"Ow!" He reacted.

"So-sorry" Sojin sob , apologizing and walked faster

"Wait, Sojin?" that voice is familiar to Sojin so She look up and saw her brother

"Are you hurt? Look at me Sojin, Why are you crying?" Jin Yihan was startled to see Sojin in tears.

"Oppa, can I borrow your car? please" She pleaded

"Did something happened? Tell me?" Yihan shouted

"I just need to go somewhere Oppa... I need to go somewhere to clear my mind" Yihan know something happened , that is why Her sister is crying

"Is it N? Where is he now. Where is he?" Sojin didn't answer and continue to enter the car , YiHan knocked in the car's window but Sojin already locked the door and starts the engine.

Meanwhile Hakyeon was running , searching for Sojin, he was worried that Sojin might do something and then she saw Yihan rushing and opening the car

"Park Sojin! Listen to your brother get out there" yihan yelling and when Hakyeon heard it, he run to the car and saw Yihan talking to Sojin and asking her to get off the car but its already moving so he run catching the car.

"Sojin! Sojin, Listen to me" Hakyeon knocking

"Im sorry, I did wrong, Sojin!" he keeps on apologizing

Sojin was crying as she look at Hakyeon, she fasten the car but still Hakyeon is following until Hakyeon run to the front and thanfully Sojin stepped on the brake but still hit Hakyeon lightly making him fall the ground. Sojin was startled when She saw Hakyeon on the ground,

"H-Hakyeon.." Sojin eyes widened, She couldn't help but get worried that N might be hurt so she get off the car to see him on his knees, his elbow is bleeding because of the fall

"Sojin, Please, Im sorry.. You can Hate me, Slap me, Release your anger at me.." He reached for her hand and his hands were shaking "Don't go anywhere. It's too dark and dangerous to go out now, you are a bit drunk too. I promise, I wont bother you tonight. I will do anything you say just stay here for tonight. Huh?" Jin YiHan run to them and Saw everything, N looks so pitiful that Sojin tears are wanting to come out because of what she's seeing. The man she love was on his knees and begging for her not to go, but she wont lose to him this time,

"What do you think you're doing?" Sojin pull her hand

"I did wrong Sojin, I won't ask for your forgiveness, but just this once listen to what I'm going to say, I will do anything you say, so stay just for tonight" N stood up and seriously stared at her puffy eyes.

"Will you dissapear if I do that?" She fiercly eyed N

"Yes" He answered without looking

"Sojin, Lets go back inside. Tomorrow, go home tomorrow" Yihan get Sojin she stopped in the middle."One more thing Hakyeon, You said you'll do what I say.."

"Yes"

"There's no point of seeing you again after everything. Let's Break Up" Hakyeon was surprised.Those were the three words nobody in a relationship wanted to hear. But now it happened, those three words were uttered by the girl he loves the most.

"Are you being sincere Sojin?" Even without looking Sojin know that Hakyeon was hurting

"...Yes, I am. Let's not see each other N or Hakyeon . whoever you are" Sojin retorted and N turn around before replying to her

"Really.. Can’t you come back to me? We've been good and happy , cant we just go back to that?" Hakyeon replied,

"I don't think we can" a moment of silence after that.

"Araseo.. I got it" N slowly nods and Sojin walk with Yihan.

Hakyeon was left alone , he sat in the swing and there, the words sojin said starting to sink in to him

"It's all over now" he mumbled sighing.

Sojin eyes were puffy as she sobbed inside her room.

"You two were fine a while ago, Why does it turned out like this?" Yihan asked, confuse on what's happening

"I Told you, I hate Lies the most oppa,That person I didn't know that He is Cha Hakyeon.. My childhood friend, It's him! he decieved me all this time" Sojin covered her face and cry

"Do you really want to break up with him?" It took her minute to answer.

"I want" She mumbled

"But why does you look like you aren't sincere? you are hurting too"

"Its frustrating Oppa.. i don't wanna talk about him because it hurts, but mostly the thing I am angry is because I am so dumb. How can I not notice everything, Why I didn't pay attention to it.. why did I let myself to fall for him"

Yihan sat on the bed to give her sister a hug. "Everything is going to be fine Sojin, Sometimes Loving someone can cause pain,but you are going to be fine"

"Everyone I love always leave my side, Im so tired of it Oppa" Sojin

He tap her back and let her cry for an hour.

