I sat alone at our school rooftop, thinking about my recent encounter with men.
It's funny how I instantly met guys from our school.
Weird.

God, are you making me a magnet?
Magnet for boys?
I like it.

I stood at the edge of the roof and stared down.
It's scary.
I wonder how those suicidal people felt when they jump the building.
I mean, wow.
You got guts.

Just when I was about to get off the edge, someone pushed me making me sprawl on the floor.
"Hey are you planning to die?!"

My heartbeat
I cannot

"I-I'm not." I said as I touched my heart.
"Just because I said I would get my revenge on you, doesn't mean that you'd suicide."
Kris sat down beside me as he ran his fingers through his hair.

"Just because I was standing at the edge, it means I'd suicide." I rolled my eyes at him.
"Really. Thanks." He said sarcastically.

"I didn't want to be saved by you anyways." I stood up and dusted off my skirt.
"I didn't want to save you, but I still need to seek revenge." He gave me his evil grin.

Please, stop it.
I can't handle the pain.
Such pain.

"Whatever." I said and left him.
He grabbed my arm and pulled me closer to him.
"I know how much you hate this."

The next thing I knew, his lips crashed onto mine.
And my heart was beating so fast, I don't know what to do.

And the worst part is, it felt good.
So good that I don't want to stop.

But ew at this guy.
Should I push him away or-?

Okay just a few more seconds...

"Hey!" I shouted and pushed him away.
"I hope you enjoyed that." He winked and with that, he left.

Such ert.
I can't.

I just realized that it was my first kiss and I wasted it on him.
Dis
Gus
Ting

I stood there, and started crying.
I wanted my first kiss to be with my SassKing or Mr. SassPants 2.0
But that fervert/uncool guy/long-chined/tree took it

"Hey, are you okay?" A girl with deep voice, and short and brown hair went towards me.

Do.
I.
Look.
Okay?

I mean, why ask? 
Is there a person who's crying alright?
Dude, want a beech-slap?

I just stared at her and rolled my eyes.
"Do I look fine?" I snapped at her.
She just smiled at me and sat near me.
She patted the seat next to hers making me sit.

"Come on," She insisted and I followed.
I just sighed and kept wiping my mouth in disgust.
Even though the kiss felt good, because it's Kris...It's disgusting.
I feel like gagging.
Ugh.

"You seem like you need to talk about it." She smiled at me. "It's fine you can trust me." She winked.

So
Cute
So 
Kawaii

"It's just that...I hate this person so much and he also hates me..." I said as I shifted in my seat. "And he said he would take revenge on me, which I find weird because all I did was laugh at him when he was being uncool." I sighed.
"And today, he gave me his revenge." I said, with a heavy heart.

"Let me guess, his revenge was a kiss?" She asked and my eyes were like Mr. SassPants 2