I'm so sorry everyone, I was really busy this week plus no wifi/laptop for a while. ANYWAYS! Here is the update. I know there are a lot of mistakes and it's not my best writing but I knew i needed to give you guys something. I promise another update soon.

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“The human mind is something I can’t fathom, the reason that I can't seem to understand my own. Why I think about the girl with tears rolling down her face during an intimate moment with another? Is that a sign of love? Or rather a mere concern? Thinking about her very features as you take in another’s. Thinking about feeling her body when you are really feeling someone else. Do I really have a problem?

 

People think I have a problem with dedication to another, that i can't stay for long unless there is no ‘catch’. In other words, I can't be held down. Am i scared of  commitment? No.. not at all, it's exactly what i'm searching for. I’m hoping one of these days I can finally find the girl and just marry her. Is that too much to ask for? Maybe I have problems with getting into troubling situations. Yeah you’re right, maybe I shouldn't have slept with my ex-girlfriend. I for one know what you are thinking.

 

Though if you were me, with my tendencies that was the first time in a while that either of us had been touched in that way, I guess that’s how we looked at each other for a while. Now i have a hurt princess to look after, What is wrong with me?”

 

“omo.. princess.. what are you doing here?” I asked as I lifted the girl off of the ground before hugging her tight. I carried her to the couch where we were at just the day before.

 

Sunny walked in with her coffee, “ah... i’ll make a third cup.” She quickly walked away into the kitchen.

 

“I know this might be sudden, but uh.. why are you crying?” I asked holding her closely while rubbing her back.

 

“M-my dad.. he wants...” She began to stutter as loud slams against our front door started again. She flinched in my arms at the sudden noise.

 

Really..? Our door must be really strong to withstand so much force these past few days.

 

I sat up and lifted my arms from around her body before walking towards the loud door, “YAH! I’M COMING!” I opened the door to a taller girl with dark hair, with a piercing gaze that reminded me of someone. She pushed through the doorway towards Jessica.

 

“Unnie!! are you okay?! If I could follow you here, you really need to learn to cover up your tracks,” The mystery girl said to princess.

 

“Krystal.. dad.. he is gonna kill me,” Jessica cried harder into the girl’s shoulder.

 

So they are sisters..?

 

“I.. uh.. I’ll leave you two alone,” I bowed before leaving the room.

 

“No.. Hyo, come here. Since I’m here, you should know,” Jessica called for me, waving her hands,beckoning, until I stood in front of her, “you need to hear this.” I watched as she took a deep breath and held her sister’s hand tight, “He wants me to marry some guy in America, Krystal I don't know who he is. How does he expect me to just marry him?” Krystal nodded her head and hugged her sister tight, covering her sister's quiet cries.

 

All i could do was stare at the two, I don't know anything about this girl except for the fact that she is cold and somehow gets me to smile when she is alone with me. What am i saying..oh.. why is she here?

 

“Ahh.. princess..not to ruin your moment but why are you here at my apartment?” I asked concerned seeing Sunny walk back into the room before sighing and leaving back into the kitchen.Probably getting another cup of coffee. “Also.. Krystal, uhh it’s nice to meet you?” I stuck out my hand,she took it in hers. Her hands were just as soft as her sister's as she shook them.

 

“You’re the only person I could think of that my father didn't know, I’m sorry,” Jessica answered as I saw the shock on Krystal’s face.It was the first time I saw a sincere sorry from her and I think her sister thought the same, has the ice princess melted?

 

“My sister is sensitive, I’ll take her off your hands,” Krystal grabbed onto Jessica’s arm firmly pulling her towards the door, Jessica looked down to the hardwood floor and pried Krystal’s hand from her wrist.

 

“Soojung.. let me go, I’m not in the mood to see dad, just forget you saw me here,” She said quietly, she wasn't cold at all. She looked... broken. This was the first time I saw this uptight girl crumble, why do I even feel sorry for her?