"Sojin-ah, Oppa will go outside. Stop crying and go sleep" He softly tell Sojin. He closed the door and saw N on his way to Sojin room. He glared at him and asked 'what do you think you're doing?' then he told him to go outside.

"Hyung Iㅡ" Jin Yi Han didn't let N talk, he punched Hakyeon face

"I warned you didn't I? You can't hurt my sister" Yihan hold his colar to lift him up and punch him for the second time. Hakyeon was on the ground

"Who do you think you are? Bastard, Who the hell are you" he closed his fist.

"I won't stop you, because I deserve this Hyung" He said making Yi Han to stopped.

"Why do you have to do it? you can just say you are Hakyeon, Why do you need to lie?"

"Because I don't have a choice, she hates me. She hate the Cha Hakyeon, How Am I suppose to tell her my name, When I told her my name the first time we met she slapped me because of that...I admit I was so scared hyung that Sojin will know everything"

"Did you just play with her?"

"No, I am sincere, I love her so much Hyung. I can't just broke up with her, I still want to explain. I don't wanna lose her"

"Stop it already, She's not going to talk to you anyway"

"I know , she may not listen to me and things may not be change now, but I just wanna apologize to her"

Yihan sighs and stretch his arm to help hakyeon stand

"Give her some space, She's having a hard time" he tapped his back and left.

The next day, Hakyeon woke up early to prepare breakfast for everyone especially for Sojin

"N-ssi, Why are you up so early?" The sunbae come out of the room

"Just preparing a breakfast for everyone. Sunbae please sit" He place the foods and from minutes to minutes everyone are waking up

"What happened to your face?" The grandma notice the cut of his lip and the bandaid on his cheek because of Yi Han lastnight.

"I tripped last night and fell grandma" He touches it and smile

"that's why.."

Then they heard the click of sojin room, Sojin come out of the room

"Sojin-ah Good morning" Everyone greeted and she greeted back with a smile , her eyes were puffy but good thing she put make up to cover it.

"Good morning sunbaes" she bowed, She glanced at hakyeon who is looking at her with such a sad look as she sit. He went to her place and give her the breakfast, but still he get her own plate and place her own food ignoring Hakyeon's.

"N cooks that , it was all yummy" Sojin's sister in the drama said, after hearing that she stopped and just get two sandwiches

"Aren't you eating?" Yi Han ask.

"I will just have sandwich, please eat well" She smiles to them and ate her sandwich, Hakyeon just sighs and sat, placing the plate he wanted to give to Sojin on the side table before getting his own plate to eat.

Sojin was secretly staring at N, He wasn't looking fine. That's what Sojin thought but ignore it. Everyone noticed how awkward the two are, Sojin never talk to him and always cold to him even after their breakfast they saw N trying to talk to her but its no use. Sojin already saying bye to all staffs and casts to go home already.

"Wait, Are you going to leave already?"

"Do you want me to take you home?"

"No Oppa, I will just ride the bus"

Sojin was coming out the house and Hakyeon was following

"Sojin-ah, Can we talk?" He spoke.

"......"

"Don't be like this"

"Talk to me... lets fix everything huh?" He was trying to convince her

"Get on my car, I will take you home Sojin" She still walks out the house until Hakyeon grabbed her wrist.

"Get your hand off me" She coldy said and give her a glare

"J-just why can't you listen to me?"

"Because I don't wanna hear anything" She slapped his hand away.

"Why you dont talk to me?"

"Because I have nothing to say! Don't you get it?!!" Sojin yelled already, She was so mad and trying to hold herself since this morning because her seniors might hear them

"Yes, I don't get it, not until it comes to your mouth" He blinks a lot.

"Just let me go, because seeing you makes me feel so uncomfortable" She continue walking.

"Park Sojin!" Hakyeon called "Tell me honestly, Did you even Love me?" Hakyeon asked making her walk a bit slow and stop the moment she have her answer.

"My feeling aren't that deep, It can change anytime" Sojin smirk and walked again to the highway and Hakyeon was running to grabbed her again.

"Answer me Park Sojin" He gaze intensely at her.

