Another weeks passed again, and I was given news that all the scenes needed for the last drama episode had been put together already. I received a message from our Publicity Director that tonight, We can watch how they edited our scene I had to admit I felt excited. I always felt that way every time I finished filming the drama wanting to know and learn more to make my acting better , but this one, my drama, was something special.

I was used doing drama as a cute happy go lucky, but this drama demanded a more serious 'Me', playing divorce,fearless, wise, straight forward Traditional Medical Doctor whose not afraid to tell what's on her mind even it will hurt others but What made the drama even more special was the fact that my co–star and love interest, Cha N was affecting me in ways I never thought I'd feel.

Speaking of him, things had become more exciting between us, N and I was just doing better as expected he was always sweet and taking care of me whenever we are filming, I'm liking him even more.

"Are you thinking of me?" N suddenly appeared wrapping his arm around my waist

"And Why would I?" We both chuckless.

"Because you missed me"

I hit him and we both walked inside the editing room to watch

"Here, review your scenes and tell us if there's a problem" The director led as the way through the room and we both seated.

I breathe out, "Nervous?" N asked me and I nodded He was about to say something, something mischievous I suspected with the way he smirked, but the room darkened, and in no time, the drama showed on the screen.

Before I knew it, I was watching myself, and I couldn't help but cover my eyes. It was weird seeing a bigger version of me onscreen. I guess N felt the same since midway through the drama, my head was buried on the curve his neck and his on my hair.

When the bed scene started rolling, we couldn't help but look and stare. I winced and cringed when Cha N banged me against the door and when he undressed me.

It was weird knowing that all around you, people were watching you bare your skin but N got a hold of my hand and squeezed it tight, and just like that, I felt relieved.

Then, it came – the scene in the drama ep when I found myself looking deep into N's eyes and he to mine.

Emotion – that was all I saw and felt when I stared at him, and watching the two of us on the big screen looking at each other like that, I knew there was something going on between us, maybe that why I accepted his heart because i know he was sincere. But suddenly my heart beats faster and I got nervous at his gazes as I continue to watch the bed scene, His eyes..the way he stares, It looks so familiar.. it looks very similar to Hakyeon and its giving me uncomfortable feeling.

I turned my eyes beside me to see N , looking at him... I must be crazy, there's no way that its him.

"What?" N noticed that Im looking at him, "Uhmm.. well, N i know this is a weird question but.. Have we ever met each other before by chance?"

"w-What?" He stared at me right then

"No right?" Its just impossible.. He didn't gave the answer I was wanting to hear but instead,

"You fell for me hard aren't you? that you can't help thinking of me" he mischieviously answered and there he smirk ,

"Tsk," I answered back, smiling up at him and tweaking his nose. I was sure he sensed what I was feeling so we sat in silence until the episode ended

"Sojin, Where do you want to go?" He was happily swinging my hand as we intertwined it while we are coming out the SBS TV Station

"N, People are all eyeing us" I was trying to get my hand away but he was continueing to hold it.

"Are you embarrassed?" He seriously asked and frowned, I can feel that he was dissapointed.

"H-hey, Its not like that.."

"Aren't you proud of me as Your Boyfriend" he pouted and I find it really cute

"That's not true, I'm proud of you of course" I pat his head and he finally smiled.

"Let's walk like this, I want to hold your hand" He continued holding my hand.

"Get in" N opened his car

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"Sojin, Where do you want to go?"

"Eh, I'm tired N" I placed my hand on his cheeks.

"Let's go to your house then, you have to treat me dinner" N winked.

"As long as You really ONLY want to eat dinner in my house" They both laughs.

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"Yah, What kind of dinner is this?" N was looking at the foods that Sojin served. Triangle kimbap and ramen then can of beer

"Its food of course!"

"You call this food Sojin?"

"Why you don't want to eat that? Go home if you won't , You are the one insisting to eat here anyway" Sojin rolled her eyes "Just because you are my boyfriend doesn't mean you can nag me" Sojin turn her back and dig her noodles. N heave a sigh and get Sojin bowl which made Sojhn hissed because of his rudeness.

"Move, Im going to cook" N went to her kitchen, He opened her ref and all he saw was water,beer,kimbap,kimchi and vegetable "Heol, How can a girl's house not have anything?" he commented.

