Chapter 22: I still love you

Almost

 

 

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KyuHyun and SeoHyun was in a room, SeoHyun was facing KyuHyun who was sitting in a chair opposite to her

 

“oppa…” she called between her nervousness

 

“Seo? Why did you call me and what are we doing here?” KyuHyun asked while a frown formed on his face

 

“oppa, o…own me… “she pleaded will a still tone and while locking her eye contact from him

 

KyuHyun was stunned but he didn’t show it to her, instead he stood up and slowly approach her

 

“are you sure?” he said with a seducing voice

 

“Yes, I want to feel you… I want to feel your love like you give to Sica unnie…” she said while getting ready for KyuHyun’s next action

 

KyuHyun kiss her cheeks, then her neck, making a hickey on it, SeoHyun close her eyes, she felt that her cardigan was falling off slowly on her shoulder because KyuHyun was pulling it, Seo stood still like a rock, her heart was raising, she is nervous and at the same time happy because finally he can feel HIM, She unconsciously placed her arms around his neck, KyuHyun went up and kiss her soft cherry innocent lips, even thought SeoHyun was inexperience in this kind of things, she just go with the flow of the battling of their tongue

 

Then suddenly KyuHyun broke away

 

“I can’t do this….” He said as he slightly pushed himself from her

 

“wae… wae…yo?” SeoHyun asked in shock

 

“I can’t do it when you’re trembling…” He just stated to her as the matter of fact

 

“oppa, I can do it, it’s just because my first time…” SeoHyun pleaded as she shower KyuHyun some kisses and while trying to his shirt

 

“Don’t force yourself Seo, this is not you…” he said as he made her stop by grabbing both of her hands

 

Silence occurred between them, then Seo asked him

 

“it is still Sica unnie? Am I right?” she said with a tearful expression

 

But KyuHyun didn’t answer

 

“why do I still asked you that if I know the answer, I’m such a PABO…” she said as she grabbed back her hands

 

She fixed her cardigan back to place and got her bag

 

“mianhe…” she said while a tear went down on her cheeks

 

 

“Seo…” KyuHyun was about to apologized but SeoHyun immediately turned around and run away

 

Bang of the door filled the big hotel room

 

KyuHyun sat down on the edge of the bed, He close his eyes and he still see images of Jessica

 

“Jessie-ah, how many time I try to forget you, I failed, I thought I was moving on when I’m with Seo, but I’m wrong, it was still you all the time…” he muttered to himself

 

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DongHae always locked himself in his room, he was devastated and didn’t dare to talk to anyone, he didn’t eat and he didn’t complete his commitments, offers to him was transfer to other SUJU members, some rumors already spread his unprofessionalism and a hard headed talent/idol, but he didn’t care all those hurtful words, it was nothing compare to what Jessica told to him

 

he was sitting on his bed resting his back on the headboard, his eyes roam around and it landed accidentally on the calendar, it was April already, the birth month of his true love Jessica, but now they are over, he can’t celebrate it with her anymore and forever

 

A tears escape from his eyes, it was very painful for him to remember every single thing happened to them, He always asked himself why fate always makes them apart

 

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It was SNSD’s day off and they all decided to stay at home, Jessica always do locked herself in the room after she said goodbye to DongHae on TaeYeon’s birthday

 

She was lying on her bed, looking on the white ceiling, and then she tears all of a sudden DongHae run thru her mind, his smile, his anger and his tears

 

“Mian…he…” she said while crying

 

Then her door opened and Tiffany went in

 

“OMO!!! SICA!!!” she shouted as she saw her best friend causing the others to run after they heard her scream

 

She went to Sica who was crying again

 

“Fany-ah… I still love him…” she confessed

 

“aigoo, go after him if you love him…” Fany said as she hugged her tightly

 

“my heart was exploding because of pain, when I looked at him on that state, it kills me too, I wanted to run after him and say how much he mean to me but I was scared to be hurt again, a lot of things happened to me already…” she said between her sobs

 

“Sica, don’t be afraid, if he is your happiness…” TaeYeon said to her as she wiped Sica’s tears

 

“Sica, if you are thinking of KyuHyun oppa getting hurt, think about yourself too, you sacrificed so much, I think that’s enough….” Yuri advised to her

 

Jessica just continue to cry, when Tae Yeon received a call from Leeteuk, she excused herself and went out of the room

 

T: Yoboseyo?

