Chapter 10:~......................" i don't want to live anymore"...[PARK SHIN HYE'S perspective].............................

SNSD VS GIRLS' GENERATION

It's almost 3 o'clock in the middle of the night. I was still driving on my way to my house with Ji Won and Yoona because i suggest that Yoona stay at my house for a while. My house is not far from Seoul. Ji Won sits at the back of the car with Yoona in order to comfort her. Yoona still looks very scared and terrified. Tears keeps rolling down from her eyes. Ji Won just hugs Yoona tightly and comfortablely in order to let Yoona feel safe and secure. Ji Won:"Don't be scare.. You r safe now". But..Yoona keeps on biting her fingernails until it bleeds and her whole body keeps on shivering non-stop because of overly scared already. Ji Won then try to stop Yoona who bite her fingernails until bleeds by removing Yoona's finger from gently. Then..Ji Won keeps on hugging Yoona, keeps on comforting her and keeps on telling her solfly and gently..Ji Won: don't worry...you r safe now...". While i was driving..i called Min Ho and told him what had just happened tonight and i told Min Ho that i'm sending Yoona to my house in order to let Yoona stay with me for a while. I told Min Ho not to get worry because Ji Won and i will take care Yoona. Min Ho who was on the phone.. Min Ho:"We are coming to your house right now". When we arrived at my house..Ji Won and i bring Yoona to my bedroom and let her sit and rest in my bed. At that time..tears still keeps on rolling down from her eyes and her body still keeps on shivering because of what had happend to her tonight. Suddenly..Yoona started to moved her body back and front repeatly like a crazy person. Yoona then started to pull her hair strongly and keep on saying:"wh..why..they..do..this..to..me...why...they..do..this..to..me..why...they....do....". Ji Won and i were so scared and worried when we saw that Yoona's reaction. She looks she is becoming crazy already. So...both of us quickly sit together with Yoona and we do the best we can to accompany and comfort her. We stop Yoona from pulling her own hair. Then..Ji Won and i keeps on comforting her, keeps on giving her a warm,caring and gentle hugs and keeps on telling her.."you are safe now..we are here to protect u...don't worry". But...i was no use. Suddenly...Yoona scream loudly.. Yoona:"WHY!!! WHY!!!!!!!" WHY ALL THE PEOPLE I LOVE DO THIS TO ME!!! W..H..Y!!!!". Then...she began to pull her hair again and started to slap herself hardly. Ji Won and i try to stop Yoona from pulling her own hair and slap her own self, and we just hold her hand tightly. Shin Hye:"Yoona....we r here for you". Ji Won and i cried when we saw Yoona like that because we love her very much as a friend and sister althought we seldom know Yoona and it really broke our heart to see that Yoona was tortured by her own best friends who she loves so much. After a while..Yoona starts to become normal little by little. But..althought Yoona didn't pull her hair and slap herself anymore like a crazy person....but Yoona's expression just look even more scary compare when she is going crazy..she looks like she has lost all her hope to live already. She looks like she has no more meaning to live her life anymore. Yoona's expression was more than all despair, more than all disapointment, more than all hopelessness which words really cannot describe. She looks like a person without any soul. Ji Won then talk to Yoona gently and softly..Ji Won:"...Yoona...let's get some rest and sleep...ok? Don't worry..Shin Hye and i will always be here to accompany u. We'll protect you". Yoona then slowly lie down on my bed and close her eyes and sleep. That night...Ji Won and i sleep together with Yoona in order to make her feel safe. During the morning...when i woke up..I can see Ji Won was still hugging Yoona and both of them were still sleeping. So..in order not to wake them up...i went to my living room slowly and quietly. When i came down my stairs...i saw Min Ho, Suzy and Siwon were already in my living room. When Min Ho saw me...he quickly rush toward me ask me..Min Ho:"How's Yoona?!!". Shin Hye:"Min Ho......................Yoona cannot take this any longer. I'm scared that she'll really go scary". So...i told Min Ho about Yoona's scary reaction and expression last night which she really started to look like she has becoming crazy already. After hearing what i just said..suddenly.. Min Ho:"All of them will pay!!!.......". When i look at Min Ho, i can tell that Min Ho really