Chapter 12
Some Truths are Better Left Unsaid"It's going to be our first date Sojin, Aren't you excited?"
"I am keke" Sojin giggles, N holding Sojin hands while walking all smile in hongdae market, People are staring and some are fans who were shocked to see the two in Hongdae together are taking photos of them and following the two.
"Where should we go first?" Sojin asked, and N got a nice idea to where to go so she pulled Sojin to a store and pick some nice jeans jacket to where N chooses for Sojin and Sojin choosed for N
"This seems nice" N put the jacket infront of Sojin to fit
"Yah, Why is that?"
"Try it on, It look so good in you" N said giving the jacket to Sojin.
"Hm, Then you try this too" Sojin gave a dark sweater to N and he just sighed.
"You are really a fashion terrorists Park Sojin" N bursts out laughing and Sojin frowned
"Stop mocking me!!" smacking N's shoulder and being embarrassed af.
"haha Sorry sweetie" He peace sign then the saw a store with different kinds of hats, cap and snapback the two goes there and just like earlier, N choose a snapback to sojin its a color black and he put it on Sojin's head.
"Oh! That looks so good on you" N pointed and Sojin pouts "It doesn't suit me, Try it I think it suits you more" and Sojin take the snapback off and put it on N
"It looks Great!" Sojin pointed
"Am I more handsome now?" He smiled fixing his cap and bangs while Sojin paused and just stared at his cuteness.
"Lost for words because Im too handsome or Im too Handsome?" There goes N confidence again, "Really Cha N..-" He smirk which made Sojin rolled her eyes and chuckles.
"Here.." N put another snapback on Sojin its a white one "Oh! Who is this Beautiful swagger infront of me?" He laughs
"Yah;;:!!" sojin
"Aigoo, Ahjussi, Ahjumma My Girlfriend is Very Beautiful right?"
"Yes, She is very beautiful and cute" the older woman agreed
"We look good together" N tried another hat to Sojin and change again after another and just taking photos of them "Do you think you are playing a dress up game Hakyeon?" Sojin stopping N from picking another hats, glasses, hairband, and scarfs for fun
"Aigoo Dongjoo-ya" he ruffles Sojin hair and the store owner and the people around are giggling at their cuteness.
"Ah, I feel so hungry now" while walking N holds his stomach and showed puppy face to Sojin "So?"
"What So?"
"Alright I get it, Let's Go" She Hold his hand and pulled him to a dokbokki restaurant. The two of them are not minding the crew that are following them for filming they are just enjoying their date. Sojin and N sat and the waitress gave the ingredients to Sojin for their own made of dokbokki
"Yay!! My Girlfriend is gonna cook for me" N smiling like a child and excitingly waiting for Sojin to cook.
Sojin turn the gas stove to a medium high heat, then she add some water and put dried anchovies and kelp in,
"Aren't you helping me?" She asked N
"Its your turn to cook, think of me as a judge" he wink and Sojin laughs
After minutes of boiling the Anchovies and Kelp, Sojin get the hot pepper paste and Hot pepper flakes and sugar for dokbokki sauce, after she mixed it she then put the rice cake to the boiling water and add the mix of hot pepper paste and flakes together. She keeps stirring it til the rice cakes absorbs the broth and after another few minutes, She's done cooking.
"Feed me, Ah.." N opening his mouth waiting for Sojin to feed him
"Don't you have a hands?" Sojin said eyeing N puppy face
"Please?" He pinch Sojin cheeks and Sojin chuckles getting the fork to feed N the dokbokki, She was blushing and hesitating to do it because there are lots of people staring at them,then Sojin finally fed him
"Hm, This is the best dokbokki Ive ever tasted" He compliments and munch the food
"There's a dirt on your mouth" Sojin get the tissue and hand it to him , but N didn't accept it instead he told Sojin to wipe it
"Hey, Are you a baby?" She smiled and cupped N's face to wipe the dirt and He smiled like a child again and thanked Sojin.
"Why ? you haven't done this to your exes?" Sojin nodded
"I usually just date them and dump them,.. for fun"
"Then what about me? Im just for fun too?" N asked
"Of course not. I love you and you are different" She hold his hand and intertwined it with her fingers.
