okay, so i know this is the first chapter and i already know its shaky since i havent spent so much time on it. i hope you like it though

"Sometimes I forget what it feels like to feel the crisp embrace of summer’s spontaneous moods to be a temperature so right,almost comforting the surface of the skin from the absence of another, but the summer often finds a way to produce a nostalgic feeling within as I stand outside, minutes to midnight, waiting for my shift to end.almost lost the point of writing these pointless Day Entries. They once were written daily, back when my passions stirred for mere lust. was all I thought about. Sure is nice, but nothing beats warmth, something meaningful; I just don’t understand why that is so hard to find. I know it’s going to sound absolutely awful, but I know for a fact I am not the only one that has had this twisted thought; I don’t understand how some lucky people—I say lucky because it makes no sense to me—the really ugly one’s (sure it’s personality that counts, but that can only go so far), often end up with someone really beautiful. It’s almost frustrating to think about the age I am in and how much I have tried. I feel like almost every girl I had taken a genuine interest in never really knew what she wanted at the time, and wasted my time. But maybe perhaps that is my fault. I do have a tendency to obliviously jump into places that don't benefit me whatsoever. Whether it is or is not, it does not matter. What matters to me is the “now" and that’s what bothers me"

Yeah, I get it. Maybe writing entries daily about yourself is a bit weird, for me it's a time to reflect on what i have actually done with my life. What am I supposed to do? Talk to myself? As you can see I haven't been writing them lately, though. Here we go, being interrupted once again.

"Hyoraengg, the boss wants you!"

That cheery , short little blonde always is the messenger now isn't she?

"Sunny-ah come here."

I took a long drag before pushing the of the cigarette into the railing while looking down at the door, lines were still reaching down the street. What is so great about this place anyway? Slowly, soft arms reached around my abdomen. Most people say being this close to your ex is dangerous or maybe even stupid, but I think this girl is an exception. She keeps me on my toes and maybe she scolds me, did I mention we're still room mates?

"Hyo~ you look handsome tonight."

"You still look , are you wearing two pieces of cloth or clothes?"

I turned around and held her cheeks before giving her a wink, "I'll be going to the boss now."

"Of course you are, and this is my uniform!!"

"And so this is mine." i waved as i continued out of the balcony and into the employee lounge.

She was right, all the girls working in this club wore the skimpiest of clothing, well except me of course. That one blonde of the mixing drinks department, that’s me. You want something you come to me, yeah maybe I wore black pants and a vest and tie but it worked on me. I get hit on too much to say that it doesn’t suit me.

I walked through the employee loft and into the boss' room, the second floor is only for employees. Well, maybe I should add guests, I turned the corner and what do I see? Of course, Sooyoung making out with a guy. I said guests, right? As always I shook my head and entered into the office which was enough distance away from the couple making out.

"You called me boss?"

"Ahhh, my favorite bartender. Can you work extra hours tonight?"

Shrugging I looked to my watch, what else is there to do anyway?

"Sure, as long as Sunny knows. I'll be making extra money anyways.."

"Thank you. The club really loves your efforts. Thank you Hyo."

"No problem boss"

"What did I say about calling me boss..?"

"Okay.. I'm sorry Taeyeon."

"Good, now I better get down there so I can sing a song."

"Let me accompany you."

I opened the door and held out my arm for her, maybe some people would get a hit out of treating their boss like this but, I don't. For any girl matter of fact. Maybe I just have lost the feeling for anything so caveman-ish or maybe I just have been so ually and emotionally frustrated my body is doing it's own things.

The same smile she always made before performing came on as I brought her to the stage. Here she goes with the introduction.

"Hey everyone, before I do my song tonight I'd like you all to see our best employee. Miss Kim Hyoyeon. Remember to get drinks from her tonight!" She winked to the crowd and began to sing.

I made my way down the stage stairs and towards the bar, washing up before checking the stock of alcohol.

