Falling
The Fan-girl & The Popular IdolFalling - Tyler Ward Feat. Alex G
Dara's POV
I quietly sat on the bench. How did I end up in a situation like this? All i want to do is meet Chansung again, be close to him & make him like me and now that Suho admitted his feelings for me i feel like i am betraying him. I care for him but this isn't 'love' yet right? If i were to choose between him and Chansung? I don't know.
"Thinking of me?" I turn to the source of the voice & saw him an inch away from my face, grinning.
"You're blushing." He teased w/ that smile.. that smile. I can feel my heart beats faster. What is this? No No No. I shakingly put my right hand on my chest still looking at him w/ eyes wide open. I saw him frown at my reaction and place a hand on my cheek, caressing it gently. I hate it, I hate him.. stop fooling yourself Sandara Park, you like him. He's slowly getting in there. I look at my hand that was pressed on my chest.
"I won't force you to say yes." His statement startled me. I slowly look up and found him smiling. 'Why? Don't make me feel guilty please.' I screamed inside my head. You're confusing me, this isn't right.
"Just give me a chance." He continued, determined.
"I- I-" I stuttered unsure of what to say, should I say yes? but i don't want to lead him on. My head is in a mess right now.
"Forget it, I will make you fall in love w/ me before the deal expires." He said in a confident way. This guy, i don't want to hurt this precious guy. I do care for him but..
"Your group will debut next month, excited?" He changed the subject. How can he act like this isn't hurting him, like i wasn't hur
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