"I'm lucky to have you then" N laughs.
"Do you have lots of ex girlfriends N?" out of the blue Sojin asked
"Not really , I just experienced blind dates a lot but None of them fits the type of a girl I am looking for, the girl that has the same personality like my first love"
"First love?" Sojin raised an eyebrow
"Yes, First love" he repeated and Sojin nodded slowly thinking about it "Why You don't have a first love? How are you human?" N ruffled Sojin hair.
"Of course I had.." Sojin sigh and also smile bitterly
"Is he good looking?" N , and Sojin nods
"We were schoolmates back in middle school, I can't clearly remember how he looks like because its been yearss, and how he looks like now, but he was a very kind hearted man, He was always been there for me, .. He cares a lot and Makes me smile" By how Sojin describe that her first love, N knows and think that Sojin is describing Taekwoon, Taekwoon was her first boyfriend so it is not impossible if he was also her first love.
"How about your's? Tell me something about your First love"
"Just promise me first that you will not be jealous"
"I promise. Now be fair and tell me how that girl looks like"
N stared at Sojin lovingly then started to tell her how his first love was like "Mmn, She is very pretty, her eyes are like a shiny jewels, Her voice is very unique and I enjoy the Sultry sound that comes out in her. She have such a y, husky voice and it was souding so soft, sweet, and very smooth. She's a kind person but shy, She smiles... She smiles alot and I really love her"
Sojin glared at what N said, that he loves his first love "Why? Jealous?"
"Rude!" sojin rolled her eyes
"You know the sayings, First Love Never dies" N wink and just making Sojin be more mad.
"So who do you love more? Me or your first love?" Sojin asked confidently that N will surely choose her but his answered shocked Sojin.
"I love both of you" Sojin using the fork started to angrily pierced the dokbokki.
"Psh I knew it. You are a PlayBoy" she mumbled silently. [★TRENDING] Netizens spot the Couple Cha N and Park Sojin on a cute date together while also filming for their drama Family Is Coming in Hongdae
The people in Hongdae saw the two and shared some photos of their date like going to an accessories shop and dress store, choosing things for each other and also spotted in a dokbokki restaurant as the costumers upload a pictures of the couple
[+2100, -344] Partners turns to Lovers. How cute they are filming for drama and like a real date as well
[+1886, -101] This couple is just the cutest couple ever, I'm so glad that they are real
[+1058,-58] The smiles on their faces says it all how happy they are with each other. I love this couple
[+874, -44] Relationship Goal = Sojin and N :))
[+241, -3] See, look at everyone giving their blessings. They both have positive images already and confirming their relationship like that instead of cowardly denying it only gives them a better image.
[+51] Last Long ! Fighting
Sojin and N rent a karaoke room after eating and there they sing songs, dance and have fun together and the last scene to where Sojin was crying and N held her and hug her then director yelled
"Cut!"
"You've done a great job!" the staffs clapped their hands and Sojin N bowed thanking the staffs and pack out to return to the main set.
"All the casts, Come here I have an announcement" the PD called everyone when they returned to the filming site it was very late 3AM and everyone was looking tired after filming two episodes, the episode 19 and the final episode of Family is Coming
"Thank you for your hardwork everyone! , As you know, the drama is going to end tomorrow" the cast became sad not wanting the drama to end already.
"I know its so sad because all of you became really close like a family and that's why we planned a party by end of this week" The Director said , They got excited and started screaming in delight
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The next day Sojin and N were guest on running man to where the two are in one team and the cast of Runningman was shocked at Sojin because they never knew that there is a member that so pretty like Sojin and think that she is the prettiest member in entertainment they even teased the couple of being too caring,sweet and their awesome teamwork. Sojin N team also won the game because of Sojin amazing skills in finding things.
"Look I searched all that four Gold Cha Hakyeon" Sojin bragging out.
"I know, stop bragging about it Choi Dongjoo"
"I'm so cool aren't I?" She giggles
"Yelling and Screaming 'erts' to the blue team just to get rid of them.,?Yeah You are cool Sojin, Totally CoOL~" N laughs making fun of Sojin.