"You ain't stopping at all huh?" She raised her eyebrow, "For that question my answer is No, I didn't loved you that deep so I can move on easily now. I'm not going to die without you" She's looking straight in his eyes which made Hakyeon feel even wost

"But Cha Hakyeon, Why are you doing this to me? I don't wanna see you, we broke up didnt we? stop it" then Sojin found a taxi and get in

"I haven't agreed to that ing 'break up' Sojin, were not yet over"

"Sojin, I will see you later, and tomorrow, and the next day and next next days, month and next next months... Until you come back to me" he said those words before she closed the door and when they are away, He called her, Sojin acting brave that's why she answered

"What is it again?"

'Do you really have to do this? Do you mean everything you said?" He was panting on the other line

"I mean what I said. Everything" She response

"Ma'am, The guy is following us" the taxi driver informed her so Sojin look back and saw hakyeon running

"Should I stop the car?" ... "No, just keep going" She said and tried to ignore everything.

"I promise to do better Sojin, ..... I will confess to you like the first time, I will do better, just stay on my side. I can't lose you" She heard him out of breathe speaking those words

"I can't stay,.. since last night... You already lost me Hakyeon" with that Sojin tears that she's been holding since this morning fall, without knowing that she was already crying again and ended his call.

When she reached her house she saw Yura watching movie, Lots of used tissue around the sofa and she was crying because of what she's watching. She saw Sojin and called her

"Sojin Unnie!" Yura waved her hand.

"Yura-ah" She smiled painfuly and went to Yura to hug her which made her shock

"Unnie, Wae:? What's wrong" Yura asked and Sojin shook her head

"Because you are crying, I feel like giving you a hug" Sojin answered

"Liar" Yura mumbled and Sojin turned to look at the drama she was watching and started to cry complaing "Yah Why are you watching a sad drama" Yura breaks the hug to look at her Unnie but Sojin covered her face using her palms

"Why are you crying?"

"Because its sad. The drama you are watching"

"Tell me What's wrong unnie?"

"Nothing, I told you its because of the drama you are watching" Yura grabbed Sojin shoulder, she has a feeling that Sojin is lying because she never cried this much watching drama

"Unnie, I know Something happened"

"Kim Ahyoung, Don't mind me please"

"How can I not care, you are crying saying the drama is sad when in fact i was crying because of happiness that the leads got their happy endings" Yura pouted making Sojin look at the Screen to see the male lead proposing to the female lead.

"I Caught you, Can you tell me now?" Sojin let out a breathe

"Ahyoung, I found out something last night" Yura being curious listened carefully

"N, told me that he is really Hakyeon." Yura was shock

"What?!"

"Shocking isn't it? I was right all this time, Their share lots of similarities but I never admit it myself. I don't want to believe that He lied to me, made me a fool."

"So did you talk to him? His reasons?"

"No. I Broke up with him when I found out, I don't wanna hear his reasons, He calculated everything and I hated it"

"Are you okay about the broke up?"

"I'm fine... things will get better soon"

"But why are you crying if you are fine Sojin unnie?"

"I - I don't know Why tears come out, I’m really fine because its the best to do that but My heart is hurting so much right now"

"Im gonna change my clothes, then I will prepare for our dinner later" She tried to smile at her. Instead of changing, Sojin was very exhausted that she just went straight to her room and lay on the bed thinking of what happened between them and hakyeon.

"I just wanna cry right now" she look at the side bed thinking of N, the nights they shared in that room, the same bed they used, his touch, kisses and his I Love you to her.

"I have so many questions popping in my head That I want to ask you, Why did you lie?.."

"Why do you have to make fall inlove with you like this, Why do you need to hurt me... Is everything you said was just all lies? Are you sincere when you said you love me... How can I trust you now" She sigh not realizing she was crying already.

"... you Bastard" she muttered closing her eyes and falling asleep crying.

Yura checked on Sojin when she noticed she's not coming down and saw her sleeping, she put a blanket on Sojin and stare at her

"Unnie, It must be hard for you. Sleep well and feel better later"

After hours of nice sleep, Sojin woke up at eight in the evening "Omona!" She was startled to know the time and run downstairs to see Yura cooking ramen

"Glad you are awake" Yura tasting the ramen

"Hey you're dirty, use another spoon, it touched your mouth already" sojin whine seeing yura way of tasting and putting it back after.

