Conflicted
Are You Mine?A/Note: It’s back to Yubin’s perspective again.
I gazed at the dark snowy sky as I took a sip of hot coffee. Not bothering with the cold winter, I was enjoying this practice break at the JYP rooftop sitting alone. No disturbing thoughts of Sungbin this time as I had my mind resting in peace. Earlier I took a peek at the practice room where my label-mates were practicing hard for the upcoming JYPN concert for Bangkok and since they were all busy practicing, I decided to grab my hot coffee and sit at my fav spot at the rooftop for my coffee break.
Yes, I was not even using this break to check on Instagram. Amazing huh? I was so proud of myself. Perhaps Taec’s anti-instagram influence had spread on to me.
“What are you doing here in this cold?” I heard Taec’s voice behind me.
I looked up to see him about to take off his jacket and I shook my head to stop him.
“It’s ok. I’m fine.”I assured him. "I have HOT coffee to keep me warm."
"You sure? Your jacket isn't that thick..." Taec observed.
"I have worn a sleeveless short dress in winter before Taec. This is nothing.." I was telling the truth, though at that time, it was only a 3-minute red carpet walk.
Taec sat next to me and voluntarily took my cup of coffee to sip some. I let him. I was used to sharing drinks with him anyway, past and present.
"Why don't you join us for the Bangkok trip, Yub?" Taec asked. "It's gonna be fun."
I shook my head. The offer was tempting. In fact, the girls offered too but I rather stay in Korea and work on the outstanding issues of the comeback preparations.
"You sure you are going to be fine here alone? Most of us won't be around and there is no need for any practice for you anyway so it would be good to join us for some fun overseas. Besides we are planning a surprise party for PD-nim too." Taec added.
"I have Limmie here with me... and I could work with G-Soul on the album too." I said as a matter of fact. People needed to stop worrying about me by now. Ok, so it was only about a week since the break-up but I felt really fine. And I was proud of my progress. Thank God work was occupying most of my time.
Taec looked at me slightly sad and I knew he would love for me to join the family for a short trip. I leaned over and laid my head on his shoulder. Another habit whenever we sat together at the fav spot at the rooftop. He wrapped his arms around me, giving me the much needed warmth again.
"Besides didn't you like to see hardworking Yub again?" I added.
"Yeah... but I have always wanted to make up to you for the time I did not get to spend a vacation with you. Even though this is no vacation trip but it's still overseas with all our mates, so you know we are going to have so much fun." Taec was still promoting the idea.
I shook my head. Taec did not have to make it up to me.
"Well then, can I at least get a goodbye kiss before I fly off tomorrow?" he asked.
I chuckled at how he was still the cheesy flirty
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