"Psh, But you are the one who took advantage and hug me then Loser" She maeronged and rolled her eyes and run to the running man leaders
after that N went home first, wearing a black tuxedo and holding a flowers He went to visit the memorial of Sojin's mom. When N arrives at the cemetery, he’s slowly overwhelmed with the reality that the person who cared for him and treat him like his own child is gone. He sighs the moment he saw the picture of her ,
"Mrs Park, Annyeong" N bowed his head and put the flowers down to give her a formal greeting.
"Aunt, Its me, the kid you take care for long , the son of your Bestfriend. It is me, Cha Hakyeon" N brought a photo of his childhood together with Sojin and Her mom.
"Its been a very long time since I left, but why did you left Sojin alone too?, How are you doing there? Are you watching over us until now?"
"She was very lonely all this time, Im so sorry for not protecting your child. It must have been so painful for her to deal with her problems alone"
He get his phone and show the latest photo of sojin that was taken today after running man filming,
"This is your daughter aunt, she grew up very beautiful, wise, talented and smart too, You are proud of her aren't you?"
"I made a big mistake, I lied to her, I know I'm being rude that if you are here you might hit me already., but give me more time , I will let her know that I am Hakyeon.. Im sorry"
"I know that Sojin will figure it out, Even if its just for a few more days to feel the complete happines. I want to give her that I will be with her until the end, so please keep the secret until im ready to tell her" There he mourns silently, tears coming down his cheeks.
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Friday in the morning
N woke up early to prepare his things and call Sojin,
"Good morning, I will pick you up in your house later"
Meanwhile in Sojin house there is Yura busy watching drama and seeing Sojin busy choosing a nice outfit
"Just wear that Unnie, you love wearing ripped jeans anyway"
Yura pointing the fourth jeans on the left side of the bed to help Sojin
"This? Okay! but how about the blouse?"
Yura looked at the blouses and tried to match it with Sojin "This, it suits for a simple occation and travel and you can wear sneakers"
"Sure, Thanks Yura-jjing Imma buy you meat later when I go back" She hugged Yura
"Unnie, did you saw many articles the other night about your date with N? and during your running man too, its all positive!"
"Its not a date Yura, its for the drama" Sojin smiled thinking about last night.
"Whatever unnie, its still date" Yura teased.
"Okay Okay, Hey I am going home maybe tomorrow morning so make sure you locked my house properly"
"Yes, I will" Yura smirk evily
"And don't eat the meats inside Kim Ahyoung, That's N's property" Sojin smacked Yura's head.
"Aish, you only find a boyfriend and now everything is N oppa's property? I'm not even allowed to eat here and make myself comfortable in your place?" Yura pouted
"Why don't you find a boyfriend too Kim ah young?"
"No thanks. They are all the same, a Jerk, s, Liar" Yura booing and Sojin rolling her eyes.
"Not my N though," Sojin smirk teasing yura more
"Blah blah blah~, Yeah Go brag about your BEST boyfriend.Sure your N is Sweeter than my exes, Your N is kinder, more talented, hotter, funnier and honest than all my exes" Yura retort rolling her eyes and then laughed.
"Coz it is true" Sojin grin
"as far as I remember, you were calling him ert, trash, jerk, arrogant before and now what? kind, gentleman,sweet and everything?" yura smirk
"You are Crazy" Sojin gave her a look before passing by her
"But Gorgeous~" Yura added herself putting her hands in her waist and walk like a ing top model
Sojin just flip her hair , they are both laughing and continue walking.
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N picked up Sojin in her apartment leaving Yura , it was 10 in the morning
Today is going to be the Closing Party that was organized by the Director for Family Is Coming casts and staffs, N and Sojin are on their way to meet others, car stopped because of the red light. While waiting for the GO signal, Sojin was looking out in the window and saw a cute advertisement in the big screen with a Word "Tell Me Your Wish" and chuckles makes N glance at Sojin
"What's funny?"
