Jessica’s POV

I was sitting in a bed, still not sleeping and still thinking what has just happen last night, did I made the biggest mistake of my life

Flashback

I heard what Donghae had just said to me, I pretended that I am sleeping, I wanted to cry at that time, I’m happy because the man I love, loves me too, but I will test his patience, he got out of the car and made tantrums out there, too childish. PABO!!! As I saw him entering back in the car with my one eye open, I hear him sighed. CUTE!!!

Then we arrived at the SM Building’s Parking area

“Sica…” he lightly poked me in the head

“sica?” he again called me

I pretended that I just awake and I faked it with acting like Yawning, DAMN, I’m a good actress

“mianhe, Hae!!! I’m just tired… very very tired…” I said with a fake smile

“it’s okay… come on, let’s go to your dorm now, I’ll bet SNSD is worrying to you like hell…” he said as she pinched my cheeks

We went down and he put around his jacket in my petite body then he wrapped his arms around my waist, every time he was beside me, I felt secured, we are walking towards the elevator when he started a conversation

“Sica.. you look thinner nowadays…” he said to me

“did I?” I asked him with a curiosity in my voice

“yeah, and you look paler, do you eat and do you have enough sleep, I don’t want my wife to get sick? I also noticed that you get tired faster, do you want me to talk to sunsaenim and ask him to give you a break” he told me with concern

I stopped in my place and face him

“Hae, I’m okay…don’t worry…” I said before I give him a peck in the cheeks

I left the dumbfounded Donghae and walked again, but I didn’t saw a humps, so I tripped, gladly I felt someone grabbed me and catch me

Our faces was an inch away, he is leaning forward to me and I close my eyes, getting ready for his next action, suddenly I felt his warms lips brushed to mine, my body was frozen and my mind was not on the right track, I felt his tongue’s aggressiveness, he was my first kiss in my entire life, I don’t want this to end, I want to be with him forever, we are focusing in what we are doing, then all of a sudden we lost balanced and landed on the floor, he was on top of me

“oh my god, Sica!!! Are you okay?” he asked me, his hands are on my head, it prevent my head on bumping

I looked at him and just laughed because his worried fish face expression is priceless

“what’s funny…?” he asked me in an annoyed tone

“nothing, you are too cute…” he said as he pulled me up

Then we headed to the elevator, he piggyback me until we reached at our dorm

//

Ding…Dong…

I’m the one who pushed the doorbell since he can’t do it because he was busy supporting my

“Hae you can put me down now…” I said as I jump off from his masculine back

The door open and it was Yoona

“Unnie…” she shouted when she saw me with Donghae

“oh, hi oppa” she said without minding me anymore

“come in, oppa!!!” she said as she pushed me away and grabbed Donghae to went inside

They sat on the couch while I closed the door, Yoona is started asking him about everything came out from , I’m so jealous now,  oh, before I forgot Yoona loves Hae even in trainee days, what can I do, he is handsome, hardworking, kind hearted and handsome. Wait!!! Argghhh!!!

I went to the kitchen and got a 2 bottle of water then I headed to the living room where fish face and im choding are staying. I handed Hae the bottle, he got it and secretly press his hand on mine.

“thanks…” he said before he flashed his smile

“you’re welcome…” I answered him with glee before I sat on the chair opposite to them, I rested my legs on the center table that made them gasped because of the sound of my heels make when it hit on the glass center table

“unnie, you might break it, anyway oppa…” she said, wow multi tasking while talking

“yes…” he answered Yoona sweetly, is he making me jealous

“oppa, would you go out with me tomorrow?” Yoona spilled it out

“MWO!!!” Hae and I shouted at the same time that made us immediately stood up from our seats

“wae-yo? Is there something wrong? It was just a friendly date?” she said innocently

“fine, do whatever you want…” I said as I walked to my room

“goodnight Sica…” Hae told to me

“whatever….” I said to him coldly

I slammed the door to their faces, arghh!!!! I got a pillow and I buried my face on it and shouted on it

//

“well, oppa… what’s your answer?” Yoona asked him with pleading eyes

“ahhmm….” Hae was about to answer but Yoona cut him off with a kiss

I can’t help it but to make a peek on what they are doing or talking about, so I slightly opened the door and in my surprised I saw them kissing,Yoona was on top of Hae and Hae was caressing her curves

“omo…” I whispered but loud enough for them to hear

They both looked at the direction where they heard my soft squeak

They both got stunned and fixed their selves

“unnie….” Yoona said with a guilty voice

“Sica…” I heard Hae called me

But my mind is black out, I run from them and never looked back, all I want is to run away and cried my heart out

