A/N: Here's the latest update.. I am actually smiling reading all those comments ;) Haha.. Thanks for claiming to be my No 1 fan, Shampoo dongsaeng... Enjoy the update!!

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Today is the last day of me being in Paris.. Tomorrow I will have to go back home and I am not even close to making any decision.

My parents were very thoughtful: They bought me a plane ticket, complete with a place to stay and plenty of pocket money.. 

I was walking toward the Notre Dame Cathedral when I bumped into an old lady.

"I am sorry," I quickly apologized. This old lady was dressed in a hippie style costume.. I wonder where she's heading to.

She looked at me deeply in the eyes and said something that I really didn't expect.

"Do not be deceived easily by love.. The past may look enchanting.. but look at the present as well. Someone deserve your heart.. more than the other." How did she knew my dilemma?

"Ask your heart.. Feel it's beat.. Find out when does it beat faster.. Ask your heart!.. Don't be deceived by sweet memories.. They're just past! Think of the present,.. the person you've been waiting forever might be just beside you all along" She added before she walks away..

"Wait!" I tried stopping her.. but before I could catch up, she's gone.  Now, this is quirky!

Perhaps she's right.. It's time to make things right!

Jae.. This name... Yes! We knew each other ever since we're young.. Our meeting was eventful.. 

One evening, you were alone playing the swing at the playground. You were singing happily as you swing... Suddenly

*BUMP!*

Someone pushed you.

"This is my swing! This is my territory! Get lost from my sight!" You heard an angry voice. You look toward that voice and saw a boy of your age with his arms folded looking at you with an arrogant look. You get up and started to cry.

"Uwaaaaa...." You cried.

"Why are you crying? I only pushed you down from the swing. That shouldn't hurt much," That boy now started to feel a little worried. You ignored him and keep crying even harder.

""Okay..I am sorry. You can play with my swing just for today. But only for today!" The boy started to walk away leaving you alone crying there.

You keep crying because your buttocks hurt and your dress was dirty. Your mom already warned you not to dirty you clothes no matter what happened.

"A girl should know how to keep her clothes clean,"Says your mother. After walking for a few meters distance, the boy stopped and walk back toward you.

"Are you okay? I am so sorry..I didn't meant to push you." That boy utter an apologize to you. You looked at the boy with your tears streaming down your cheeks.

"Are you hurt?," That boy pulls out a white handkerchief from his pocket and started to wipe your tears.. He helped you to sit down at one of the bench in the playground.

"Mmmmyyyyy...dressss!" You're still sobbing.

"Which part of your dress is hurt?" That boy sure was silly... of course it's not the dress which was hurt..

"It's dirty.. and my mom's going to scold me.. and my buttocks are hurt too."

"I am so sorry.." That boy really is apologizing sincerely now.

You stand up and started to try removing the dirt which was sticking to your dress.

"Let me help you," That boy offered help. After a while he gave up.

"The dirt are sticking to your dress really strong.."

You started crying again...

"Okay..follow me back home. We shall asked my mom to help wash and dry clean your dress," He holds your hand and without any words you simply follow him. You are more afraid of your mom's scolding compared to a stranger.

I do like the way my heart reacts to him.. but there's something lacking in him.. Even though my heart flutters at the sight and hearing of his voice.. I don't feel the chemicals that I had when I saw Jae Joong.

He left me with a promise when his family moved away..

After the practice, you went to the toilet and upon returning to your seat you found a note and a hair pin on top of it. Your eyes rolled up.

That hair pin brings back the memory that you tried hard to forget. As your tears swelled up, the memory were flashed in front of your eyes. You remember what happened when you were just 8 years of age..

"_________-ah, will you wait for me?" You remember an eight years old boy asked you that question. You tried hard to remember his name but unable to recall.

"Where are you going?"

"Mom said we are moving to a new place which is very far from here."

"But why?"

"I don't know... Do you want to follow me?"

"Nope. I want to play the swings here... Do you think there's swings over there?"

"Maybe... But mom says, we can see the sea."

" What's that?" You asked innocently

"I don't know myself.." He answered honestly.

You smiled as you recalled those memory.

"Here, take my hair pin. Whenever you missed me..just call my name and hold this hair pin tightly... I will come to you!"

But.. it tooks him long to finally be back.

Too long that someone had slowly seep into my heart and tarnished the feeling that I had toward him..

He got everything that he wanted.. not like Jae Joong..

I sighed hard at the thought of Jae Joong.

Wait!! There's something not right here.. 

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Can you feel who her heart belongs to?? Let's have look at what she thought of Jae Joong... kkkkk