"Nothing just saw that ads" she pointed. "NNN, What are your wishes?" Sojin asked while holding N's hand
"Why are you making my wish fullfilled?"
"If I can , sure"
"My wish is.. You" He smiled
"Ei, then your wish already came true"
"I'm not done yet. My wish is, I hope you won't leave me" He opened the window and let the wind pass them.
"That is easy.. I won't leave N,but that if you are confident enough that you can make me happy" Sojin smirk
"I will make you happy Sojin, until you will get tired of smiling, so dont go away" the Go signal start and N drive as the two were glancing in each other and giggling.
"Then I will grant your wishes and roleplay genie and you still have a remaining two wishes" They both chuckles at sojin playfulness.
Sojin and N reached the meeting place, the bus is waiting for them and they entered to find a free space for them. N's car is going to be drive by one staff so all can ride the bus.
"Sunbaenim, Annyeong" The two greeting everyone with a smile
"Good that you two are here now, go and take a seat" sojin dad in the drama said
"Lets sit there Sojin" N pulled Sojin to the free seats near the back. After everyone are inside the driver starts the engine and leave.
"Do you want to eat?" Sojin get the snacks she prepared
"Thanks" he put his arm around her shoulder and ate the sandwich she gave. She passes all the sandwiches that she made to give it to everyone.
It took three hours of traveling until they reach the rest house of the Producer to where he is treating everyone.
Sojin was still sleeping that time so everyone are already outside.
She was leanining her head on N shoulder, and N keep staring at her face, removing the hair strands that covering her face
"My Angel" He touches Sojin cheeks and smiled brightly, that time Sojin moved her head and slowly opened her eyes.
"You are awake" N smiled, "Omo, are we here? , Why you didn't wake me up" Sojin quickly stood up "Because you were sleeping, drooling and even snoring" He teased and Sojin get her mirror to look
"Aish Liar! this is embarrassing" She face palmed and N just laugh.
"This place is so nice and cooling" Sojin stretched her arms the moment she goes down the bus.
"Psh, silly. Let's go inside" He hugged Sojin and kissed her cheeks before pulling her inside.
Everyone are excited taking a groupie picture of, the view of the place is pretty amazing, grasses, flowers,trees can be found, there were clear lake on the other part of the site and a botanical garden, After taking a rest the PD gathered everyone
"Later we can walk around and tour ourselves here, I asked the maids to cook a food and you guys can rest first if you want to" So that time since Sojin already fell asleep earlier the two told the director that they will just look around.
"Woah woah.!! Cha N, look the view is even more amazing here" sojin climbed up the tree house alone and N didnt
"A-Ah, really? That's nice" N answered
"Pabo, Why are you down there? Hurry and come up here"
"Ei, im fine here" N
"Yah!" She shouted so N had no choice but to climbed up as well, The tree house is far and high that N was shaking and sweating while climbing. "Ai, Why is it so high" N mumbled himself , he was very afraid in heights but because Sojin told him to follow , he is doing it.
The moment he reached the three house, "Come here, look" N, look around and only notice how high the place is. He was even more tense now and feel like his stomach drops at what he was seeing.
Sojin noticed N's moving away and close his eyes "Why?" Sojin asked and saw him trembling "Are you sick?"
"Im not" ... .. "You're sweating a lot" She touches his face
"I, I just get dizzy because of the heights" He mumbled and that made Sojin worried
"You are afraid of heights? You should have told me, why did you climbed up here! You dummy" She made N sit so he won't see how high they are. She look at him his reaction and start thinking about something.
'They share everything the same, the similarities, favorites,and even their dislikes' thats what Sojin thought and again she bury it with a smile thinking its impossible.
"Sorry, I thought i can handle it" N apologize so Sojin just hug him to make him calm
"Okay, Don't be afraid, I'm here with you" She tap his back and stay there for a moment.
"So, How are we going to go down? Omona, Do I Have to piggyback you?" Sojin jokingly said and they both laughed.
"I can go down myself Sojin" He stood up, His legs are still shaking
"I will go down first, so that if you fall I will catch you" Sojin giggles, wrapping her arms around N , "Before I Go, I will give you something so that you won't be so nervous" , "Find strength with this" and there she tiptoe and kiss N lips, giving many little kisses and He started to smile and lessen his nervousness.
