feeling slightly dejected as he can already guess where this conversation will lead to “Say my name, Doojoon-ah. Please…” He pleaded. Although he knew already what Doojoon feels, it is still hurt when his own husband did this.

“I… I love you” Doojoon desperately kept on saying. He frowned deeply.

The younger sighed and leaned back against the seat, “You can`t” He voiced out dejectedly, “You can`t say it because when you told me you love me, you`re actually telling Yojeong that you love him and not Yoseop, that`s why, Doojoon-ah”

Doojoon looked up at Yoseop but the boy wasn`t looking at him, his eyes were on the window again and only God knows how guilty and bad and stupid Doojoon was feeling.

“Can you please unlock the door?” Yoseop whispered and both of then knew the boy was in verge of crying.

The teacher shook his head, “No… We need to settle this on or it will lead to a more serious situation” Doojoon said and his voice was like he was talking to his student and not his wife. Realizing his mistake, he quickly cleared his throat, “Yoseop… I am sorry but why-”

“You look at me last night” Yoseop whispered, leaning all the way back against the seat, folding his school bag pack against his chest. He was clenching his fists tightly, barely can contain his tears, “You looked at me but you called out his name. That`s what actually happened if you want to know”

Reality hits Doojoon like thunder strikes and he questioned himself, why was he so stupid? How could he do that to the poor boy beside him? “Yoseop, I-”

“It is okay, Doojoon-ah. At least you will not be lying to yourself and to me after this” Yoseop said and at last, the tears drop.

Didn`t know why but he felt so pathetic for crying over the man that didn`t love him.

It is probably because he knew, deep inside, he had started to love that man. Yang Yoseop has started to love Yoon Doojoon.

Why life has to be so hard for him?

Doojoon`s eyes widened when he saw the single tear trickled down Yoseop`s cheek. Inching closer, he wiped the tear with his thumb and turned Yoseop`s face towards him, wiping the remaining tears on the younger`s eyes.

No words were use against each other but Yoseop knew, Doojoon meant it when the older said he was sorry. It is hard, but he wanted to believe that Doojoon didn`t mean it when he murmured out other person`s name last night.

In his mind, he kept on telling himself that Doojoon was only confused with his feelings. He kept on forcing himself to believe it.

“I am sorry… I am so sorry…” Doojoon said, looking at Yoseop right in the eyes.

Yoseop blinked his blurred eyes and when Doojoons face was cleared on his sight he shook his head “It is okay. We take this slowly, okay? We do this together. You and I, together”

Doojoon suddenly felt very ashamed of himself, “I am older but you are more mature in this whole relationship. I am sorry, Yoseop. I failed already to be a good husband that you can be proud of” Doojoon said, his hands fell on his side.

The younger frowned and took Doojoon`s hand in his, “What are you talking about?” He asked, this time he was the one who turned Doojoon face towards his, “We were both new to this relationship and if I am more mature than you, I will not ignore you like I did today. That`s why I said that we need to do this together, okay?”

~~~~~

Ever since that moment, both Doojoon and Yoseop didn`t say even a word regarding the matter. Both of them knew that they need to avoid that topic the most and strengthened their relationship.

And Doojoon knew that he must act fast as the dominant. He is the husband in the relationship so there is no way he can just let Yoseop felt like he is not required in the older` life.

Just like now, Doojoon`s doing his best for Yoseop and not Yojeong…

“What is my cute wife doing alone in here?” Doojoon whispered while his hands sneaked around Yoseop`s petite waist. He watched Yoseop`s expert hands move all over the stove, cooking something.

“I am standing in the kitchen with pot on my left hand and scoop on my right. So, there is no way I am washing the clothes now” Yoseop teased. He knew that Doojoon was just playing with him.

Slowly, he leaned back until his back met with Doojoon`s front and ever so suddenly, Doojoon trailed wet kisses along his neck causing him to tilt his head to the side.

“D-Doojoon… I am cooking right now…”

“Hmm…” Doojoon hummed but his lips never left his wife`s neck and now, he planted more kisses on the boy`s covered shoulder, hands sensually rubbed the stomach and moving downward.

“D-Doojoon… please…”

“Please what…?”

“Not right now, please…” Yoseop pleaded, “I-I am hungry and-”

“But I want to eat you instead…”

"That is not funny..."

"I am not being funny... I prefer to eat you instead of what you were cooking right now and I know you want to do the same..."

"I am not..." Yoseo protesed. 

Doojoon chuckled ily against the skin belong to Yoseop, own by Doojoon, "I know you, Seop... Come on... We both want this, right?"

Yoseop gulped down his own spit and he nearly admitted himself to his husband when suddenly the door was knocked.

Doojoon groaned loudly and he smacked his forehead on Yoseop`s shoulder, “I am going to kill whoever at the door” He whispered and Yoseop chuckled.

The knock getting louder and both Doojoon and Yoseop reluctantly let go of each other. Yoseop went back to his earlier work, cooking the dinner while Doojoon walked towards the door, with a big frown on his forehead.

“Who is…” Doojoon opened the door without even looking at the monitor first and he wanted so much to kill himself instead of the person standing at the outside with a chunk of beer in his hand, “…it…?”

“Hey Doo...” Junhyung cheered, smiling really wide. 

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