Her:

I love him…

Why? I don’t know…

What I did when I found out he didn’t love me? I changed… CHANGED in a way that he never liked one bit

He wanted the old me… no scratch that… he needed the old me

The one who was there for him when he needed help…

The one who made him laugh his out when she joked around…

The one who had that special smile plastered on her face every time he sees her…

And the one thing he missed the most, her warmness towards him, he missed her, HE TRULY DID

Ever wondered why it all disappeared like bubbles in the air?

Well blame it to him!

I’m still the same old me… I’m still as lively as before, but not to him, NO! No way in hell am I going to forgive him, I swear what he did was the worst.

Loving him was the biggest mistake I made…

Loving him crushed and ripped me apart…

I don’t remember a single day not aching for him, I’ve always had…

I’m a fool… you can call me that all you want…

I myself never denied the fact that I am…

He broke my heart, and he was the reason why tears never stopped falling from my cheeks, he had scarred me for life…

But why do I still love him?

No! Not again!

I can still remember the days we talked warmly to each other…

The days where I thought everything was perfectly fine

Days where I thought I had a chance

Those were once my most treasured memories, but now it is only a shadow of my past

A painful past that changed my life forever…

Him:

I love her…

But would she care?

All my life, there was never a minute that I wouldn’t think about her…

Is it worth it?

Should I just let her go?

Oh HELL NAW!

Though it hurts me every time she ignores me, I’ll bear with it for her sake

Though I missed the times when she helped me, I’ll still bear with it for her happiness

Though I long for her sweet smile to come back, I’ll forever wait for it

Because I know, things happen for a purpose

Maybe all these are just obstacles I have to take

Problems I have to answer?

I don’t know…

Ever heard of the word FATE?

I’ll leave it to that

If were not meant to be

Then screw FATE

I’ll do whatever it takes to have her

Rejections, I don’t mind

Avoidance from her? We’ll see about that…

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The cool winter breeze brushed through her face, she stared at the tree swaying as the wind continued to blow, she remembered how it felt like to be under that tree with him, she closed her eyes as she started to reminisce the past, that tree was the witness to her happiness, to her sadness and most of all, the times where she used to sit there quietly beside him. HIM, how important was he to her? Not even the whole world is suited to describe it, tears rolled down involuntarily in her cheeks.

Both good and bad memories came  back…she didn’t want to cry again…not again…she swore she wouldn’t cry for the same reason…but she did, and it pains her…Years had passed since the last time she saw him, yet the scar remained fresh in her heart, now was the time to face him. She continued reminiscing the devastating past she had, her memory of that time was still clear, she can still memorise every little bit of detail that happened on that very day. Ella sat quietly in a bench near the tree where she lost her hopes, her hopes that someday she would also have her happily ever after with him, but she doesn’t know anymore, she doesn’t even know why she came back to this place, if it weren’t for her mum’s sudden instruction to come back home, she would’ve stayed to where she belonged.

The past, almost everyone says you should move on and start looking forward to the future and never look back, ever again. But what happens if you can’t? No matter how much you try, you still end up stumbling back to the place where you felt pain, you still end up meeting that one person who broke your heart? Ella kept repeating these questions in her head. Is fate finally taking its course? 

Starring:

Ella Chen Jia Hua – The female protagonist, she is Wu Chun’s best friend. One-sided love is always her main problem. Ella will soon find a way to stop experiencing it and will give Wu Chun the worst nightmare he has ever experienced

Wu Ji Chun – The male protagonist. Ella’s childhood best friend and first love. The school’s heartthrob eh..correction..rewind rewind..the school’s playboy. Already knew that Ella liked him but chose to be a douche and went with the flow. And Karma does take place…(A/N: read on and find out more)

Minors:

Jiro Wang

Aaron Yan

Hebe Tian

Selina Ren

Here's my first update :) Hope you guys liked it!

Goodnight!,

16/02/14
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