After Chen kissed me two weeks ago, and being alone with those times still keeping me in an abandon mansion in the outskirts of Seoul and knowing what made him like this, what made him mad to the world made me realize that we grew up in total opposite;

I, who was pampered and get everything what the world has to offer easily while him struggling until now, always alone and afraid to love and be love give me the need to be the one who will let those agonies be bygone but how when I’m ready to give myself to him here he was pushing me away and always stepping backwards

When Ahjumma told me he arrived after their operation in Germany, I hurriedly fixed myself in front of the mirror to make sure I look presentable and I let out a deep nervous sigh and mentally encourage myself; Ahjumma lead the way and I saw him at the end of the staircase talking to his men, i called his name softly and he turned around to look up to me at the other end of the staircase, he has this serious face but latter soften when I’m making my way down to reach for him, his men disperse themselves voluntarily when they realized that Chen and I were in our own little world

My hand slides down the railings as my little steps got closer and closer to him until I was three steps away, our eyes are still on each other, I missed everything about him despite we are not in good terms before he went away

My breathe hitched from the nervousness I felt that i really want him to know that I miss him so much; We are standing face to face, I am about to reached and cupped his cheeks with my soft warm palms and end my longing for him and I’m finally ready to show that I’m falling in love to my 

Bodyguard that turned out to be my Kidnapper