Chapter 6: moving on....
AlmostKyuHyun’s POV
I drove back to my house with her, when we got there, I brought her into my room and placed a blanket over her while I’ll just stayed there beside her holding her hands, when suddenly she talked in her dreams
“mianhe…. Mianhe….” She said while her eyes was shut and tears are coming
I went on the bed and wrapped my arms around her
“sshh…… Jessie oppa is here….i’ll take care of you….” I said making her calm until she stopped from her nightmare
Tears from me are also starting to pour, I pity her for what happened, I must not took advantage on her when she was drunk, I’m the guy and not drunk at the time so it means I took responsibility whatever happened, but I’m just a guy who want s to be love too
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It was already afternoon when she woke up
“where am I?” she asked
“you are at KYu’s house” Hee Chul hyung said
I called Hyung for help since I know they are very close like real siblings
“oppa….” She whined to Hee Chul
“Sica… aigoo….” Hyung went beside her and hugged her tight
“oppa…..” the only word she muttered
“aigoo…. Let it out….” Hyung said who also about to cry
“I didn’t know that being heartbroken was this painful….” She said with a cracked voice
“Sica, please… be strong for me and Kyu and especially to yourself….” Hyung encourage her
“oppa, I don’t know where or how will I start?” she said as she broke the hug while Hyung insisted her to rest her head on his shoulders
“we are here to guide and support you, of course at first it will hurt you so bad but as the time pass you’ll be the one who discover that you are okay…” Hyung comforted her while tapping her back
“oppa… don’t leave me…. Please…” she said as she wiped her tears
“we promised…” Hyung and I said as we had a group hug
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I brought Hyung and Sica at the beach near our house
“Sica…. Run to the shore and shout whatever you want and promised that you still go on with your life...” I said to her as I gave her a hug
“mianhe….” I said to her again
She went to the shore while I and Hyung just stay a far looking at her and the sunset, Donghae Hyung didn’t know that he lost the most precious person in his life
Jessica’s POV
I slowly walked to the shore as the small waves brushed to my feet, I looked at the sunset and closed my eyes and just stay silent and feel the cold breeze that wind gave to my body and face
Memories of me and Hae exchanging vows and how happy we are at that time was played in my mind, but now it will just remain a history for the both of us, I got defeated by my own fate of love and now I must let go of him and everything, I held my left hand and felt the ring on my finger, it was our wedding ring, a ring that symbolizes our never ending love but now this is just a trash that needs to be thrown for us to get going in our lives with someone else
I slowly took it off and opened my eyes to have one last look of it
“goodbye Donghae….” I shouted before I threw it to the ocean
I sobbed heavily as my knees got weak, I still gazed from the sunset
“I will live happy without you….” I shouted loud as I can
“I will find another love that only loves me and accept my mistake… a person who loves me from who I am….” I shouted again before I cried more heavily
I was hugging my knees and felt someone tapped me from my shoulder, I looked up and it’s Kyu and Hee Chul oppa, they both knelt reaching to my level, Kyu oppa kiss my forehead before he pulled me for a hug, while Hee Chul oppa was caressing and comforting my back
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Jessica’s POVS
It’s a been a couple of weeks since the break up and the last time we saw each other, while Kyu oppa just stayed in my side, helping me too move on, and still no one in SNSD know anything, we started to rehearse for our solo, I choose the song almost because it tells how I really feel, Kyu oppa always accompany me in my rehearsals which is I’m glad at because he kept his promised, I know he felt something for me but I told him that I’m not yet ready and just wait until I finally move on and ready to love again, who knows that I may fall in love in him too
My rehearsal took for about 4 hours until my trainer called it a day, I bowed to him and immediately went outside to see Kyu oppa
“oppa….” I said with a smile before I sat beside him
“aissh… Jessie… “ he said as he wiped my sweat in the forehead
“oppa… gumawo…” I said with my aegyo voice
Stuffs starting to teased us and asked us if we are dating
“ani!!!” we both protested that made us laugh because of our silliness
Suddenly someone was coming and in our surprise it’s YoonHae
“unnie….” Yoona said to me as she gave me a hug
“oh, yoong!!!” I said as I hugged her back
Then awkward silence occurred, Kyu oppa and Hae didn’t greeted each other that make the stuffs murmured and whispered to each other
I stood up and hugged Yoong again and bid her goodbye
“bye Unnie!!!” she said as she waved to me
“Bye Yoong, fighting!!!” I said to her as I gave her a playful salute
Then I pulled Kyu oppa and dragged him out of the room
Donghae’s POV
I sat down and took a glanced of KyuSica, Kyu started to tickled Sica that earned her to laugh
“oppa….i’ll go practice…..” Yoona got my attention as she waved her hands on my face
“oh, mianhe…” I said to her
“oppa, are you tired?” she asked me
“no, Yoong, I’ll wait here…” I said as I held her hand
Then all of a sudden she kissed me from my lips before she went inside of the practice room, I don’t know we are a couple for about 2 weeks but I felt different
Jessica’s POV
I was about to asked Yoona about something, when I turned around I saw them kissing, tears was about to beamed down again from my eyes but Kyu oppa was there to save me again, he immediately pulled me and hugged me for me to stop looking at them, then we went out of the room
Donghae’s POV
I was about to look at them, now I saw them hugging, I see she moved on too, good for the both of us
Yoona’s POV
Oppa, didn’t know that I was spying on him, again I saw him looked at unnie, I felt I was just a rebound? Do him and unnie had passed?
To Be Continue…
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