Without my notice I stuck in a pub, I was at the counter and gulping my Bacardi like there is no tomorrow then someone pulled it away from me

“what the , who are y…? I said as I face the person who had the guts to disturb me, I was surprise who he is

“stop it… your drunk already…” I deep voice commanded me

“Kyuhyun oppa?” I shouted causing some people to  look at us

“Jessie?” he said as he put his arms around me

“oppa, let’s drink… here… hic….” I said childishly

“how much?” he asked the bartender

“23,000 won, sir….” The bartender said politely

He put the cash on the table and said to the bartender to keep the change

“oppa, don’t be a kill joy… let’s… hic…drink…hic… more…” I said as I tried to get my glass that he shoved aside

“no, we are going home…” he said in a serious tone

“what the? Just go home alone and ing leave me alone!!!” I cursed to him

Kyuhyun’s POV

“let’s gohome…” I said again to her

I carried her in my shoulder, she was wobbling and hitting me at the same time, she was like that for the whole time when I was heading to the car, she cursed so much, say bad words and shouting all the time, DAMN!!! Did she forget she was a celebrity, oh PABO, kyuhyun of course she will forget it since she was drunk

I throw her inside the car and immediately went in

“oppa!!!!” she shouted with her famous dolphin pitch

“wae-yo!!!” I shouted to her back

Suddenly when I face her, her head was facing down and I heard sob, I tapped her shoulder and asked her what’s wrong then she faced me and her non-stop talking started

“oppa, am I not pretty? Am I not that pretty as much as krystal? Am I bad person? Am I that not good as TeYeon as a singer? Am I not that y or hot as Yuri, am I a ? Am I not worth to be LOVE?”

“I thought the kiss was real, I thought he loves me, I thought he meant what he confess to me? But why did just a snapped, why did he kiss Yoona all of a sudden, do all boys are like that, when there is someone who came better they will leave you like a trash…oppa!!!!” she blurted out before she buried her face in my chest

“Jessie-ah, i appreciate you…” I said I made her faced me

“actually, I love you…” I confessed to her

“bwo?” she confusedly said

“whoever that guy dumped you or two timed you, he is a jerk, he let go a very special and pretty, y and kind hearted like you, will you be my girlfriend?”

“let me help you to forget him…” I told to her before I pulled her into a kiss

//

 In Kyuhyun’s own house

I lied her down and I was on top of her

“oppa, own me tonight…” Jessica pleaded to me while caressing my cheeks

“I won’t Sica, you are not in your ownself, you are drunk…” I said as I got up and help her to lied down in  a good position

“sleep now my Jessie…” I said as I kissed her forehead

Call me selfish now but I really love her and I will do everything to her and helped her to move on just to love me

I was about to leave when she grabbed me that made me landed again on top of her and she immediately kissed me

I responded to her kiss, our tongues are now moving together, her hands was on my neck, moving to and fro to my hair, while my hands was caressing her curves and a minute later it was inside her shirt, I heard a soft moan from her

“Jessie, I love you” I said as I took of her shirt and she did took of mine

She was wearing a black bra that made her more y, I kissed her neck, lips, neck, lips everywhere,  then we took of the remaining clothes and I immediately spread her legs widely then I inserted my erected friend, her inside is so warm and tight telling me that this is her first time, it was too my first time and I’m glad I did it with her, I moved faster inside of her that made her grasped and hug me tighter

“aaahhhhhhhh” we both said as we both release, good thing I had use

“o….pp…oppa…..” she said while panting

“je….jes…Jessie….” I called her before I rested my head on her shoulder

I can hear her breathe heavily

“you… okay?...” I asked her

But she didn’t respond, I looked at her and she was asleep, I laid down next to her and then I pulled her into a hug

“I really love you, Jessie. I don’t need to know who that guy is. I will get you from her” I said to her before I kissed her lips then I pulled her into a hug, we went to dreamland until morning

End of Flashback

Jessica’s POV

Does it all happened in just one night? I betrayed Donghae oppa, I know he did kiss Yoona but what I did is more punishable, I was in my deep thought when my phone rang

“yoboseyo?” I asked in a cold tone

“Sica, this is Donghae, where the hell are you? I looked for you nonstop, I tried to call you but you didn’t answer, what you saw last night was all a mistake, I didn’t know that she will jump on me and kiss me, I was pushing and stopping her until you saw us and got it all wrong. I followed you but you are gone” he shouted on the other line

My body was trembling, how could this happen?

“hello…? Hello? Jessica?’ I heard him say that made me back to my senses

“oppa, mian….” But I was cut off because someone grabbed my phone from me

“hello, who is this?” Kyuhyun oppa asked him

To Be Continue…

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