Hyoyeon packed last of her remaining stuffs and left her apartment. Before leaving, she stood infront of Jong-in's apartment door and debated weather to knock or not. After all that happened the past few days, she wasn't sure if Jong-in would want to see her so she decided to leave him alone as he wanted her to and left the place quitely. She finally got what she always wanted but why wasn't she happy? she should be right? she couldn't shake off the uneasy guilty feeling for the past few days. At first crying used to help her ease her pain but this time its different, she cried a lot, since that day she realized her mistakes but she was helpless, she couldn't do anything about it. She thought looking at the bright side will help her, but it didn't. She always felt like she is missing something, something which is much more important to her than Baekhyun was but she was confused, what was it? She was feeling angry, depressed, lonely and sad at the same time but not happy. And she had no clue where her happiness lies. She wished she could talk with someone and explain her current feelings and emotions but there was no one and she certainly don't want Baekhyun to know either when there was a time when she shared everything with Beakhyun. But now its different, she pushed away the one person who was always understood her. And she is never going to see that person again. She knew it was her fault, she knew she became selfish, desperate and jealous but doesn't she deserves a second