"I have no time to go to the market, I was so busy filming" Sojin explained. N get all that can be eat inside her refrigerator.

"I will make you a nutritious rice balls and stew and egg rolls too" He hugged Sojin , she giggles

"Wow why are you good at cooking?"

"When you live on your own, your cooking improves, How about you does your cooking skills improve?"

"Of Course it improves! Don't you know who am I? I am the Great Park Sojin" Sojin being conceited

"Are you sure? you must be still keep burning everything like the old t..ㅡ" N asked and he stopped and cut his sentence when he realized what he's saying

"N...H-how did you know?" Sojin was shocked and N gulped "Ah, about what?"

"That Thing you said just now! That I couldn't cook before, that i keep burning it? how" Sojin was looking directly into his eyes, because she knows that other than her Mother, only Hakyeon knows how bad her cooking skills was that's why when Hakyeon made the deal he told Sojin that they will just deliver a food since she couldnt cook.

"Y-You told it to me... w-when you were drunk didn't you?.."

"Did I?" Sojin still being suspicious.

"And, most of the girls in their young stage doesn't really know how to cook well" N get a plate and placed the rice ball

"Ah. O.okay" Sojin sigh.

N felt sorry for lying once again. The two of them ate dinner Sojin has so many thoughts running inside her head, She watched N eating and keep an eye to watch what he's doing.

N was doing something holding a book, its like he was putting something inside when Sojin came and asked what he was doing. She seated on the sofa with him.

"I'm reading a book" N, closed the book and turned to look at Sojin.

"Some Truths are Better Left Unsaid" Sojin read the book title.

"What kind of book? Is the story Nice?" Sojin asked

"The story started to a bit sad, I haven't reached the ending yet so I don't know if its going to be good ending"

"Tell me more about it" Sojin got curious because of the eye catching title of it.

"Its about a friendship of a young boy and girl, to the very beginning the two always having a fight . The boy is living with the Girl's house, he likes to mock the girl always annoying her and wanting her to get mad all the time and the Girl treat him as the number one in her death list, She hates him so much for being such an ." he started.

"Its right for the Girl to hate that Boy, he deserves it. tcck" Sojin angrily muttered to N.

"But do you know why that boy likes to annoy the Girl?" N asked and Sojin shook her head "Maybe to pissed the girl even more" she replied.

"No. The reason why he was treating her like that was because the Young boy's first love is that Girl. He never got a chance to confessed his love for her because the Girl always pushing him away and the Girl had a Boyfriend making it more harder to him. Making fun of her, Pissing her off, Annoying her is what the boy always do because that way, The Girl he loves can finally noticed him."

"Oh My God~" Sojin

"The boy has to come back to his parents Because the boy was only living in the Girl's house, months before the two get separated they become more closer. Until the end of the months he didn't had the courage to confessed.Only The boy promised to the girl that they will see each other again no one knows when, or how many years would passed, but the boy will wait for her no matter how long it would take for them to meet again.. He will be waiting for her because he's Good at waiting"

"After being separated they never saw or contacted each other, the boy went to so many hardships in life when both of his parents left him after getting divorce. Years passed, He grew up and became a man but he never forget loving her, the thought of he wants to meet her once again always in his mind. He always think if she's living fine, If She's married, If she's happy, and If she's living better at least better than him.

After three years of Searching for her, He finally found her, but that guy has to lie to her because the Girl despise him. He didn't introduce himself to her because he was so afraid and he's fear just keep frightening him even more when he found out about what happened to the Girl. He blame himself for everything, If only He hadn't left her, she wouldnt experienced it all. He wants to know how to heal the Girl's heart, He wants to know how to make her happy, he wants to know how He could make the Girl forget about her tearful past.

As time goes by that they were together, They get along well even the Girl doesn't know who he really is but the young man is afraid, Because He doesn't know what will happen if She found out about his real identity, if she found out about his lies...Would that Girl still accept him? He was afraid that once she knew everything, She might turn her back on him just like how his parents turn their backs on him" .. Sojin stared at his eyes, N was teary and he was getting emotional.

"Are you crying over a story book? Oh my god, Why are you such a cry baby?. Come here~" Sojin told. N gets near her and she wrapped her hands around him to give him a hug.

"Does the story touched you so much?" Sojin wiped his tears, he looks like a baby crying so Sojin has the urge to comfort him.

"Because its too sad." N mumbled.