"Eunhyuk- oppa, pass me a towel!" I said to a boy who seemed to be in a deep conversation with a girl.

"Oh, Hyo..." He threw a towel to me as he shrunk away from the girl.

"Ah! You didn't tell me she was here! So you do know her?" The girl said to Hyuk-ie.

"Hyuk-ie oppa~ what is she talking about?"

"Aish.. Hyo. Shut up. Thanks for taking my shift," he said trying to cover his embarrassment before leaving behind the counter, taking his tips.

In the sea of girls asking for a drink a man walked up with a wad of cash, "hey there.. Honey.. How much do I have to pay to see that vest off?"

I couldn't help but chuckle as all the girls gave him dirty looks, "you new here? The "waitresses" are out there"

I pointed to a crowd of men surrounding the girls slowly dancing to music and handling trays of drinks to the hungered men, hey would give anything to those girls. One drop could be enough but they only wanted desperately to take anyone of the girls home.I watched as my ex-girlfriend yelp at a sudden touch between the legs. I put my rag down.

"SUNNY-AH! I have more drinks for you!"

I watched as the man's hand left her honey thighs and her body walked towards me. Oh here comes the thoughts of her again. Here I go "saving" her too. I watched as a blush rushed over her face, "Hy- Hyo, thanks for the drinks." She winked as the other girls stared in awe. I could have swore I heard a girl yell down the line "why did you break up!?" But I didn't mind it.

I smiled and kissed her forehead, " I better take you home in one piece."

"Yes, hubby," she said in her aegyo voice and walked back to the man putting down the drink and quickly leaving. That's my girl.

The club usually doesn't die down until the early morning hours, sometimes I ask Taeyeon if we should just offer breakfast. Okay, thats a joke. Right as I began cleaning the bar a group of girls walked in and towards a seat.

"Hyo!!!"

I guess the boss is calling again.

"That's the girl..."

She pointed to a tall doe-eyed girl next to a shorter blonde. I couldn't keep my eyes off of her, she was gorgeous. Ahhh there go my hormones again.

"Taeyeon! Stop undressing her with your eyes!" A jealous Tiffany came up from behind.

"Pfft. Fany. I'd undress any of them anytime."

"Tae. Did you really just say that?" i looked to her astonished as Tiffany rolled her eyes.

"Oh.. I said that out loud? Sorry Fany-yah.."

I watched as the boss walked up to the group, avoiding all of Tiffany’s glares and sat them at a table, "Hyo! Be their waitress! I'll send the rest of the girls home! Are you okay with closing up?"

"No problem boss, just give me the keys and I'm good."

"Alright, you know where they are! Have a good night ladies!"

I watched as the busty waitress pulled Taeyeon out into the dark streets whispering word that seemed to be unable to fully come out because she was so mad. Do boss and Tiff have a thing? Most of the other employees cleared out including Sooyoung and her boy toy from upstairs.

"Hubby! I'm going to catch a ride with Sooyoung! Don't come home too late!"

"I'll try, I'm making money to support our large family."

"Pfft. Like we even have anyone in our apartment besides us."

"Okay, Sunny. It was a joke."

"Oh.. Well bring me a video game home," she said using aegyo and running out the door.

Man.. That girl. Little did I notice that the girls sitting at the table were watching me stare at the girl leave.

"So the famous Hyoyeon is taken?" The blonde of the four answered propping her elbow onto the table and looking into my eyes. Woah.. Not making this easy on me.?

"No, ex girlfriend. We still live together. Work just gets me too jealous so we broke up."

I shrugged and pulled a chair up, "what would you guys like?"

"You mean, you don't know me?"

"Am I suppose to know you..?"

"Well, we're pretty famous. I thought that was why you kept the club open," the tan girl interjected before I could speak.

"I'm sorry I'm not really.. Uh.. I'm sorry. Who are you?" I tried to think back at what Taeyeon liked so much about them. Oh yeah! They are that group that comes in here all the time.. I forgot their names but Taeyeon is obsessed with that tall doe-eyed girl.

