Roller-coasting

Are You Mine?
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As I brushed my teeth in the bathroom, after that phone call with Sungbin, I made plans that I should avoid seeing Sungbin for now. At least for a month or so. After that, I felt I would be ready to face him as a friend. As that friend who should NEVER flirt with him again.

After my bathroom visit, I changed into some clothes to get ready to head to JYP for work. Once I was done, I checked the phone and saw 2 missed calls from Sungbin. He also left a text.

Sungbin: Call me back please, Yub.

I did not reply and then I saw another text but this time it was from Taec.

Taec: Just landed in Seoul. How's work?

Yubin: Great! I'm heading off to JYP in a while actually.

Taec: Ok, I’ll head home first and maybe I'll see you there later.

If Taec was back, it meant my girls Sunmi and Yenny was also on the way back from the airport to the wonder dorm as well. Should I wait for my girls first before I go to JYP? Maybe I should. I went to the kitchen to make myself something to eat. I fried some egg and bacon and made a sandwich. As I took a bite, I heard the doorbell. Hmm, did the girls forget the door code?

I went over to check on the monitor and I almost spit out my sandwich.

"What are you doing here, Sungbin?!" I asked through the intercom.

"Please just let me in for a while... Yub. Just for a while." he asked.

God, he never was this persistent. Maybe it was better to get this over and done with. So I buzzed him in.

He came in with a bag of goodies. As usual, he would buy some stuff for me and the girls whenever he went overseas.

"You didn't have to.." I said, folding my arms.

"It's fine. Are the girls in?" He placed the bag of goodies on the dining table.

"No but they are on the way back." I shook my head. Limmie went out already and I was freaking alone at home…with him! This was not good. "Look, if that's all. You can leave now."

He looked disappointed I was chasing him out just less than a minute of his presence.

"I thought you said you don't hate me.." he reminded.

"Yes, but that doesn't mean you get to barge in and be immediate friends with me now!"

He remained silent for while as he looked at his feet.  "I'm sorry...I mean... you said on the phone that you would try your best to stop loving me.. And that you don't hate me..So…”he looked at me with sad but hopeful eyes.”Does it mean you still love me?"

Oh God, save me!!! Did I mean that? I shook my head in defiance. But Sungbin did not let it go.

"Cause if you still do, I don't want us to stop loving. We could start all over, Yub. I swear I won't hurt you again, ok?" He begged as he took a step closer to me and touched my cheeks but I took a step back immediately. Afraid. So afraid of his touch, his loving voice, his closeness that would bring me back into the dangerous pits of love and passion…and pain again.

"Yubbaby.." he called me affectionately and I could feel my heart ache so bad.

"NO!!Don’t do this!" I resisted. "I slept with him, ok! I slept with

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Still betting my 2 cents Yubin had a huge denim-theme bday party w Zino n her friends!

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Rahmita #1
Chapter 36: this is the best. first time i read Yubin x bernzino..
HYOYEONzxc
#2
Chapter 38: THIS IS THE BEST THING THAT HAPPENED TODAY THANK YOU SO MUCH
iridescendant #3
Excited to read this :D
blue_izce8 #4
Ive been contemplating if i should read a non-toobin fic from the time i saw this post and last night. I missed yoobin soo much and decided to read your story. Im glad i did! I finished it in 5 hours and i have to say that i Love it! I hope you'd write more of this couple ♡♡♡
HYOYEONzxc
#5
Chapter 37: Best YuBeenzino fic ever!!!!! I finished this in three days, I read it seriously EVERYWHERE I go u_u I finally finished this so I could prepare for my finals tomorrow lol!
My YuBeenzino is overflowing oh my gawd <3333
(Knowing you have other YuBeenzino fics isn't helping at all...)
Anyway, thanks for sharing this awesome story! Your writing skills are superb!
snowtaems
#6
Chapter 36: Wooow I read this like in 3 nights while preparing for the last exam of this semester at uni. Nice chilling ritual. I was kind of sad with the twist in the story but still this ending is peaceful. Not a happy or a sad ending... just a rational ending :)
sailorjiselle #7
Chapter 36: NOOOOO that cannot be the ending omg im so sad but that was so good T_T JUN!!!
valerieheartwg
#8
Chapter 36: Good decision Yub! :D
choosing no one is wiser because in that way
you'll be true to yourself, to Sungbin, and specially Taec

two thumbs up for this fic :) i hope u could continue writing more fics
(though i know that there's a low chance of having another 2bin fic) haha
anyways, congratulations on completing a well written fic ^^
ter_dj #9
Chapter 36: It's win-win solution but it's feel so empty
it's better if she chose someone because it was she chose badly by making love with sungbin when she had taec just for being alone in the end

Sorry just my opinion