"Baekhyun OPPA !!! " Agirl came running into our office today looking for Baekhyun . I was trying nit to feel jealous when he embraced her like how he embraced me. I suddenly became the old me , taking work from everyone , blocking out my thoughts and just thinking of work . That way , I can focus better anyway. I decide to overwork until 11 p.m. Today. There was almost no one else left in the office. Baekhyun said that he will fetch me home today but I guessed he forgotten about me. Sometimes I wonder if I regret being his wife , seriously. I decided to walk home even though our house was very far from the office. Maybe an hour and a half walk. As I walked home. I remember the first time he saved me from a stranger. His worried eyes and calling my name ansiously . ... I miss how he cares for me. I couldn't be jealous right ? Nope. Not jealous at all. I somehow managed to reach home safely on my own . Only the deer and the maids were in. Baekhyun wasn't. I let out an audible sigh. He said he wanted to take care of me , but ends up coming home later than me ... That's why I don't want to be put in an arranged marriage . It pains me. Luhan patted my shoulder and told me to get some rest. I want to scream at him sometimes. How can I rest when my husband is not home yet ? Am i regretting my choice of aggreeing to the marriage ? Oh wait. I'm not legally his wife yet because I haven't sign the papers yet. I haven't had a wedding ceremony too. That means. .. I can run away . Because this means that we are in a boss-secretary relationship only. What should I do ?