 

Her sister blew air from her cheeks and held onto the door handle, “If that’s what you want unnie..” She left as quickly as she came, leaving a broken girl on my floor. The girl pulled her knees to her chest and soft sobs began to radiate through the quiet apartment.

 

Puffing my cheeks out, I couldn’t stand watching her like this anymore, as much as I promised myself not to get into anymore trouble. Here I go putting my head out there for someone that I don't even know would do the same for me. I picked her up into my arms and sat her back onto the couch, pulling a blanket close by, laying it over her soft features. Her make up tattered her face and her tears left streaks of black on her tear stained cheeks leaving small droplets of watered down mascara on her shirt. She shivered as I wiped her cheeks clean, her hand grasped mine as I cleaned the last bit.

 

“Hyoyeon, don't leave me..” She whimpered before a second set of tears arrived.

 

“I won't princess,” I whispered as I pulled her into my lap. How can someone do this to you, princess? I wiped the remaining tears as I finally saw her slowly pass into dreamland.

 

Sunny walked in with the four cups of coffee. I saw a glimpse of a bitter smile as she saw us on the couch but it quickly disappeared as she downed a mug of coffee, she put down the other three and slipped on a pair of shoes.

 

“I’m going to go grocery shopping before i come back to get ready for work, I suggest you do something about her. Remember what I said last night, don’t worry,” She smiled as she left the apartment, I could still see pain in her eyes as she said those words. Does Sunny still love me that way?

 

I sighed at those thoughts, only being interrupted by the quiet snore of the blonde still in my grasp.

 

Funny how I seem to see you like this.. Too much.. I don't regret it. Meeting you, seeing you like this. Regrets..I’m almost certain that regrets are something that should never plague us. After all, the decisions we make, including the one’s we label as stupid one’s, are the decisions we thought were the best one’s to take for the circumstances given—yet some of us are awake at night thinking about the one’s that haunt us. I feel life is definitely an act of letting go when it comes to simple things as regrets. happens. I know I have lived almost 24 years, but I can honestly say i regret nothing in those years. I have nothing I wish I didn't do;mainly because, in those moments,it was exactly what I wanted. However,it’s not like me to make stupid decisions for starters. I make decisions and I dance with the possibilities that can manifest, and I never stress on the one’s that slow me down in any shape or form. It is never really about what path or pace we take in life as long as we get where we need to be,wherever that may be. Life is way too short for regret anyway..

 

Ahh there she goes taking over my mind again, in the little time I’ve known you.

 

“Hyo?” A hand appeared before my face accompanied by a groggy woman’s voice as i woke up from my daydream.

 

I looked down and smiled as I watched her rub the sleepiness from her eyes, “hi princess, finally awake. Feel better?”

 

She blushed as she looked up to my face, shifting quickly her body fell to the floor. I cupped my face trying to contain my laughter, I picked her up and sat her back in my lap.

 

“Are you okay princess?” I asked as I watched her fix her hair.

 

“Ye-Yeah, what time is it?” She picked up her bag and began to fumble through her belongings as I got up and finally took a sip of my coffee, it may be cold but Sunny always knew how to make good coffee.

I took a deep breath and put my lips to the white cup again before taking another long gulp. Withdrawing back I looked to the girl who suddenly became quiet, her eyes were staring at me.

 

“What? Did I do something?” I asked as I picked up my phone 6:30 I guess it's almost time for work. I looked to her again to see her in the same position, “Well, I have to get to work soon, I’ll shower. Open the door when Sunny arrives, I’m sure she’ll need some help.”

 

“What makes you think I’ll help?” A cold voice stopped me in my trek to my bedroom. I smiled to myself, the cold princess is back.

 

I turned and flashed the same smile, staring intently into the chocolate brown irises of her eyes ,I turned back before replying, “Because I’m helping you, so do me this favor?”

 

She coughed and I turned to face her once more.

 

“A favor? Since when do I do favors?" She smirked and sat up on the couch. I couldn't help but smile as I placed my hand on her chin.

