Chapter 15
Some Truths are Better Left Unsaid"Ms. Park, Here's the vacant room , you can use the shower and tub if you want"
I enter the room and told the staff to wait outside , the room is dark so I quickly close the curtains as I take my clothes off and get the nearest bathrobe then gave the dress to her.,
"Its going to take long to dry clean this, is it alright?"
"Ah yes, I might just sleep in here. Thanks" I closed the door, Without looking around,I crept back the room and I was pulling my shoes off, unclipping my jewellery, taking out my hair.
I went to take a shower. The bathroom was hot, filled with the warmth from the hot water. The mirror was blurry, covered in waterdrops and steam. I was standing in the shower, completely . The water was running down my back, rubbing the shampoo in my hair it took me an hour to finished relaxing myself in the tub thinking of Hakyeon as I heard a steps entering . I wrapped the towel around my body and get out the shower to look who it is.
"Who's there?" I walked and enter the dark room nervously. There's no response
"Yah, W-Who are you?" my voice started shaking as I saw a man laying down the bed, I quickly get a hold of my body and search for some thing that can be my weapon thinkin that it must be a bad person.
But Not until I walks closer and finally get to see who it is when the light coming from the outsides.
"H-Hakyeon?" i muttered and let go of the vase I was holding. Hakyeon was drunk obviously that's what I thought because of his smell. He was awake or at least his eyes were open while Holding his phone. I went to him
"Get up, How did you enter?" I talked and he just smiled at me "Hey SSojii" he grabbed my hand and I was completely shocked when He pulled me to him and I fell on top of him
Damn I'm remember with just towel around my body
"What the hell Cha Hakyeon. are you crazy?!" I fight his tight hugs, cursing him and threating him that I'm going to scream if he won't let go because my body are only wrapped by towel and in just bad move I worry that it will fall.
"Look I'm not kidding N, Stop messing with me!" I yelled but he just smiled and sigh , putting his face on my neck. I froze at the feels his cold lips touches my neck.
"Don't go away Park Sojin." In such a begging tone he told me, Now Im so sure that he really is drunk.
"You know what, My heart really wanna say, I love you, My tears wanna say, I’m sorry but No matter how much I tried to say it,Words can't spill out now. Its a bit tiring of waiting" he confessed and let such a deep breath.
"How can you replace me that easy~ Did you really not love me? I guess love is what I do alone" he was hugging me , did he think I really replaced him? Did I succeed?
"Can you let go of me now before I kick you to where it hurts most:?" I warned and heard him laugh, i can hear the sound of his heart
Thump thump
"Sojin , are you listening to my heart? , It always scream your name and it says I love you all the time"
"We are done filming our drama now Hakyeon , when filming is over, we should get over it too. What's the point of saying that now?, Nothing will change" I muttered
"I know, but even though you won't think I'm serious it still feels so good confessing to you on repeat and hope for you to fall inlove with me again and again"
This man, he is really good in words, he has that talent to make girls go weak but no Im not falling to it. I can't
"You are drunk!" I said once I finally get off his tight hug,
"Maybe I am , Maybe I am not"
"Let's go, Im going to call you a taxi Hakyeon, Okay?" I said, He was very drunk now and Im worried, I was about to get dressed but he didnt let go of my hand
"Stay, Stay like this Sojin by my side. Don't push me away"
"You don't understand , I don't think we can make it work N"
"So what if I am Cha Hakyeon. What did I do to make you hate me this much Sojin
Why do you keep running away from me?
< Why do you keep getting far from me?
You are too much" He blurted out with such a soft tone and that made me look at him in the eye trying to read his mind
"what do you want me to do?" I asked in a cold tone slapping his hand away from me.
"Just love me, Even if everyone leave my side there is Only one in this world that I need, just one person is enough and I need it to be you" I felt him stand and back hug me while saying those that makes me hurt.
"I never had anything I wished in life , A happy and complete family, a loving mother, a father .. I never had those but you , Let me have you. Let me have you Park Sojin,” he begs to me and that doesn’t make me feel any better, He was crying again what the hell why is he such a cry baby that I just want to hug him back to comfort him.