The whole day, the two just went everywhere, forest, lakes, garden to play until it was dark.
After going back, they helped everyone in cooking especially Sojin helping Park Jun Gyo, Baek Jiwon and other elders cooking some foods while the others like N, YiHan, Sang Jin are busy preparing the beers and grilling the meat.
By the night they all gathered for the celebration, drinking beers, partying and, thanking the director and the writer as they say each other's thoughts on the drama, Everyone talks and explain how the drama affects them in real life or if they get a moral lesson in the drama , N was sitting there with his beer and listening with sojin beside him and resting after drinking much.
"The main leads stories really got me.. it makes me realize how lying can really affect all things, family and even relationships." Yihan.
"You can tell lie, if you have to but you can never keep it as a secret to the person for a long time. Honesty is not 'lying'. It is a truth telling, truth speaking, truth living, and truth loving so why are we so afraid to be honest?" Park Jun Gyo.
That time after listening to the sunbaes, N was silently staring at the ground after that he walk around alone in the lake and think deeply. He found a courage to do it.. to confess and be revealed his identity now, He told himself that it should be done tonight no matter how Sojin will react it must be tonight.
|| I Heard there is a fireworks display later at twelve, Would You like to watch the fireworks with me tonight, Sojin? ||
N texted and got a reply of Sojin immediately
|| Really? Sure ||
|| Meet me , I will be waiting ||
N waits for a minutes it is already eleven-fourty and then his phone rang
"I'm already here, Where are you?"
"I am here" N walk smiling waving his hand and walk to where Sojin is waiting, he gave Sojin his jacket and hugged her tighter.
"Whats wrong with you? mmn?" Sojin held N hands, both are cold and shaking
"Nothing" He place his head on sojin shoulder and started counting "1 .....2 ...... 3, Look" N smile and the loud sounds of a fireworks started to linger in Sojin ears, and her eyes are sparkling so bright
"Oh My god! This is so beautiful N!! Its been a long since the last time I saw fireworks" Sojin scream and stared up high at the fireworks , forming cool designs.
"Make a wish, N! Make a Wish!" Sojin chants holding his hand tightly.
Sojin closed her eyes and N stared at her "I love you!" He shouted making Sojin wear a smile while closing her eyes. "I wish for your Happiness , Park Sojin..." N mumbled in the air and when the firework stopped and Sojin opened her eyes but to her surprise , N wasn't around
"NNNnn!!!" sojin screamed searching for him and her phone rang
"Stupid, Where are you? How dare you leave me here?"
"Turn around and count 60 steps, You'll find me there" N said and Sojin started to walk and count
"What the hell are you up to N?" She's in 50 step and from there, She was more surprise to see N standing in a high and dangerous place, He was smiling weakly and waving his hand to Sojin, slowly stepping in a concrete railings and walking with his arms side to side, Sojin was worried because in just one wrong step he can be in a dangerous situation.
", ARE YOU PLAYING GAME WITH ME?," Sojin starting to get mad she run to get near him
"stop! Dont go near me Sojin, because later...you will probably go away"
"COME DowN HERE YOU FOOL!"
"Later.. I will go down later... Because I still have something to say to you and I could only have a courage to say it here\. So listen to me Sojin" His voice is shaking
"Honesty is not 'lying'. It is a truth telling, truth speaking, truth living, and truth loving,.."N said holding his phone.
"Isn't that what Sunbae said a while ago?"
"Yes it is. i have a question, What do you think about me Sojin?"
"You are a nice man, trustworthy and the person I love" Sojin answered.
"The truth is... I'm a liar , the worse you ever saw in your life Sojin and It's awful." N started , Sojin giving a what the look.
"Today I realized that there is a beauty in truth, even if it's painful. lies, just twist life so that it looks tasty to the lazy, I realized Lies, don't teach anything, help anything, fix anything or cure anything. It just making the problem worst."
