Confession = Broken Heart?
♪ My Secret Lover ♪http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3UggIMs8pdE
[L.Joe's P.O.V]
Me and ~~~~ are walking to the park. I kinda feel that this is the right time to confess her my feelings.
I don't know if this is a good idea, but I''ll do it anyway. Good thing there's no people except for us..
I sighed as the two of us sat on the bench..
"~~~ah!" I meekly said.
"ne?~" she chimed.
"I-I have something to tell you.." I meekly said with a nervous tone.
"bwoh?" she glanced at me with a big smile.
"..something that I should have t-told you a long time ago.. . ." I stuttered.
"huh? what is it??" she asked worriedly while staring at me.
*holy crap! okay, here goes nothing~* I gulped and let out a big sigh...
Then I became so nervous, I could feel my heart pounding..
"..I-I like you! no, I love you but not just as a bestfriend.." I said with a serious tone. I looked up and met eyes with her.
She looked surprise, speechless and frozen..
"I loved you ever since we became friends.." I sighed and looked down.
after few seconds,
She finally speak up..
"..w-why? why.. Byung Hun?!" She stuttered.
"huh?.." I looked up to her, confusedly.
"..I-I trusted you! but what did you do.." she exclaimed as tears started to run down on her cheeks.
"s-sorry.. ." I meekly said. *crap! she's c-crying.. . .*
"I can't believe it! you're my b-bestfriend. But you hide your feelings for me all this time. I thought I could trust you! but no. you're like those other people who deceived me.." She sobbed.
I just stared on the ground and cursed myself.. *damn! I shouldn't have confessed!!*
"I'm sorry.. ~~~ah!" I hissed.
*now she's crying..and it's all because of me. I don't think I can forgive myself because I'm the reason for her tears.. * I thought.
"sorry? y-you ruined our friendship. I thought I could trust you.. h-how can you do this to me?!" she stuttered.
suddenly I felt tears run down on my cheeks too..
I felt like I've been stabbed a million times on my chest hearing her say those words to me.
"I'm sorry.." I sobbed.
"h-how can you do this to me, Byung Hun-ah?" She whispered while gawking at the ground in disbelief.
I remained speechless.. I felt so hurt, Seeing her cry because of me.
"I don't ever wanna see you again! I-I.. I hate you!!" She yelled as she sobbed hard and run away from me.
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