Donghae's POV

after that incident, we officially separate our own ways, i teach myself to love Yoona but i think there is no progress with that, everytime i saw her with Kyu i just wanted to die or eaten by the ground, this is my fault right?

well, if there is  bad news there is a good news, my compose song Y got included in our album, some says Y stands for Yoona but the truth is

Flashback:

"Sica!!!" i said as i whine like  a little kid

"i'm busy, HAE..." she said as she give me icy glares whil chopping some chicken strips

"can i hlep?" i asked her

"hhmm??? okay... oppa..." she said as she show me her sweet smile

"so what will i do? Sica? i mean Yeobo..." i asked her with a grin

she face me with a confused look

"Yeobo?" she asked while her eyebrow rises

"neh!!! Yeobo?" i said as i get the cooking spoon and stir the ramyun

"Yeobo?" she said naughtily

"i like it..." she said as she glanced at me then back to the chicken

"chinja?" i said as i grabbed her from her waist and make her face me

"waeyo? we are cooking..." she said shyly and i can feel she is nervous

"since we got married, can i sometimes kiss my pretty YEOBO?" i as i i whisper to her seductively

"aahmm??? how often?" she asked innocently that made me chuckled

"what's funny?" she asked me while hitting my arms playfully

"nothing..." i said as i looked at her deep chocolate brown eyes then to her delicious cherry lips

"what?" she asked while looking to me so intense like i do

i held her close to me, i guided both of her arms around my neck and slip my hands on her y tiny waist, i slowly leaning forward to her, DAMN!!! i'm waiting for this in such a long time, i can proudly say that i melt her icy heart with my cute fish face

inches apart i can feel her breathing, i can smell her strawberry perfume, wait i knew this scent, is this the perfume i gave to her from Victoria's Secret, WOW!!! she cherish it a lot

moment's from now, are lips will meet when

"EHEM!!!"  a stupid fake cough interupted us that make us gasped and let go of each other

when we looked who is the big disturber, i just can't be mad like that or else i'm busted

"behave kids... focus on cooking or else this house will be burn... araso?" halmoni said before she go and i saw small and evil smile on her

we both went back from what we are doing, cooking of course, we glanced at each other then laugh becasue of our ertness

"Yeobo.... we better continue it later..." i evily

"YEOBO!!! YOU WISH!!!" she said as she crinched her nose cutely

"come here..." i said as i pulled her again then kiss her all of a sudden

that was our first intimate and passionate kiss as a married couple

End of Flashback

i chuckled as i remember those happy moments with my Yeobo, how i wish she is still my cute sleppyhead Yeobo

my reminiscing was interupted when i heard my phone rang, it was sunsaenim and he asked me to go to his office immediately, i hung up and get ready

Jessica’s POV

Sunsaenim called me and told me to go to his office as soon as possible, I immediately prepared myself and drive just to go there on time

Minutes later I arrived and headed out from my car, I got my phone and dialed Kyu oppa’s number

Ring…ring… ring…

“oppa… oppa…” I said as I heard he picked it up

“oh, Jessie? What’s up?” he asked me

“I am at the SM building? Are you here somewhere?” I asked him back

“yes!!! Text me okay? I’ll pick you up when I finished my practice, araso?” he said with a witty voice

“araso… bye…” we both bid goodbye, little that I know, I bumped in to someone

“oh, mianhe…”I said while lowering my head to bow at him

“oh, mianhe too…” I heard him apologized

when I was about to look up to him, I saw the person I didn’t expect to see

“Sica?” he asked in disbelief

“ahh… neh…”I said shyly

“what are you doing here?” he asked me curiously as we both begun to walk side by side

“ah, sunsaenim, called me and told me to go here immediately, I wonder what he need from me?” I said without looking at him

as we arrived at sunsaenim’s door, he opened it up to me and let me went in first then him

“sunsaenim, good morning…” I greeted him with a bright voice

he swivel his chair to face me and he was surprise that Donghae was with me

“oh, good… both of you are here…” he said as he got some documents in his drawer

“what is it about Sunsaenim?” Hae asked as we both sat down on the chair

He stood up and went to the chair opposite to us with the papers he got a while ago

“well….” He sighed

we both kept silent for him to go on

“here is the document of your filed divorce…” he said to us slowly for us not to be shock