"Wow, you're really something" Yura rolled her eyes

"You should have woken me up" She get two bowls and put it on the table

"Nah, you are tired already. I will let it slide tonight unnie"

The two ate happily, Yura telling lots of stories tonight to make Sojin feel a bit better, she made her laugh and at least Sojin forgot her problems for a while

"Are you really going to be fine alone?" Yura ask she's infront of the door to leave

"Nae, I will be fine. Don't worry Just go" Sojin reassure Yura to not worry and hug her tightly "Kim Ahyoung... my yura-jjing, my bestfriend ... Gomawo~ for doing your best to cheer me up, Thank You so much-"

"You won't do bad things to yourself while Im gone right?" Yura was still worried

"Why would I do something bad over a break up? im not so crazy to do that" She just laughed.

"Okay if you say so.. I am going now" Yura waved her hand and Sojin say bye When Yura left Sojin locked the door and went to clean the used dishes. She sighed after seeing her phone vibrating and Hakyeon is calling, she ignored it and just continue cleaning her house to forget. 3hours later missed call reach 50, and he was still leaving voice messages

Sojin listened at the voice messages

"Are you okay?"

"Can we talk?"

"Can you pick up your phone"

"I am here outside"

"Did you eat already?"

"Are you inside?"

"Can you see me?"

"I love you"

"Let's talk"

"Just for a minute"

"Should I come back tomorrow?"

"Are you sleeping now?"

"Sleep well my princess, I will be with you all the time."

"I want to hear your voice"

"Sojin , Im really Sorry"

Sojin was done listening to it, his last call is one hour ago so Sojin came out, she knows he left, she walk around to check but was shocked to see him on the bleacher sleeping at such a cold night.

Sojin went to him and stare "Why are you waiting for so long in here" Sojin mumbled, Hakyeon look sick and trembling due to the cold.

Hakyeon woke up and saw Sojin , "You're here" he smile and get up

"Why are you sleeping here? You are freezing to death, Do you wanna die?" Sojin cannot hide how worried she was.

"Are you worried?"

"No,Go home already. I'm leaving" Sojin stood up and Hakyeon pull her closer , he put his arms around her waist and his head on her tummy hugging her while he was sitting on a bleacher.

"Let me go"

"Cha Hakyeon" She tried to remove his hands.

"I feel a bit better now" in such a husky voice

"...Hakyeon" She spoke slowly

"Hmm?"

"I want to ask you, Why last night, why did you tell me everything if you know I will hate you after. Why?"

"Because I love you. I don't wanna lie to you anymore"

"That isn't Love Hakyeon, it's just stubborness, selfishness and obsession" She retorted

Hakyeon let go of sojin waist and look at her "Why talk about my feelings so carelessly?" he was offended.

"Because we were hurting each other" Sojin breathes heavily not wanting to cry. "Cha Hakyeon, I was smiling because of you, I was so happy because of you, but I am in pain as well because of you.." She sigh and close her eyes , not wanting to see Hakyeon sad face with hopeful eyes

"If you love me then when Im still N, Please love me now too being Hakyeon"

"Let's just end it here Hakyeon, We won't make it, Your feelings, that will change. I know You will find other girl" Hakyeon stopped Sojin from walking away, he pushes her against a wall pinning her hands on the wall when she tried to fight him but Hakyeon lean his head and kiss her slowly and passionate, Sojin stopped fighting back and respond to him. He places both of his hands on her waists pushing her against him and owning .

"Ha-hakyeon.." Sojin stopped him, they were both catching breathes after the kiss

"I love you. I don't want any other girl . Even if all the people in the world is all women except of me, I will only love Park Sojin. I love you ever since we were young Sojin, but you never look at me as a man"

Sojin looked down listening to him, "You still love me right? I can feel it with your kisses" He lift up Sojin face but there's no emotion in her eyes.

"My feelings? Your feelings It doesn't matter," she wear a smirk

"It matters to me. My feelings, Don't insult it. Don't think of it as a joke because I never played around about it" He respond angrily

"How can I believe in you Hakyeon?, Don't ever try to make me weak, Im no longer going to fall for it" She then walk away and go back inside her house

When Hakyeon go back home, Hongbin welcomed him

"What's wrong with you facial expression N hyung?"

He walk pass through Hongbin to get water, he gulped. "Do we have soju?" He searched inside the ref and opened two bottles

"Hyung,." Hongbin was speechless seeing N drink

"Join me, I need this drink so I won't regret everything I said" He gave him the other bottle.

