Gone again??
My crush, SUGA...
Hey, guys!!!!!
I have one good and one bad news.
Bad one that i'm not going to be updating so often, BUT
GOOD ONE is that i made this chapter 2 chapters long(or so i think)
I am really sorry if i let you guys down, but I have to study for my exams and tests and some other stuff that kills me x.x
“So how are things?” Rap monster asked.
“It has been better”
“What’s wrong?” Jungkook asked and hugged you around your waist.
“Nothing… It’s just that my dad is in he hospital at the moment and my mom came back..”
“But isn’t it good or great that your mother came back from…” Jin asked.
“...A journey”
“Yeah??” V asked.
“Well… I hate her, because she wasn’t there when I needed her…” You started to cry.
Jungkook hugged you tighter and SUGA was only looking at you.
“HeY, __ don’t cry” Jin wiped your tears from your check.
“Let’s have some fun, shall we?” J-Hope asked.
You nodded.
They brought some balloons in the practice room that were floating.
Helium
You thought.
“Where did you get this??” You asked chuckling.
“Fans” J-Hope answered.
“Fans??” You asked.
“Ummm.. Not those who blow air, but those who are loving us” Jungkook said and earned another chuckle from you.
“So you guys are popular, aren’t you?”
“You are asking us that??” V said.
“We are famous” Rap monster joked.
“Well in Korea and Asia” J-Hope said.
“Hey, hey, hey…. What about our international fans???” Jungkook said.
“They are the BEST” Jin said.
While they were talking stuff like that you were just laughing and chuckling.
“Ouch… Guys, you made me so laugh that my cheeks hurt” You said rubbing you cheeks.
“Ahh… Don’t worry, It will be fine” V said
“Yeah… I get that a lot and it doesn’t hurt anymore” Jungkook said.
You chuckled.
“Ouch…. Stop it Jungkook, it hurts”You nagged.
For few minutes all of you except SUGA were chatting about life and other stuff.
You looked around and didn’t saw SUGA.
“Hey, where is SUGA?”You asked.
“Hey, he is no fun… Stay here… He is probably just trying his rapping or something like that” Rap monster said.
“Really?”
“He is doing that, me” Jin said.
“Well, I still think I should look around to find him”
“Why?” Jungkook asked “Stay here… With us”
“NO I can’t” You said.
“Please” Jin said doing puppy eyes.
“NO” You said and started to go toward the door.
“But we waited for you for a long time” J-Hope said.
“You were about to leave, but…
Jungkook grabbed your hand.
“Promise you will come again”
“I will, I promise” You heart softened and then you left the practicing room.
You ran outside the practicing room.
‘Where the heck is he???’ You thought.
You looked around everywhere.
Doors after doors….
Finally, you heard his voice.
He’s rapping
You thought and tooled at him thru a small door crack.
He was dancing and rapping and you thought
‘He is the best’
You came inside.
“Hey” You said quietly.
He looked at you and with wide eyes he turned around.
“What’s going on with you?”
“Nothing”
“Don’t tell me that.. I know you, you act so cold with me since I came here”
“No, I don’t”
“YES YOU DO”
“Prove it” He said, crossing his arms.
You kissed him, but he was still cold and he didn’t do anything.
“SEE???”
“WHAT??”
“You’re not the one I fell in love with… You’re cold and heartless…” You saw that his already bad mood became worse.
He looked at you with a poker face.
“W-What are you saying?”
“I….” You took a deep breath, because what you’re going to say will hurt both of you “I think we should take a break”
It was harder than you thought.
You couldn’t take anymore of this and started to cry before you left.
The last thing you saw before leaving
Was SUGA looking at the floor and his fists that were tight, his vanes popping out… Him breathing deeply.
-SUGAs POV-
I tried my best to perform for the fans that I totally forgot about how I should treat a girl.
She was right… I was cold to her…
But it was only because she was so smuchy smuchy with my friends…
That looked awful.
The way they hugged the way they make her laugh… I can’t do those things like them…
I guess I was jealous.
But I just wanted to be alone, right??
Yoongi
I heard a whisper
I shacked my heard.
It was just mine imagination….
I thought.
Yoongi
I heard it again.
I saw ___ again, but just a shadow of her.
“__, I’m sorry”
I tried to came closer to her, but as I came closer she got further.
“__, please… I am begging you…. Forgive me”
“...”
“I was an idiot… I just realized it… Just please…”
“Shhh…” She finally made a sound.
Am I crazy
“I am sorryyyy…..” I started to feel dizzy... “I’m…. ___ ….. don’t leave me…. I love you”
I lost consciousness….
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