"I wonder what's going to be the ending for them. But No matter what the guy's reason is. It's still unacceptable to lie to her, He was being selfish, selfish to only be the who can recognize her, a Coward to keep the truth aways from her because he was afraid to be pushed away. The Girl deserves to know it, who knows ... she might be waiting for him as well for so long and just keeping it inside because she was afraid to expect something that will lead her to dissapointment." Sojin was thinking of Hakyeon when she was saying those to N, Because she felt the same when she was waiting for Hakyeon to come back but everything, all her expectations just lead her to a big dissapointment,

"Would everything be the same, if he tell the truth?"

"If you are in the Girl's place, Can you still forgive him?"

Sojin gone Silent at N question, she imagine herself like that

"Its going to be hard, but Who knows...Time will tell" She answered and laughed at it, "Why are we getting so serious here" She speaks and stood up to ease the awkward situation.

N smiled and hold Sojin waist to pull her back to seat but this time not on the sofa but on his lap.

"Can you forgive me for loving you so much?" N said, Sojin with her 'the hell are you talking about?' expression looking at him. He chuckled at her confuse face and kiss Sojin's Forehead, to her cheeks. He didn't get any response to Sojin, Until now Sojin ain't saying She loves him too but anyway being with her is more than enough.

Sojin felt so happy; They sat on there staring at each other, playing with each others hands

She brushed that feeling away of being suspicious about him and moved closer to him, Their lips locked in a passionate kiss and We broke the kiss, She stared at her wristwatch and its time for him to leave.

"Can I sleep here tonight?" N asked

"And Why?"

"I just want to be with you.. Just for tonight, I promise I will sleep on the sofa upstairs and I won't do anything to you" He wiggle his eyes and acting all cutesy to her.

"Fine its already dark so I will let you stay" sojin went to locked the door.

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"You can use shower, I'm done. There's a brand new large shirt inside the cabinet too.\

Sojin yelled when she was done taking a shower, She was wearing a cute Pajamas.

"Why do you have a male shirt? Are you letting your ex's stay here?" N jealousy tone.

"And So?" Sojin teased and N yelled "I'm not going to wear that" and he slammed the door haha

When N came out the room topless and boxers, Sojin had to close her eyes "Yah! What kind of a guy are you?. You are with a Girl right now put your t-shirt on!" She throw a pillow at him.

"I told you Im not going to wear that!" He was annoyed that Its for Sojin's ex's boyfriends.

"tsk. You'll be freezing to death later remember that, Im warning you!" The two of them lay down, Sojin on to her bed and N on the sofa, he get the blanket to cover His body and Sojin her classical music.

After thirty minutes, Sojin couldn't s slept at all because N keeps trying to himself comfortable in the mini sofa plus its getting colder and she's busy chuckling at his cuteness.

"NNN~" sojin started

"W-What?"

"Do you want to sleep beside me?" Sojin shyly asked. N eyes sparkled

Without hesitation, N run and lay down Sojin bed Smiling like an idiot "This is what I call bed" He laughs.

"Psh, I was just asking, I didnt told you to come"

"Whatever" he winks.

Sojin was laying on the bed with him feels weird and Hot at the same time especially with N who's Shirtless.

"I know you're cold, just wear this mamn t-shirt N. I was just joking when i said its my ex's. That shirt was all mine" She said and give him the t-shirt. He finally wore it.

They laid together in silence for a few more moments before N spoke again. "Do you regret it.. the night we had ?" Instantly she felt tension flood her body, Sojin could honestly say she didn't regret anything, even if this was just a one time (or more accurately a one night) thing she would never regret knowing exactly what it felt like to be touched and kissed by N

"N-No," she whispered.

"Good. I don't regret it either. I was kinda worried that maybe I freaked you out a little with coming on too strong, taking advantage on your drunk state and all,." he trailed off.

"Its my fault tho. At least it was you who I had my first time with, instead of other guys" She said as a huge grin broke out on N face.

"what were you thinking?", he put his arm around me, my heart raced, it felt so good being embraced by him,

"Is it your rated fantasies with me?" N added.

Sojin fought the urge to roll her eyes at his puppy-dog eagerness.

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AUTHOR's Note

new update , sorry guys !

This isn't completed yet

Im having so much LeoJin and HakJin feels today at 4AM and Im so confuse which one to write first Lol