 

"You want a present? A little encouragement?" I teased as I leaned forward, I watched her eyes close as I put my lips to her forehead, "now help Sunny when she gets here." A loud groan came from behind me as I entered the bedroom and into the shower.

 

Is it a problem that I don't fall easily.. In love? Or that I give out affection easily? Yet, it's hard for me to accept any affection? Yeah I'm a little thick, give me a break but I don't notice if someone likes me, I usually see it as a friendship. I guess I became immune to it all because of my job, especially when you have both genders fighting for you.

 

The door slammed in the living room and someone is screaming? What's going on? I thought I told her to help Sunny? I quickly washed my body thoroughly before walking out of the steamy glass walls, I dry my body as I stood in front of the mirror. Taking in all the scars from the years, I smiled as I ran my fingertip across the one on my hip.

 

"YAH!! HYOYEON!!" A loud thud hit the bathroom door.

 

"I'm coming!!" I put on some clothes before opening the door.

 

Yoona was the one slamming on the bathroom door, "ahh.. Unnie.. Help?"

 

I looked up to the tall doe-eyed girl, smiled and nodded as I walked into the living room to see Jessica covering her face while Yuri was yelling at her.

 

"Why are you here?! You know I could help you!" Yuri pleaded as she stared at Jessica.

 

"You know it's not like that Yul..." Jessica whimpered.

 

I noticed Seohyun helping Sunny with the groceries, I smiled because she was smiling.

 

"BUNNY!" I ran up to Sunny and kissed her cheek before grabbing her bags, "thank you Seohyun."

 

Seohyun nodded as we entered into the kitchen.

 

"Unnie are you sure.. Are you sure you guys aren't together?" Seohyun asked as she took out the groceries.

 

"Yeah, it's complicated but we are definitely not a couple. Wae? And you don't need to do that," I pulled the bags from Seohyun's hands and continued to remove the last items. Arms engulfed me and I turned to see Sunny with Yoona standing at the door. "Bunny!" I smiled and kissed her forehead.

 

"Hyo.. She doesn't look good," Sunny whispered and pouted snugging her head into me causing strands of her blonde hair to tickle my nose, "Yuri is really yelling at her.."

 

"We all have known Sooyeon for a long time but Yuri has definitely known her the longest and maybe has more-" Seohyun said before Yoona raised her voice.

 

"Time! Time to spend with her! She was just upset that she didn't come to us for help," Yoona quickly interjected, causing Seohyun to give her weird looks.

 

"Ahhh I understand, Sunny and I have to head to work. Once the sun sets it's time to get out to work," I smiled as I rubbed Sunny's back, "maybe you four should join, you can stalk and take care of Jessica together."

 

Yoona smiled and nodded leaning against the doorway as she crossed her arms, "why did she want to stay here..?"

 

"YOU KNOW WHY UNNIE!" Seohyun lost her patience and left the room.

 

"What's wrong with Seo?" Sunny looked up to Yoona who just shrugged and followed the girl.

 

"Well.. We have us some very emotional girls. Go get ready Bunny," I hugged her tight and let her go to only feel her grip on me tighten.

 

"Do you remember what I told you...? About last night?" I shut with my lips.

 

"Shhh...I know.." I held her close and laid my chin atop her head, noticing Yoona still standing at the doorway holding onto a furious Seohyun. I looked down to Sunny, "go get ready Bunny.. I'll meet up with you after I check on Jessica."

 

She nodded her head and left the room leaving me with the two tall girls.

 

"Can you just tell us the truth? That you two are together," Yoona said while struggling to hold Seohyun in her arms, gradually the girl stopped and left Yoona's arms.

 

"Yeah.. Just say it," Seohyun said with a frown across her face, she continued to the living room.

 

"We aren't together, Yoona. We were and just.. Some habits didn't die," I said remembering our little escapade last night. Why did I do that..? I know she might take it as more. I sighed and walked through the doorway past Yoona who grabbed onto my arm.

