You wake up with Jongin laying in your lap. He's still asleep, that's good. Wait. . . . Did I really kiss him first last night? Saying that you didn't mean it and didn't feel anything wouldn't be true, it's just that you didn't mean it in they way he would. You didn't love him, the way he loved you. He was in love with your personality and backstory. The way you grew up, and became the person you are today. The way you felt for him? It was the same way you'd see a puppy at the side of the road. You would take the puppy in and take care of it. Getting attached and learning the likes and dislikes. But you wouldn't keep the puppy forever, because someone else would come and pick it up. The puppy would go back to the rightful owner. True that you'd be sad about not seeing the puppy anymore, but you would move on. And after some thought, you knew that you would miss Jongin. You would miss sleeping next to him, his soft breathing and waking up every morning in his arms. But you knew what had to be done. He wouldn't love you after he found out that you were planning to kill his father in two days.

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A/N: Would you still love Vanessa if you were Jongin and found out her true motives? Sorry for the shorter chapter but I felt like the next part should be it's own chapter and I just didn't feel like putting this together with ths previous chapter ^^;; 

I promise that the next chapter is longer and more exciting. -K