I couldn't help but stare at the quiet one of the bunch so I scooted my chair closer to her, "and your name is..?"

Her facial features were so flawless and innocent, especially as she finally looked up from her lap.

"I.. I'm Seohyun.. I go with my unnies because they think I need to go out more."

I couldn't help but smile, "it's nice to meet you Seohyun, could you give me some help as to who your unnie is? She seems to be mad that I don't know her or all of you."

"She... She is Jessica Jung. First daughter to Jung industries and all of us come here every week.."

"Really? Well I'm sorry miss Jung," I stood up from my chair as I made an apologetic unsteady bow, "shouldn't I do this? But anyway I never work the floor unless Boss asks me to, probably why I don't know you. Oh and boss probably waits you guys a lot since she seems to like you."

"Well, she always gives us VIP treatment, we love this place. Especially when it's quiet like this, " the doe-eyed girl replied.

"I see.. Anything you ladies want to drink? Or should I tell the DJ to cut the music? It's a bit early in the morning already." Oh man, Sunny is going to kill me for being home late.

"That would be great.." The tan girl said as I made my way to Amber.

"Hey! Liu! Cut the music! You can go home if you want!" The short hair girl cut the music off and started packing up.

"Sunny is going to be mad at you, Hyo."

"She has turned into my mom, I know. You can head home, i'll cut you some of my tips," I pushed forward a couple bills.

"Trying to get me home?" She smiled and pointed to the group of girls.

"You know how I feel about relationships..."

"Yeah yeah, "I can't be in a relationship it's too hard" and "I wish someone would actually love me for me" yeah maybe you should actually try harder instead of just having with the girl, probably why she treats you like crap," she chuckled.

"Liu! Who are you talking about? I'm dating no one!"

"Really? That blonde that you have been bickering towards seems like a likely girlfriend."

"Really Liu? She is a stuck up . I'd rather die than be with her even if she has a killer body."

"Then here is a bet, i'll take this money and get home. If you go on a date with her and have no feelings whatsoever by the end of the date. I'll treat you to dinner all next week."

"All next week?!"

"Yep. ALLLLL next week."

"Well I can't pass up free food," I handed her the cash and walked back to the table with four cocktails.

"So all the employees are gone, only us five here. It's quiet. Might I ask why you girls just go to a coffee shop in the morning for this kind of atmosphere? Or stay home and make... Your own drinks?" I began rocking on the chair while scanning the four ladies in front of me.

"Well.. Uhm.. Jessica here is-" the blonde hit the tan one and began to blush as she averted her eyes to the door.

"Stalking someone?" I smirked and looked to the other three who nodded in unison.

"So is it someone who works here or a regular?" I watched Seohyun play with her fingers before he looked up at me, "they are all your employees.."

"All? So there is more than one?" I asked shocked now rubbing my chin.

"W-we all have our separate tastes.. Uhm.. Yeah.. Please excuse me," I watched the quiet girl run away to the restroom as I looked at the three shocked girls left.

"So.. Who do you all like..? If you don't want to tell, it's okay. I'm the only one here anyway, can't really stalk the rest," I smiled before standing up from the table, "call me if you need me."

"Actually, I need you now," a growl came from a pair of lips.

"Excuse me..?" I turned around to see the blonde behind me, "ahhh, miss Jung. I'll be happy to assist you, what would you like?"

"For you to stop being an !" She pushed her fist into my chest.

"Ouch, miss. I'm sorry," I said as I removed my vest and kissed her hand before kneeling onto the carpet near the dance floor, "will you accept to go on a date with me?"

The other two sitting gasped, in the corner of my eye I saw Amber give a thumbs up before leaving the building. Of course she had to watch..

"Is that a yes? Are you there miss?"

"Miss jungggggg"

"Oh Miss Jungggggg~"

Seohyun walked out flustered and confused, by the color of her cheeks and her constant rubbing of her hands I somehow don't want to know what happened.