"Im sorry" I turn around to face him putting my hand on his beautiful face, the room is dark but the light coming from the outside is enough for me to see him staring at him for a moment , I tiptoed and began to kissed him passionately. I don't know if its because I'm also intoxicated that my hormones screams for wanting to have or I longed for it. Hakyeon kissed me back and It felt so good we were kissing deeply and its getting hot. Clinging on to his neck with no space between us. I smiled. I have enough courage of doing this because I know he is drunk , he probably won't remember anything when he wakes up tomorrow.
He brings his lips to my neck softly biting and kissing it. I can feel the hickeys forming but Im not stopping him, a soft moan escape my mouth "God" he trail off as he move from the other side of my neck. I stand up my seat , sitting on his lap so I'm stradding , he smashes his lips to mine. Our kiss was rough but passionate , love and lust can be seen while we were making out.
That night........ I ended up having with Cha Hakyeon in the hotel room.
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Sojin woke up at three in the morning to find herself in Hakyeon's arms hugging each other fully . She gasped at the sight confuse before she remembers what happens to them.
She hold her chest when she entered the bathroom, her heart thumps crazily after she fixed herself getting the pink T-shirt to get change and saw Hakyeon still sleeping, she watches him
"I already want to forgive you, but words just don't come out" she touches his hair
"For the months we've been together, I was very very Happy. Its my happiest moments in my life, don't be too hard on yourself . When you wake up, think of it as a dream, Its just a dream Cha Hakyeon" She peck his lips while sleeping then Sojin left without waking him up.
Hakyeon woke up scanning the room that doesn't look familiar to him and he jumped on the bed after realizing he was not in his room and he is
"W-what happened? W-why I am here?" he was so confused and can only remember he was having to someone lastnight.
"" he rushed going to the bathroom to shower ,trying to remember everything but he just can't
"Am I very drunk lastnight? Was it Sojin" he thought inside , his head was hurting so much thinking who it is, he remembers seeing Sojin or at least its the exact figure like her so what he did was called Yura to confirm
He asked her if what time Sojin went home lastnight and when she heard her answer, how he wished that he didn't asked it to her
"Yes Oppa, Unnie went home early last night , I even check her house. why?"
"N-nothing, I was worried, thanks Ahyoung, have a nice day" he sat on the bed and face-palmed thinking how a jerk he is to sleep with another woman. He curse and hit his head saying 'stupid, idiot!'
When he come back to dorm he saw Hongbin playing game
"Hi, Hyung" he smiled but Hakyeon just passed by and entered his room. He noticed how gloomy his hyung aura was so he followed.
"Does things didn't do well with you and noona again?"
"Its not like that Hongbin, Well I screwed up again and I don't know what to do this time!" he sighs
"What did you do?" hongbin was curious
"I think , last night .. I .... I think I slept with other woman" Hongbin eyes widened at what he heard
"HYung!! Are you crazy?!!?!!" Hongbin yelled cannot believe at what he has done.
“I was drunk last night and, i thought it was Sojin and.. i don't remember anything. My life is cursed,” Hakyeon lay down the bed and covered his eyes.
For days, hakyeon rarely goes out in his room , he always look gloomy . He never contact, he never come and meet Sojin nor try to match his schedules with her because his heart just feels so heavy for cheating.
"Halmoni, How's your day today? Im sorry that I always calls you so late" he apologized, Every night, Hakyeon calls his grandma, and asks for advices again. Sometimes hakyeon will tell his problem to her for advice , and sometimes he will meet his grandma just to cry.
These days , every night all he talks to his grandma is about Sojin and told her that whatever choice she makes, he is happy as long as Sojin is happy.
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The next day, yura saw Sojin looking in the window like she was waiting for someone to come.
"Looks like he won't come again today" Sojin was shocked at yura's sudden appearance.
"Who says Im waiting for someone to come? Im just looking outside" she denied and look away.
"You miss oppa don't you?" Yura smirk and
"No, why would I , ~ ah how beautiful these flowers are~" she stretch her hand and pretended to be all happy then walk down
"I wonder why he ain't coming here and sending flowers" yura said.
"Its better that way" Sojin mumble and told yura to start packing as they will leave for their trip in japan.
In the afternoon Hakyeon has seen in a park, he left the house early in the morning , he planned a date of him and his grandma, They were done strolling around, playing games, riding bicycle and eating.
"Halmoni!" he was running holding ice cream waving it cutely, wearing a cute snapback and the blue long sleeve with jeans he sat down the swing and gave the other ice cream to the old woman who gladly accepted it.