cares for Yoona very much...and i'm happy to know that Yoona still got a friend who cares for her so much. 10 o'clock in the morning...Yoona finally wake up. Ji Won accompany Yoona to my living room. Yoona whose face which still looks like a person with no soul really makes all of us very worry about her. Suddenly...Yoona slowly stands up and slowly walks to my kitchen. Ji Won who accompany Yoona half way to the my kitchen was stop by Yoona. Yoona:"..it...it's ok.". First..all of us thought she wants to drink some water. But...as Yoona was at my kitchen..suddenly she took one of my kitchen knife and try to stab herself. When all of us saw Yoona was about to stab herself...all of us quickly ran with all our might to stop Yoona. Luckily..Ji Won who was standing half way from my kitchen managed to stop Yoona from stabing herself. Ji Won:"Yoona!!! Don't!!!!". Yoona then push away Ji Won and started to point the kitchen knife at us. Yoona:"Don't all of u come close!!!". Yoona starts to cry. Yoona:"Every person that i trust and love has hurt me!!!!!! WHY!!! WHY!!! WHY!!!!!!!". Suzy who try to come close to Yoona..Suzy:"Yoona...u still have us..". Yoona:"Stay back!!!! Sooner or later...all of you will become one with them. There's no one i can trust anymore. No.....o..n..e". Min Ho:"Yoona..... We are not one with them. Trust us....". Yoona who still hold the knife..Yoona:"LIAR!!!! ALL OF U R LIAR!!!!! ALL OF YOU ARE ONE WITH THEM!!!! SOONER OR LATER ALL OF U WILL HURT ME ALSO!!!!". All of us were so scared that Yoona will stab herself. At that time...Suzy secretly message to someone to ask for his help....someone who knows Yoona. At that time..we try anything we can to stop Yoona from stabing herself. Yoona:"Stay back!!!!!". After a few minutes...i saw two person climb over my bathroom's window which was at the back of my kitchen and they moved very slowly and silently towards Yoona. Yoona who was still holding the knife didn't realize someone was walking toward her from behind. Yoona suddenly..Yoona:"i...i..don't ..want..to..live anymore.....good...b..y..e..". After saying those words..Yoona then try to stab herself. But..luckily GEUNG SUK and IU who already walk very close to Yoona from behind manage to stop Yoona from stabing herself. Geung suk:"What do u think u r doing!!!!". Iu:"Yoona unni....don't!!!!!!". Geung Suk manage to stop Yoona's hand and the knife was quickly taken away by Iu. Then.. all of us rush to Yoona and try to get hold of her who was about to go crazy. Yoona:"LET ME GO!!! LET ME DIE!!!!! I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE!!!!". Yoona keeps on screaming and crying when we get hold of her. Ji Won then came and inject Yoona with a needle which contain medication that can calm Yoona down. After Yoona had calm down..Yoona suddenly stop screaming and act violently. After a half an hour gone by..Yoona had become more normal again. At that time..all of us were besides Yoona in order to protect her. I went to hold Yoona's hand gently and tell her..Shin Hye:"Yoona....we r not going to hurt u..we r not one of them...". Suzy who was besides me..Suzy:"We are here to protect u....". Ji Won:"We will not let them hurt you anymore.....". Iu:"Please trust us...Yoona unni....All of us love you so much". Siwon:"All this time..i see u as my own sister and i'll not anyone to hurt my sister". Geung Suk:"As for me...you'll always be my Jung Hana". Lastly.....Min Ho:"All of us will be with you always no matter what...". After hearing what all of us just say..Yoona suddenly starts to cry. Yoona:"..i..i'm...sorry.........i'm..so...sorry............i'm..........". Then..we started to cry too. Ji Won, Suzy, Iu and me went to Yoona and hug Yoona together tightly and warmly.....

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angelicachristy #1
Chapter 33: please update chapter 34 soon. This story is great
APinkSonNaEun20 #2
Chapter 22: Update soon is the Eunji in the story from A Pink??
sunisweety999 #3
hi... plz update :)
APinkSonNaEun20 #4
Chapter 19: Update soon^^I'm sure that the next chapter will be very interesting!
APinkSonNaEun20 #5
Chapter 17: Wow....so interesting!!!!!!update soon^^
HopesAiren
#6
Chapter 17: Interessting :D
APinkSonNaEun20 #7
Chapter 16: Please update soon..
izal95 #8
Chapter 15: please update.....
APinkSonNaEun20 #9
Chapter 15: update soon
HopesAiren
#10
Chapter 15: U're so tiny and I support u ^w^ , u're like a little sist, keep improving, writing and reading will make u better ^^. I'm wondering who that person is? o.O