"Sooyeon, lets go," the tan one said in a tempered voice.

"Ahh what is your name?" I asked to the girl pulling away the blonde.

"Yuri. Kwon Yuri." She pointed to the doe-eyed girl, "that is Im Yoona and you know Seohyun and Jessica so.. If you will excuse us."

"She didn't give me an answer.." I said as I opened the front door for the group.

"Yes..."her eyes stared blankly at my face, "yeah.. I'll go out with you. On one condition. I choose everything and you pay."

"Okay princess."

She huffed and put a piece of paper in my pocket, "I know your number already. I'll call you later. You better answer."

What the ? She has my number? Creeper much? Oh well, I want my dinner. Spending money on this princess will be worth it.

"Of course, have a good night." I kissed her cheek and gave a wink as the other three stared with large eyes.

I don't think I was supposed to hear Seohyun but i heard a whisper, "woah, unnie you did it." It was followed by hushes and shhh's as I closed the door. I shook my head as I continued to clean the bar, the janitors will get the rest before opening. I walked back up the stairs, grabbed my bag and rolled up my sleeves before i left the building. Locking the door from the outside i checked my watch. oh man... 7am?! did i clean that long? or did we actually have that long of a conversation? I shook my head as i went to the closest game stop, i’m walking so it should be open.

I opened the door to see a sluggish guy staring at a magazine and drinking coffee, he looked to me shocked and sat up in his seat. Still a stupid slob. I chuckled as i picked up “ The Last of Us” i wanted to play this so buying it for Sunny wasn't a big deal. I handed the game to the guy and paid for it.

“For a boyfriend?”

“nope, for my wife. Thanks”

I took the game and walked back to the bar at the employee parking lot, i stuffed myself into the car and yawned before making my way to our apartment.

I opened the front door to hear quiet moans coming from her room. ohhhhh, i see why she wanted to go home early and for me to get her a game. I looked at the time, 9am. I opened her door, “SURPRISE!!!!!!”

I giggled at the sight of her rosy cheeks appearing from the the small comforter.

“HYO!! HOW COULD YOU?! AND LOOK WHAT TIME IT IS!”

“I know, here is your game. i want to play it with you.”

i sat down the game and she quickly ran out of the covers, not caring if she was . I jumped onto her bed, expecting  second body but there wasn’t.

“omo.. were you?”

She turned around blushing, “YAH! GO SLEEP ON THE COUCH!”

“arasso, arasso.” i started to strip before grabbing a blanket.

“what do you think you are doing?”

“taking off my clothes? i usually don't sleep because i sleep next to you, but i’m alone tonight?”

i grabbed the blanket and skipped into our living room, i laid down on the couch and wrapped myself in the blanket.

“YAH! WAIT! DON'T GET OUR COUCH DIRTY! PUT ON SOME CLOTHES AND COME IN HERE!”

“i don't know Sunny-ah there might be some substances under the covers that i don't want to see.”

Before i could laugh again the danshin appeared in front of my face, fully clothed with a wooden spoon.

“oh! don't you dare!”

“GO PUT ON SOME CLOTHES THEN!”

“arasso, arasso. umma give me my clothes,” i pouted and looked up at her.

“why is that? you have legs.”

“we both know how you get when you see my body, Sunny. Please get me clothes?”

At that comment i heard a shuffle of feet and a loud bang before some clothes fell to my face.

“Thank you wifey...”

I sat up and kissed her cheek as i put on the shirt and shorts, “we sleep now.”

I dragged her to our bedroom and plopped onto the bed.

Before i could fall asleep a number began calling me. I put it off, i'll answer when i get up. I wrapped my arms around Sunny and drifted off to sleep.

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its my birthday today so i thought i would finally update this, haha. i hope you guys like it so far. i know im a mediocre writer, sooooo. yeah. HYOSIC!

-Kai