"CAN YOU STOP THAT AND GET STRAIGHT TO THE POINT SO YOU CAN COME DOWN ALREADY BECAUSE IM SO WORRIED" Sojin yelled
Sojin heard him Sigh deeply and he take steps again while closing his eyes making Sojin scream 'be careful'
"I am ... Cha Hakyeon" .. Sojin was stunned in her place and the next thing she saw was a clear look of N tears
"What? What are so saying right now?" Sojin was so confuse and she laughed
"Are you starting it again? Yeah you are Hakyeon , I am Dongjoo!" She retorted.
"What Im Saying is I am Hakyeon, The hakyeon you know, Don't deny it Sojin, I know that you feel it, that you are starting doubting me, I am the Cha Hakyeon who made promises to you, the Hakyeon who you hate the most , I lied to You. I lied"
Sojin was staying still but her eyes are already teary "Stop, Im not going to listen, You are lying, Its impossible. No , Not You N , Not you. This doesnt makes sense at all" Sojin end the call and decided to leave but she stopped hearing N yells.
"Even you act so tough, a very short-tempered girl, Eat like a pig and shows all your imperfections, there is always someone who will loves you and He is going to be a million times better than your ex."
"I promise that you'll never end up alone., I will give you Twelve Years to find someone to love and if you dont find it, I will be here to marry you" N said those words, the same and exact thing that is clear in Sojin's memory that was said by Hakyeon 12 years ago when they are young.
"Do you remember that? my Proposal to you? If that's not good enough proof, Here I have more and will send this to you" the same time Her phone vibrates and saw a photo of Sojin sleeping and Hakyeon taking photo, her eating and Hakyeon photobombing, and them sleeping holding hands when they were young taken by her mother.
"How did you get this?" Sojin crying sat on the grass , confuse and don't know what to do.
"Because I am Cha Hakyeon." he look down
"N,lets stop huh? If you continue this... I would probably hate you, This isn't funny now. You are just joking right? Say yes" Sojin pleaded she finally reach Hakyeon and slowly N tears falling
"Im sorry" He came down to support Sojin
"Don't say Sorry, Just say Yes..Is that hard? why you didn't told me sooner? why it has to be you? WHY? WHY?"
"I know its too late now, but Im sorry I Lied" and From there, a slap landed on his cheek "You are sorry? I don't need that.. It makes me feel worse right now. Why are you doing this to me?" a Sobs escaped from Sojin mouth, and she let out a frustrating cry. "You made me a fool., All this time I thought you were different from them. Did you loved what you saw?If you knew it the first time we met, WHy didn't you tell me!" Sojin move away to N
"So Has It been all a lie this whole time? N, i mean, Hakyeon, Why did you do it?"
"Because I love you..I just.. just want to spend time with youㅡ i don't know , I know I don't have the right to explain, so I understand your frustrations" he doesnt know what to say anymore, he was hurting seeing Sojin broke into tears
"Now that I think about it, You never changed at all Cha Hakyeon. Still that selfish,arrogant man just like before, No wonder your parents does not care about you when we were young ,.Lying is all you can do .You are so pitiful Cha Hakyeon" Sojin shows such a hate and disgust look at Hakyeon, even though she felt that she had crossed the line by including his parents, she didnt mind it.
"I'm really Sorry, I did wrong Sojin, Im sorry. Hear me out, I still have more to say" his voice crackr hugging Sojin while crying but Sojin pushed him away.
"I heard enough, and I won't forgive you. never, You are so Scary Cha Hakyeon.. I can't believe you planned everything" Sojin then turn around crying but she stopped for a seconds "Hakyeon...Since I feel like dying everytime I see your face...Please dissapear, I don't want to see you" and Sojin run back to where the resthouse is. N standing there, eyeing her back and seeing her walking away brings back the pain he felt when everyone left him, He smiled weakly 'You did great Hakyeon' 'Telling her the truth now, You did great' he chants to himself as tears keeps on falling
AUTHOR'S NOTE
Did you wait for my update? Omg Im so sorry , I was really busy . I hope you liked this update, Im feeling so hurt because of this update.
I hope to see your comments about this update readers so I can have a inspiration to write.
HakJin is Love
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