 

L: Taengoo-ah? Help me…

 

T: waeyo? What happened?

 

L: convinced Jessica to go here…

 

T:why? For what?

 

L: for DongHae….

 

T: something bad happened?

 

L: he didn’t care to talk to us and he locked himself all the time…

 

T: mianhe… oppa… but Sica was like that too, she was crying right now…

 

L: please… I’m begging you…

 

T: oppa, mianhe… DongHae oppa needs to stood up for himself before he can be happy and make others happy, I understood it’s painful for him but in this state he needs to stood up for himself, he needs time to think and heal… I’m going now…

 

L: but… please…

 

BEEP~ BEEP~ BEEP~

 

TaeYeon let out a sighed before she went back to Sica’s room where the others tried to console her

 

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“what did she say?” Eunhyuk  asked LeeTeuk after talking to Tae Yeon

 

“negative… Sica was like that too…” LeeTeuk told to EunHyuk

 

After hearing it, EunHyuk went to DongHae’s room

 

“HAE!!! HAE!!!” he called while banging the door

 

But he didn’t answer that made them nervous

 

“Hyung, get the spare key…” He told to LeeTeuk, and he immediately got it

 

They opened the door and saw DongHae on the table , writing something on  a paper, EunHyuk and leeTeuk slowly approached him and peeked in what he was doing, he was writng a letter for Sica and her upcoming birthday

 

“Hae…” LeeTeuk called his dongsaeng as he patted his shoulder

 

“Do you think Sica will like this…” he said while zoning out and thinking of her, and while showing his letter

 

“Dude, both of you is over…” Eunhyk told to him out of frustration seeing his best bud in a bad state

 

After letting his statement, DongHae stood up and grabbed his collar

 

“OVER? SHE STILL LOVES ME? ARASO?” he said with anger to his best friend

 

“LOVE YOU? IF SHE STILL LOVE YOU? WHY DID SHE LEAVE YOU, HUH?” Eunhyuk fought back that earned him a strong punched from DongHae

 

DongHae continue to hit EunHyuk even, EunHyuk was weak already and blood was at the edge of his lips

 

“DongHae, STOP!!!” LeeTeuk shouted while making DongHae back to his senses

 

When he got back to his senses and realized he hurt his best friend

 

“Hyuk, mianhe…” he said trying to get close to help him up

 

But EunHyuk stopped him by giving him signal, LeeTeuk helped EunHyuk up

 

“Donghae-ah~ I understand on what you feel, especially you lost your child and now Sica, I know you want to win her back, but how would you do it when you don’t know how to start alone? Wake up, Hae…” Eunhyuk said to him before he and leeteuk went out of his room

 

 

TBC....

 

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desireesioson #1
hello do you have pdf of this?
SHINeeffects #2
Chapter 22: This story is sooooo goooddd!!! I love how u used lots of pics too. Just shows how much effort u put into it!
_Jessicat_
#3
Chapter 10: THIS STORY IS SOO AMAZING
IN EVERY CHAPTER U NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME WANT TO READ MORE
SUCH A TALENTED AUTHOR~
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2hyun4B #4
Chapter 25: Wow this fanfic is really something
i felt mixed emotions while reading it
and I'm happy there is a sequel
JSYStories
#5
Chapter 24: I placed my self at sica's side while i read this story and it's so painfull till i drops many tears of mine. And i love your story ^^
Vanilla2915
#6
Chapter 24: OMG!!!!
This story brought me to tears, smiles, and muched more mixed emotions. Loved It!!!! :D
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Sequel Please!!! <3
(But i want a sequel with NO problems in it) ;)
<3 <3 <3
LOVE YOUR FANFIC AND HAESICA!!!
lovelikesea #7
Chapter 25: Love this story. SO MUCH :)
Sequel please
SoHyuen
#8
Chapter 25: Sequel pleaseeeeee .
HYOhyuk
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Chapter 25: Yes I want a SEQUEL
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Love this STORY much ^_^
YYP1998
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Chapter 25: Yes.. sequel pls...