Bang Yongguk

I can't believe this. I just can't. I thought she was sick yesterday? She doesn't look sick. Not at all. I turn my head away from the pictures Himchan is showing me. I forced him to, after he had frowned while checking his Weibo. Pictures of Cha Na, taken by Sasaengs. Arm in arm with a handsome young man. A man wearing a suit. A man carrying a briefcase. A man driving a classy black car. Glasses. Hair loosely combed back. Very different from me. I don't drive a classy car. I don't wear suits. Heck, I don't even know where the hell I should buy a briefcase. Who is that guy? Why is he holding her so tightly? What makes him better than me? 

"Hyung, I'm sure she can explain," Zelo said softly, "Noona would never cheat on you, I don't believe that."

"Maknae's right," Daehyun says, "She loves you so much, there must be another explanation."

"Do you have any other way to explain this?" I ask harshly. Seeing those images broke my heart. It hurts to know that she lied to me. And if she wasn't sick, why did she not spend the night with me? Doesn't she want me to touch her anymore? Why so sudden? Now that I think about it, I have barely been home the past few weeks. I've been neglecting her. Maybe she just found some comfort in another man's arms...

It makes me feel so bad. Maybe she was just lonely. Even though it would kill me if she turns out to be cheating, I might be able to forgive her if solitude and loneliness were her moti