"I don't get you hyung, what's the matter?" Hakyeon sighs and look at hongbin "It's Over"

"I already told Sojin everything, me being Hakyeon and guess what She's breaking up with me" Hakyeon laughed fakely, while Hongbin can only listen and pity his hyung.

"I told myself that I will accept the consequence of my lies but - now my heart is heavy"

Hongbin just let his Hyung go drunk until 2AM and when he passed out help him go to his room.

"Hyung, get yourself together"

"...What should I do now?" Hakyeon half asleep ask

"Be a man, lift your head up ,face your mistakes and fix it. Sojin will understand it too, maybe not now but soon she will" With that advice Hakyeon chuckles and nod

"Thanks Bro"

One Week passed, Hakyeon keeps sending Sojin a flowers with cards and also be the one to deliver it hoping Sojin can finally talk to him. There are many rumors floating in the internet too about Hakyeon and Sojin break up but the two company keep silent about it.

"Unnie, you got a new flowers?"

"Again?!" Sojin ruffled her hair

"Yup!"

"Put it in the garbage, and include everything too.." Sojin sighs at the sight of her house , lots of flowers everyday from Hakyeon

"Your house looks like a flower shop now. Omo Oppa is so sweet"

"Sweet my ! Im not going to fall for it" She continue reading a book.

"You are so cold hearted unnie" Yura pouted

"Stop complaining, my decision won't change. Im trying to live my life here kim Yura after those crazy fans of him and Kyungsoo joined forces to attack me"

"Don't read their comments unnie"

"I know but, I just can't help it, It wasn't the reason of our break up, why would they assume that I just used him but what worst is i can't speak up about it to clear all misunderstanding"

"Ah, Its frustrating" she left the living room to go out and get fresh air.

More hours later, Sojin with her manager entered a music show, She get ready for her special stage later because aside from being an actress she is also a good performer same as Hakyeon,

When Sojin was in the bakstage she saw Hakyeon wearing tie and suit, he looks really handsome as he get near Sojin and smiled at her.

"Y-you're here too" he was trying to make a conversation

"N-nae. I'm going to perform,."

It was so awkward for the two of them to meet at such place, some staffs are there so they gotta be careful

"Have you been well?" he asked

"Yes."

"About the rumors, I am sorry for giving you a hard time"

"Its not your fault, Im going to ask my company to confirm it" sojin said, and Hakyeon was hurt

"Can we talk later?"

"Hakyeon...."

"Did you like the flowers I'm bringing?"

"I hope you stop already, I told you its over between us"

"But still, talk to me" he insist after a minutes ,its Hakyeon turn to go on stage.

He sat in the chair reaching for the mic stand , the instrument played and he started talking "I hope you're Listening to me," he signal to start.

"Even if I’m not a good talker, please understand me

I will tell you all of the truth that I’ve been keeping" Sojin silently listened to his voice, its soft and beautiful,

"Do you remember the day we first met?

Your pretty lips smiled at me" Hakyeon has a flashback when he and Hongbin saw her in a company for scrit reading of their drama, the way she smile and greet him was precious.

"After that day, I was determined

That I never want to lose you from my embrace

That I will go till the end

Saying I love you with words might not be enough but Still I will confess to you today

I wanna be with you, always from a step behind you

Don’t forget there’s a person who will protect you" Hakyeon started singing a ballad, the titled is "Love Letter" it is a latest song and the first time he is singing it to everyone to where he wrote the lyrics for Sojin.

"After I met you, I found something to do

It is to make you smile all day, every single day

There might be times when I’m really busy but In my head, there are only thoughts of you

Saying I love you with words might not be enough but Still I will confess to you today

When you tell me to cheer up

When your eyes are looking at me

Those things make me exist right now

I have nothing else to tell you but I love you

Thank you so much for waiting for me till the end" Sojin was looking at the monitor screen watching him sing and she felt like Hakyeon is looking at her , his eyes were longing, he is giving that hopeful stare again so Sojin was hurting listening to the lyrics and seeing him like that.

"For looking at me without shaking

Lean on me, believe in my love Let’s be together for always, forever

I love you, I need you.

I love you, I need you.

