Donghae’s POV

Hours passed she still sitting there and look at things that her eyes can look at, then my phone rung that made me woke up

“oppa!!!” Tiffany shouted

“wae-yo?” I asked in a confused tone

“help us, Sica is…. Sica run to the rooftop, Tae Yeon tried to stop her... but….” She said in a panicking and crying tone

“ok, wait for me there….” I shouted before I hung up

I went down to my car and run in side of the building, I went to the elevator but it was useless, so I used the stairs and run as fast as I could, I lost my baby, and this time I don’t want to lost Sica

“wait for me!!! SICA!!!” I shouted while running up to the roof top

Jessica’s POV

While zoning out and looking at the dark rainy sky, all the painful memories that Donghae cause me replayed in my mind, I felt a warmth tear that drop from my eyes, it was like a scene from a tragic movie, then I closed my eyes and leaned my back at the wall, I saw in my mind the time if may baby wasn’t dead, we are happily living together even thought Donghae wasn’t there for us

I stood up and wiped my tears, I looked around in my room and my sight landed on a table with picture frames , I chuckled as I saw and run my fingers on the  photographs of me with my SNSD sisters and SUJU oppas, I didn’t recognize myself at that moment, that girl smiling happily is now gone, gone forever

I slowly went to the door and opened it, I saw tiffany and Tae Yeon sitting in the sofa, as they heard the door squeaked they immediately stood up and walked to me

But I signaled them to stop but they still insisted that made me decided to run from them

“Sica…” Tae Yeon called her worriedly

“Sica…. Where are you going?…” Tiffany said as she followed me

But I kept running and I unconsciously heading to the rooftop, I opened the door and strong wind brushed to my body, I slowly went to the edge of the rooftop, I stand there and felt the heavy rain wet my body, I looked up the sky

“Sica!!! Don’t jump!!!” Tae Yeon pleaded

“do you God really punished me? What did I do wrong?” I asked and shouted

“Sica, calm down!!” Tiffany tried to stop me

But strong lightning was just heard

I looked to the places that can my eyes reach and a smile formed in my lips, am I desperate and lonely this much

“omma, appa, krystal, snsd members, suju oppas, Kyu oppa, Donghae oppa… mianhe…I’m weak…” I said in my mind

I looked back to tiffany and tae yeon, I saw them crying and I just smile to them

“mianhe….” I mumbled to them

“SICA!!! Please!!! We love you, we need you… we are here….” Tae Yeon said to me

“we are here for you what ever happened, just please go down…”Tiffany aid as she knelt down pleading to me with all her might

“my baby needs me….up there in heaven…” I said as I pointed to the sky

“no…. please….” TaeNy cried in horridness

I turned my back to them, and closed my eyes,  I felt the warmth breeze that covered my body, I saw my memories with my family, friends and Donghae, more tears come as I remember it all

“mianhe…” I said before I decided to jump

Donghae’s POV

I ran as fast as I could, when I was near I heard shouts that made me go to faster my phase, as I got there I saw her standing at the edge of the building

“Sica…” I said to my mind as memories of us walking to the aisle replayed, I remembered her bright smile that made my stormy days into flood of happiness

She was about to jump, I run as fast as I could

“Sica!!!” Tiffany, Tae Yeon and I shouted as we run to her

I thought I was about to lose her, good thing I caught her before she can fully jump off the building

We landed on the ground and hugged her as soon as possible

“let me go…” she said as she tried to escape from me

“no, I won’t…. I will not lose you again…” I shouted as I hugged her tighter

“why do you care….” She said weakly

Tiffany went to us and helped Sica to stand up while Tae Yeon is calling everyone for help

As we all got up from the ground , Sica slapped me

“what do you need from me!!! Is the pain you cause are not enough?” she shouted to me angrily

The rain got harder and the sky got darker at we least expected, then four of us are soaking wet

“Sica…. Mianhe…” I said with all my courage

She looked at me straight into the eyes, her eyes are different, It was dark and lifeless, I went to her and hugged her, I thought she will pushed me but she just buried herself in my chest and cried there like a child

“it hurts me so much, oppa….” She said between her sobs

“I’m here…. I’m here forever….” I said as I put my arms on her waist and the other one on her head, pulling her closer

Tiffany and Tae Yeon joined the hug

“Sica, I love you…. I love you all this time…. I’m sorry I hurt you…” I finally confessed but she passed out

“Sica!!!” TaeNy and I shouted as I brought her in princess style

We brought her to her room, and I slowly placed her bed, I got a chair and sat there, I held her hand and brush some wet fringes in that block her face

“Sica…. Mianhe….” I said as I kissed the back of her palm and caressed it in my face

“Sica, please let me cure you…. let me cure your broken heart, let me regain the trust you had for me before….” I said while crying for forgiveness from her

“oppa…. Will you please give me and Taengoo a couple of minutes, we will change Sica’s wet clothes…” Tiffany said as she tapped me from my shoulders

I stood up and Taeng handed me dry clothes for me to wear when I change, I left the room and went to the bathroom to change and to take care Sica until she got better

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TaeNy’s POV

“Taeng, I thought we will lost Sica for real when she was about to jump…” Tiffany said as she took of Sica’s clothes from her carefully

“no…. God, would never let hurt more… she just need time to think and to heal the wounds that she had and I know Donghae oppa will help her, since we know that they are really for each other…” Tae Yeon console her while pouring water and alcohol into the basin

“I’m done….” She said before she finished put Jessica’s PJs on her

“okay, call oppa…” she said as she dump the cloth and rinses some water before she put it on Jessica’s forehead

“girls, go change your wet clothes now, you might get cold…” Donghae said before TaeNy went out of the room

“araso…” they both answered him and left

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Donghae’s POV

I checked her temperature once in awhile and it gotten worse, I noticed that she gotten thinner and paler, I guessed she think too much, how I wish I could turn back the time, how I wish that my pride didn’t eat me, maybe we are still together and living a happy family

“Sica… mianhe… I know I caused so much pain to you… am I not worth to forgive but please opened your heart once again for me…” he said while holding Sica’s hands

Then I noticed that tear fell down from her eyes, I wiped it with my hands and hugged her tight

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Kyuhyun’s POV

As I got Tae Yeon’s message, I immediately drove to their dorm and run as fast as I could to their unit

“Sica!!!” I shouted but I saw TaeNy in the sofa drinking hot cappuccino

“oppa…” Tiffany said in shock voice

“can I see her now…” I asked their permission

“but  oppa she is resting now…” Tae Yeon blocked my way towards Sica’s room

“let me just see her…” I said as I pursue going to her room

“but oppa… she is sleeping….”Tiffany now blocked me

“I know,,, I will not wake her up… I will just checked on her” I said as I lightly pushed the two

“NO!!!” they both shouted as they pulling me

But I succeeded on turning on the knob and in my surprise i saw….

TBC....