 

"Something happen?" She asked concerned.

 

"In a way.. I'll save that for another day," I gently placed my free hand on hers to signal for her to release, she did and I walked towards the loud screams coming from the living room.

 

"Come on Sooyeon! You would rather bug some girl you barely know?! At least apologize to her!" Yuri screamed only getting the same whimpers from the girl on the couch as a reply.

 

"I don't mind.. I'm glad I could help her. I don't think yelling at her about her decisions will change this situation,Yuri. How about you four come with us to work. Did you ask her why she was here..?" I calmly sat next to Jessica and pulled her close.

 

"I deserve this..." Jessica cried out softly, her hand grabbed onto my shirt and her head hit my shoulder. My shoulder began to dampen rubbed her back as a reflex meeting with Yuri's furious eyes slowly calm down.

 

"I don't understand why she had to come here, if she was in trouble she always came to me.." I heard Yuri whisper as she walked towards the door, "YOONA! SEOHYUN! Lets go to the bar now.Just.. tell me later.."

 

Yuri's head bowed as she walked through the door. Yoona and Seohyun followed close behind and they were out the door. What is up with those three..? Do I need to check on them later?

 

"Princess, is it okay if you come with me?" I asked quietly as I turned to see my shirt soaked and her hands clenching it firmly. Her head rose up and down slowly, I held onto her hand and pulled her into my chest.

 

"H-Hyo.. Take.. My car.." She whispered lightly.

 

"Wae? You don't like mine?" I joked as I kissed the top of her head, rocking her in my arms.

 

A giggle made it passed her lips. Success, she smiled.

 

"Ani. Ani.. I just thought that we can go together.. And Sunny can take a separate car because.. I have some place to show you," Jessica said as she leaned back to fix what was left of her makeup. I gently wiped her face with the handkerchief in my pocket and put it into her hand.

 

"You don't need to give that back," I kissed her cheek and stood up, "I'll go finish getting ready and I'll tell Sunny the plan. No more crying. Please?"

 

She began to stare at the piece of cloth I gave her and continued to rub it in her palms.

 

"Uhh Princess?" I asked trying to get her attention from the handkerchief.

 

"Oh.. Uh.. Yeah.. I won't cry," she looked up with a big smile, I just smiled back and walked back into the bedroom.

 

"Hyoyeonie, can you help me find the dress for tonight?" Sunny turned around showing her . Those curves.. I wish we could have had our round two. I think she noticed my smirk. "Hyo! Stop staring and find my dress" She scolded still staring at me through the mirror.

 

"Mianhe.." I whispered into her ear, pressing my body close as I put her dress into a bag, "why does Tae always make you guys wear seperate dresses per day?"

 

"Ask her?" She blushed and turned pushing her finger into my chest until I backed up, "take off your clothes and turn." She spun her finger around and stared me down firmly putting on a shirt.

 

"Why so feisty?" I asked as I pulled off my clothes, "Give me my pants."

 

She tossed me all of my uniform, "put it on and call me when you need me to tie your tie."

 

"Why did you want me to show myself off half ? Oh and let's go separate to work so I can take Jessica, I don't want her going alone," I asked as I slid on my pants.

 

"Sometimes I like to see my hubby before work, and that's fine by me" She smiled and picked up her bag carrying her uniform and walked through the bedroom door.Smiling to myself I finished putting on my clothes, grabbed my bag and headed out.

 

"Sunny-ah help me with my tie!" I called out as I rolled up the sleeves of my white shirt.

 

"Maybe you should ask Tae why you don't have a different uniform," Sunny chuckled as she walked towards me arms stretched out. Jessica then blocked her path and stood in front of me.

 

"Uhh princess?" I looked to her confused then made eye contact with Sunny who was behind her.

 

"I'll tie it.." Jessica murmured as she began tying my tie. I nodded watching Sunny walk to the door.