It’s only you for always

Stay by my side, I’ll comfort you

Let’s love as if the world stopped like this

Thank you for being you"

The song stopped , everyone applaud and some teared up a bit at his emotional voice . Sojin heart felt so heavy after listening but she tried her best to look at him.

After another performance, it was finally Sojin turn. She went on stage so nervous and introduce herself. After getting ready, the music played.. Sojin performed and sing her own song 'Top Girl' it is a song about a girl who got really popular and be on Top, and as she got more popular she started to forget about everything including the man she loves, she became careless because she thought he will always just be there but because she was too greedy, she lost him and now she realize fame cannot give her the happiness she always wanted

"If I lose you cause my desire, I would regret

Your smile looked at me, your arms hugged me

And your lips cared me

I’m Top Girl Now

I’m Top Girl Never defeat by anyone Top Girl

oh~oh~oh~oh~oh~oh You’re not here

oh~oh~oh~oh~oh~oh It’s crazy but

oh~oh~oh~oh~oh Everything that I have

"There are as many rumors and gossips about me as I don’t wanna see

At that time, I really didn’t know who you are

I thought you always stay here

I love you, love you, love you

Only now, I know about your worthy

That time, I didn’t wanna leave my popular

I didn’t know, I didn’t really

That hurts you because of me" everyone was amazed at how fast and good she move and sing, fans are cheering for her and screaming her name until the last seconds of the song.

When she was off the stage she heard lots of fangirls swearing at her , she look at and the group of girls Booing at her, she can hear some are saying Stay away from Oppars you ! some are cursing at her and even pushed her which she was thankfully catch by her backup dancer. The music show was in chaos and Sojin was really shocked, tears started to fall but she covered her face because of the cameras, her fans are trying to stop the antis telling Sojin to please go inside until Hakyeon finally reached her and covered her by hugging her.

"Put that down" Hakyeon yelled at the fangirls who are trying to get Sojin face photograph, he was mad and doesn't care about his image he just wanna protect sojin.

"Lets go inside" He hugged her and walked her inside, the staffs are in panic,

"I-Im very Sorry" the first thing Sojin said while crying when she went to the backstage seeing all the Music show staffs and the Pd

"Its okay, its not your fault" the pd and everyone know that it wasn't her fault at all so they tried to calm her because Sojin was already not looking well , she was shaking badly and out of breathe due to her respiratory problem due to the shock. Her manager walk her through the waiting room and left her to prepare the car ,she tried to be calm but the words she heard from them was echoing in her and by that time Hakyeon entered to check on her

"What are you doing here?"

"Checking on you" he sat and get her left arm to see a scratches and wound on her hand because of her fall.

"Just leave" sojin said

"Let me do this", he get her hand again and also his alcohol and cotton to clean it, he wrapped a bandage on it

"I'm sorry.." he started

"I don't need it"

"Its my fault, I know you are having a hard time already, because of me. Because I was an "

"Ani, You dont know. You know nothing Cha Hakyeon. How hurt I am, How I struggled so much, How hard it is to deal with the pain,How I accept everything, How I tried to ignore everything and How I tried to walk smiling even people around me are bad mouthing me"

"You are clueless, because you never experienced this, because you are a Man and I AM A Woman that even its your mistake, the fault is still mine. When I go near you they are going to say I'm a flirt, When i smile and walk around Im a , when I dance and sing they call me , when I act Im a trying hard, when I cry Im a drama Queen, When I try to be me they call me fake , when I breathe they will say I am rude, Whatever I do I'm still being judge while you they only think I used you for popularity, that you and Kyungsoo are a victim and Im that y who came for . They think of me that low now Hakyeon you heard everything a while ago. You heard them but you know what upsets me? Its when I can't do anything about it, I can't tell the truth cos no one would listen, all I can do is to just accept everything they throw againsts me but its just so unfair....I didn't do anything right? How can this turned out to this!" Sojin yelling, finally her chest felt more better after taking everything she had been keeping out. Hakyeon was stunned , every words she said was very accurate, he knows how fans tried to shield the men's doing but when its women they wont stop until they ruin their careers.

"Sojin,Its my fault, I will do everything to resolve this"

"Get out Hakyeon"

"But Sojin-"

"GE T THE HELL OUT HERE, CHA HAKYEON" she screamed pushing Him toward the door

AUTHORS NOTE

Poor Sojin, Poor Hakyeon , Poor my Heart and poor Your's T^T