"Ice cream will cheer up sad people" the grandmother said
"I'm not sad tho" he replied and swing ,
"Lies"
his ice cream and smile to her, the grandma suddenly reminds how he was like before
"When you were young, you used to do this and eat this when you are too sad" she pat his head
"That's in the past, Halmoni" he smiled weakly.
"All these years,,. It must've been too hard for you, my poor grandson" she hugged him "I have live my life better now , you must not worry about me"
While playing the grandmother walked away to buy Hakyeon a scarf, and when Hakyeon turned around his grandma was gone and he saw her walking to the side walk.
"Halmoni! Why are you leaving my side" he shouted and the grandma wave the scarf she bought, he smiles and run to go to her and while running a sudden accident occured , a construction has been working on and the truck carrying metals collapse . Hakyeon cannot move , and in a blink of an eye He got hit by it , bloods all over him as everyone is in panic trying to help the young man
"My grandson,! Hakyeon-ah!! Wake up. .Help my grandson jebal" the grandma cried and asked for help before she fainted in shock.
"There isn't any other severe wound, but he is bleeding, get this man inside the ambulance, we must check on him"
Sojin is standing in the airport with Yura. Their flights leave at about time however Sojin was feeling uneasy so suddenly while walking in the airport its time for them to board ,her heart was beating so fast and she was nervous. The two lined up and She's getting even more uncomfortable until Sojin overheard the girls behind her talking.
"Omona, Have you heard just now Cha N oppa got into an accident?" the girl worriedly look at her phone "What?!? How is he?" the other fangirl who looks like she about to cry. "I recieved a news about it and the witness said that he is in critical condition" Sojin knees suddenly got weaken , Yura heard it too and was shocked
~impossible~ sojin think as she get closer to the girls
"E-Excuse me....That Cha N, is he that N? No right? Right" The girls were startled to see who asked them its Park Sojin, they saw her eyes that are red and holding her tears
Then Suddenly a news appeared in a big screen to where everyone gathered
News Report
Singer/Actor Cha N was involved in a fatal accident this afternoon in a park that caused four people to die and three including the male artist is said to be recieving surgery and in a critical condition... According to a statement of the witness the male artist was enjoying his free time with his grandma when the accident happened and due to the shock his grandma fainted as well. The doctors are transferring Cha N in a hospital and trying to contact his family.
Sojin lost her strength at what she had heard, she fell on the ground at the shock .
"Sojin unnie~!" Yura run to hold her
"It can't be" Sojin cried and tried to dialed Hongbin number but for some reason she couldnt find his number she scrolled and scrolled with her shaking hands until Yura helped her but he wasn't picking up.
There's an announcement again that the passenger need to boards the plane now
"Come back to your senses park sojin" yura snap , as she saw Sojin pale and breathing heavily
"Ahyoung-ah, I think I must go check on him" She cried and cried being scared that something might happen to him, people are already staring at her.
"Okay , Lets go" Yura held her hand and they run to go to the hospital.
When they reached the hospital, Hakyeon was already done with his surgery and it was a success.
Sojin take a glance on him in the room , bruises on his face and a bandage on his right arm and head
"Aren't you going to enter?" yura asked
"No, Im fine like this" she continued looking at him from a far while the doctor are checking his condition
And after an hour Sojin asked the doctor how is Hakyeon condition and he said he is doing okay now, they couldn't contact his guardian but nothing to be worried, after hearing that Sojin felt relieve as she enter his room and Yura was out to buy food and call their president to be informed that they didn't board the plane.
Sojin sat down the chair and saw how he was sleeping soundly "Thanks God you are okay" she wiped her tear but not even five minutes passing Hongbin arrived in the hospital
"Hyung!" He shouted and search for his room
Sojin heard it, so putting her rosary in his hand and whispering
"I'll be back Hakyeon" she quickly came out his room and before Hongbin entered the room he saw a familiar figure of a girl walking away to the exit , "Noona?"
AUTHOR'S NOTE
So I changed my mind about updating the very last chapter. Its going to be a long post if i included the last chapter so Wait for my next update and its going to be the very last. I will update the last chap faster, so let me see your comments ^^
No., I D O N T W A N T T O E N D M Y H A K J I N S T O R Y YET :(
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