 

"I'll be out then, see you two later!" Sunny raised her hand signaling her leave and she was out of the apartment. Leaving me with Jessica.

 

"So.. Miss Jung, ready to go?" I asked poking her nose, she looked me up and down and kissed my cheek. Woah did she really?

 

"Neh, and don't call me that anymore," she turned around and walked towards the door, "don't forget to lock up."

 

"Yes umma," I pushed her quickly out of the door and locked up.

 

"YAH! Don't call me that either!" She stared at me krinkling her nose in annoyance, "I'll hurt you.."

 

I couldn't help but smile and hug her, "arasso, princess."

 

"That's better," she pushed out her bottom lip and made an interesting grunt before ripping out of my grip and handing me a pair of keys, "the keys to my car.." I took her hand in mine and walked towards the garage area.

 

"Hyo.. Your hand.." Jessica whispered, I turned to see her staring at our intertwined fingers.

 

"What about it? Is this uncomfortable?" I asked truly concerned, "if you don't like it, just say so."

 

"Aniyo.. Just.. It feels different,"she continued to stare blankly.

 

"Well princess.. You have to show me where your car is," I said softly trying to get her from staring off so much.

 

"Oh.. Yeah, this way," she pulled me in a direction of the garage I haven't been in, it was dark and not many cars or people around.

 

"Why did you choose to park here? I feel like we're going to get jumped. Get in quickly," I tried to pull my hand from hers so I could get to the driver's seat but she wouldn't let go. I dragged her to the passenger side, opened the door and threw in my stuff before setting her down in her seat.

 

"You okay?" I asked, she still seemed like she wasn't on Earth. Her body was there but not her mind. She nodded, so I put her seatbelt on and closed the door. Running, I sat in the driver's seat and pulled away from the apartment building. Something soft touched my cheek as I turned the corner of the street. I turned my head to check what it was and the same soft feeling touched my lips.

 

"Princess...?" She cut me off, deepening the kiss. I pulled back and held her hand, "wait.. I.. I'm driving.."

 

"Hyoyeon... Can we have a second date..?" Jessica asked holding onto my hand tight. If I go on a second date I won't get my dinner.. Mmmph.. What should I do?

 

"Ahh.. I'm a bit busy this week, you can stay at my place if you want but I have to.... Visit my parents but tonight will count as one?," I said, I think that's a good enough excuse? "Sunny will take care of you, you can call me if she can't."

 

"Hyo.. But.. You.. The reason.."Jessica stuttered.

 

"What..?" I turned quickly before looking back to the road.

 

"Nothing.." She slumped back into the seat and stared out the window, yet she continued to hold my hand. Here she goes being distant, once again. "Tonight is good enough.." She mumbled but I heard it.

 

Once we arrived at the bar I escorted her inside from the employee entrance and sat her down with the three who left before us, "enjoy you guys, I'm on my way to work." I bowed and walked towards the bar to see Taeyeon deeply staring at Yoona.

 

"Go ask her out already," I poked Taeyeon in the ribs waking her up from her dream. She sat up at the bar stool and took another sip of whatever she concocted in her glass.

 

"I can't just do that..." She paused swirling her pinky into her unknown drink before mumbling,"Tiffany will be jealous.."

 

"I thought you two aren't together? Do you like Tiffany too?" I asked while cleaning the glasses.

 

"I don't know... I guess it's time to open up. Clean this for me?" She handed me her glass and walked up to we office, "I'll be down soon, that's when we'll open."

 

"Alright Tae," I poured out the weird liquid into the drain and cleaned the glass noticing the four girls staring at me. I shook my head and checked the stock of alcohol, seems right.

 

"HYO!!" Someone called for me from the dressing room, I quickly jogged up the stairs and into the dressing room see all the girls putting on their dresses.

 

"What is it?" I asked throwing my cleaning rag over my shoulder.

 

"We need help with our dresses... Well.. Pieces of.. Cloth," Suzy said while holding up her bust.