“jinja?” both Hae and I shouted

“yes, and the divorce you filed was approved…” he said to us with a sad voice

“why? too soon?” Hae said also in a sad voice

“well, actually, did you both forget the date today? It was actually your first wedding anniversary as husband and wife, but unfortunately it doesn’t anymore… I call the lawyer and asked why the result and decision are too fast and your marriage was canceled, and he said it was decided as fast as we didn’t expect because the marriage is not yet in his one year when they are studying your case, and both of your statements are enough for them to come up with the decision…” sunsaenim explained everything to us

I was silent for a moment, actually all of us indeed were silent then I broke it

“Actually, I’m glad, we are legally separated, at least we can both continue our lives without holding back and without limiting our actions with our partners” I said half-heartedly but I still managed to smile

“Jessica…” Sunsaenim muttered

“Sunsaenim, don’t worry, I’m okay? Both Hae and I are civil to each other. No hard feelings and both happy now… our relationship is now at the past, let’s just live with the present now… He is with Yoona and I’m Kyu…” I lied

“Hae, what is your opinion?” he asked him ,who is just silent all the time

“at least, we are both free now…” he said with a sad face but he was kinda hiding it

“then we are all settle…” Sunsaenim said as he handed the copies to us

“I’ll explain everything to your parents and to my parents… don’t worry…” Hae said to me while looking at the documents

“no, let me explain it to my parents….” I said while browsing also the documents

“so? Can I go now? I had practice to do….” He said as he left from the office

I stood up and bid goodbye too, I walked with large phase, as my hands tighten the gripped in the divorce paper, wow too soon, I’m single again, I’m no more Mrs. Lee, I went inside my car and stayed there

From there tears beamed from my eyes, I looked again the divorce papers, and my heart was stabbed with a thousand knives, I know that this will come one day but I never imagine it’s too soon, I crumpled the paper and throw it away, I thumped the steering wheel so hard, I felt my hand swollen, more tears come, I felt weak I, rested my head from the steering wheel and close my eyes as I reminisce again our memories together that will never happened

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Donghae’s POV

As soon as I got out from the room, I went on the rooftop to be alone, as I got there, I look at the sky, it was about to rain, do the heaven knows what I feel, I choose this right, I choose to be with someone else but not to my wife, it’s not guilt what I feel right now, it’s anger to myself, I waste my chance, our chance together, ego eats me up and now, she is gone forever and not mine anymore, I looked at the documents, then raindrops wet the paper, my tears begun to pour too, I throw the  paper and punched the walls endlessly as I let out a roar of anger

“Jessica!!!!!” I shouted under the roar of thunder and under the pouring rain, my heart was in storm

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Jessica’s POV

I strolled around the park, as I passed by my favorite Italian restaurant, where Hae use to bring me before, I went inside and I saw no customers inside, my eyes was roaming around as I studied the place then my eyes landed on our favorite spot

“oh, Ms. Jung…” the manager asked me

“anyonghaeseyo…” I said as I bowed

“where is Mr. Lee?” he asked

“ahh… he is not with me….” I said in a low voice

“can I book the place for the rest of the day?” I asked him eagerly

“we can do that Ms. Jung…” he said

“really, okay? I booked it today for the whole day…I’ll come back later at 8pm, it’s that okay?” I asked him

“okay, Ms. Jung…” he said as he turned the close sigh thru the door

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Donghae’s POV

“oppa…..” someone shouted

“Yoona?” I said in not in a mood tone

“what’s wrong?” she said before she kiss me in my lips but I looked away

“I’m tired…I’ll go home…” I said without looking at her

“are you sick?” she asked as she check my temperature

“no… I just wanted to be alone…” I said to her and left

I rode to my car and roamed around the city until I passed thru a restaurant where Sica and I went before, I didn’t noticed the time, I was surprised that it was already around 8, I parked my car across the street then I slowly walked to the restaurant, it was closed so I ask the receptionist

“is it close? I asked him

“Mr. Lee!!! Yeah, it was close because Ms. …..” I was interrupted listening to him when I saw Jessica inside

so she is the one who rented the place, so she remember that this day was our suppose to be first anniversary

Jessica’s POV

I sat exactly the table whenever we ate here, I requested the manager to lessen the lit lights and I wanted some candles on the table

I sat there just staring blankly from the flame of the candle

“why do we need to suffer from this? I try to forget you but I can’t, actually, I lied a while ago that I forgot our suppose to be first anniversary, but as I remember this day, It is more painful” I said as I rest my arms on the table and over it was my head

Unstoppable tears keep coming when…

“hey…..” someone called me

To Be Continue….

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