I pulled Taec's t-shirt out off him as we kissed zealously.

"You sure you want to do this?" Taec asked in between kisses.

"Hell Yes!" I answered and grabbed his face to kiss him deeper. Taec was right about this stupid wait. Why wait when he was a man I knew for years and had loved too?

But Taec stopped kissing and cupped my face."Yub, I haven't had close to a year and you know I'm dying for this moment. But, I don't want you to do this.... out of some impulse moment. I don't want us to regret this afterwards."

I caught my breath as I stared at him. Remembering I did actually stopped myself with Taec before because of the same reason. What the was I doing?

"You said you wanna go slow and take it one step at a time and I was really happy with that." Taec added. "So you jumping on me suddenly like that is, well, kinda worrying. You sure you are ok?"

I nodded. "I...I just miss you..." It was true. I missed my tender loving Taec...who also knew how to make me happy in bed.

"Miss me or just the ?" He asked.

"You, Taec! All of you." I hit him on the chest for doubting me but he just hugged me.

"I was just making sure..." Taec kissed my forehead as he my head. "But you need to be sure yourself, baby. I know there are times you can be unsure about a lot of things."

Somehow hearing Taec call me baby again was like honey to my ears.

I hugged him tighter and kissed him on the lips again. "I'm sorry I jumped on you."

"Haha... when you are ready. Like romantically ready, I will gladly let you jump me." He kissed me back. I did not want to let go and kiss him deeper. God, I could not help myself, could I? I could feel Taec's hard-on(again) and I was in a strained dilemma if I should encourage or discourage it. Taec was necking me by now and he mumbled. "I can control....I can control this."

I laughed.

"Not funny, Yub.." he complained as he kissed my jaw line.

"Hmmm.." I suggested. "Maybe we could just make out."

But Taec shook his head. "Not a good idea.." he released me and held me at arm's length. "Aren't you supposed to at JYP's?"

Oh right.

"You sure have really good self-control, baby. I'm impressed." I tittered at him. Only realizing later that I had affectionately called him the way I used to when we were dating.    

But Taec was staring at me seriously and then he suddenly kissed me passionately. And when I was about to respond passionately as well, he pushed me away holding my shoulders.

"Now, that's the effect you have on me....so please don't seduce me like this, ok?" Taec begged.

I looked at him and calmly assured him. "Ok, I promise I won't call you baby."

"No, that's not what I mean. I want you to call me baby. But not when I'm hard." he explained.

I laughed again. And to think he used to troll me a lot but it sure felt like I was trolling him this time. Actually I was not trolling. I want him. I want us to make things right this time. One day, we would finally make love, sweet love on a romantic evening.

 "Ok, I will make sure I check first before I call you that." I promised.

He smiled, those handsome dimples showing up again and he env