 

"Why didn't you ask Amber for help?" I shot a glance and the girl who was just putting her stuff into her locker. She rolled her eyes and sat on the bench.

 

"They all wanted you," she remarked.I shoved my elbow into her ribs to shut her up.

 

"Shhh.. Just help me," I motioned for her to start on the other side.

 

I started off with my Bunny, then to Tiffany and Sooyoung. They all gave me kisses on the cheek for my hard work. I just smiled as I watched Amber struggle with Suzy's zipper. She only had to zip Suzy, Hyomin and Jiyeon. They were the smallest out of all of us..

 

"Alright, good luck tonight ladies, nice new waitress dress for the evening," I teased before leaving.

 

I walked back to my post followed by Amber, "why was it so hard for you to zip up Suzy, Liu?"I turned back to see her look down, "YOU LIKE HER?" She nodded and I shook my head, "you know we can't like the maknae. Tae and Jiyoung will be so mad at you."

 

"I know.. It's bad, but it also makes me want to protect her even more," Amber continued to look down . Letting out a chuckle I rested my hand onto her shoulder.

 

"Someone is in love, oh speak of the devil. Jiyoung is here!" I opened my arms to see the young girl hop out of the Taeyeon’s office.

 

"Hyo-unnie, you two talking about me?" She warned as she hugged me tight.

 

"Ani.. Well sort of, we're talking about Suzy and how you and your sister would be mad if anyone tried to get at her," I wiggled my eyebrows before letting her go.

 

"Oh did you tell her what happened to you?" She poked my cheek and looked to Amber, "did she tell you?"

 

I covered Jiyoung's mouth and smiled wide, "nothing happened." I then whispered into Jiyoung's ear, "she likes her.. Don't talk about mine and Suzy's past."

 

"SHE LIKES SUZY?!" Jiyoung yelled causing Amber to fall over onto a chair.

 

"Shhh! Omo! She will hear you!!!" I held onto Jiyoung tight as Suzy walked out of the dressing room.

 

"What about me?" A curious Suzy walked up to Amber, "what happened to her?"

 

"Nothing!" Jiyoung and I said in unison before smiling wide.

 

"Woah, Hyo-unnie. Why are you holding Jiyoung like that? You already know what happened to me and you. I'm sure Taeyeon would definitely not want that," Suzy winked and walked back into the dressing room.

 

"WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER?!" Amber yelled into my ear causing me to let Jiyoung go.

 

"Nothing.. Sheesh.. It was a long time ago, I thought she was older and then I found out she was Jiyoung's best friend and I asked if she was older and then.. She wasn't so I broke it off. I didn't want to hurt my boss' little sister's best friend," I quickly said before running back down the stairs.

 

"KIM HYOYEON! YOU ALREADY HAVE BEEN WITH MY WOMAN?!" An angry Amber chased me down the stairs into the main bar. "HOW ABOUT I TELL THAT GIRL ABOUT THE BET!"

 

OKAY OKAY! Suzy and I had a fling that only consisted of kissing and cuddling, I even met her before she worked at the bar but I think it was a bad idea. I never knew she was as young as she was and once she told me to meet her best friend. It was Jiyoung, Taeyeon and I were already close friends and so I was close to the whole family. Jiyoung constantly bugged me for years about it even if I broke up with Suzy. I knew it wasn't a serious relationship and luckily Suzy took it that way too. At least I hope so...Even if now I get teased by both of them... Taeyeon has joined recently and said it would have been fun for me to be her sort of sister in law. Well, now we found someone for Suzy.

 

I slammed face first into someone's chest, "ahhhh mianhe." I bowed and looked up to see Yuri.

 

"What bet?"

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Omo.. did Yuri catch them?

btw. yes. Yulsic. Yul wants some of that Jessica.

Hyoyeon is loved too much?

I was thinking about doing another pairing during this fic so, comment if you want a certain one that Hyoyeon notices.

-Kai

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