Kyuhyun’s POV

I opened my eyes and I saw an angel in front of me; she was gloomy and worries was painted in her face; I still remember what happened last night but just few of them, I tried to sit up straight and she help me with all her will

“Jessie? What happened?” I asked her looking straight in her eyes

“oppa, I’m yours now….” She said in a straight tone before she looked away

“what? How does it hap….” But she cut me off

“I just get your porridge, that I made for you…” she said bluntly before she went out her room, leaving me dumbfounded

Jessica’s POV

As I got into the kitchen; I felt alone, even thought I’m with Kyu oppa; I can’t help but be happy half heartedly; now its official, its Kyu oppa

Flashback:

Donghae’s POV

When I saw Kyu dragging her from nowhere, I tried my best to stood up and followed them, even thought I feel weak and in so much pain, when I came there I saw them kneeling down hugging each other

“sica… did you choose him already?” I said to myself while watching them from a far

“did I already lose you forever?”

then from where I stand I saw Kyuhyun passed out and was to tumble down Sica with all his weight, I run to them and support Sica’s head to prevent it from bumping in the ground

“oppa!!!” she said shocked as we both helped Kyu to put him in the car

we both laid him down at the backseat

“oppa, thank you…” she said as she bowed to me but I cut me off

“ I will drive… I took you both back to the hotel…” I insisted to her even though my body was aching

I was about to go to the inside when I felt two small arms wrapped around my waist and giving me a back hug, a smile formed in my lip, it is enough for me to know that she stills care

“oppa~ mianhe, you got hurt… "she said between her sobs

“it’s okay, Sica-ah… I’ll understand…” I said as I caressed her arms

then we both went inside the car, we are silent, none of both of us tried to talk, it was a dead silence. I wanted to say a lot things but I don’t know where to start, then we arrived at the hotel, we put Kyu in his room

Jessica change his tux to a white v-neck shirt, he wiped Kyu’s whole face while I stayed outside, wait for her patiently

Jessica’s POV

As I went outside, holding a basin, I went to the bathroom to change the water with a new one and new towel to clean DongHae oppa’s face too, went I was about to return where I last saw him

I saw DongHae oppa looked at me with his pleading eyes,I put down the basin and run to him

“oppa~” I said while hugging him tight, he responded as he hugged me too

“mianhe~” I said again between my sobs

“Sica~ don’t apologized, don’t force yourself to choose immediately…” he consoled me

“oppa!!! I don’t know what to choose anymore?” I said while crying

he made sat down beside him, he rest his back on the sofa’s arm and he pulled me closer to him, he guided my head to rest on his chest and he wrapped his arms around me

“oppa~ please don’t go…” I pleaded

“ani, I won’t go anywhere…” he answered

I can feel his heart beat, its fast but the sound is heartbreaking, as I closed my eyes, I felt hot tear run down from my eyes

Words can’t explain how I feel now, I loved two people, it is easy to choose but it is hard who is the right one, granted one will be hurt in the end but that man doesn’t deserve the pain, I am with the person whom I long for tonight but still I was bombarded with the other one, who truly love me from start and I know till the end, I was sobbing quietly, when I felt warm palm brushed my tears, I thought he was sleeping but I’m wrong, he is awake and he cried with me

I wrapped my arms around his neck, as he passionately cuddled me in his arms, how wished the time stops, so we can be together for longer time, to feel his warmth, to feel his kiss, to feel his care and to feel his love, without hiding what we really feel, but this is reality, all things in this world have two endings, happy and not? So in my own love story which ending will I Have and with whom I will be

“Sica, always remember, I love you…. And I’m sorry… sorry if we ended up like this…” he apologized to me again

I cried more as I remember everything we did to each other, we said and did things that we didn’t mean, just to show how strong we are without each other, but we failed, we can win any battle but still we lose in the war

“oppa~ please be with me until the sun comes up” I said before we both closed our eyes, dreaming that tomorrow, everything is alright

//

I opened my eyes slowly and I was in the sofa, i slowly got up and curled myself, hugging my knees, this is the first time I felt how big the room was, I feel empty

“Donghae oppa~” I called but no one answers

I thought he meant what he said last night, he will not go, but I was wrong, he still left me with our undone and broken hopes of our relationship

I cried and cried, I can’t help it since the pain doubled and in just a gasp, I think my heart will explode, he didn’t let me choose for myself, he made me choose without thinking, he gave me to Kyu

End of Flashback:

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Jessica’s POV

I was wiping my tears, when I felt someone hugged me from behind

“thank you for not leaving me…” Kyu oppa said to me as he hugged my waist tighter

“you deserve to be happy, oppa~” I said underneath my true feelings

Now, that it is officially over between me and Hae oppa, there is no chance of holding back anymore, since Hae oppa set me free

DongHae’s POV

After Jessica had fallen asleep, I was fully awake all night, cherishing my time with her, I can feel that she was caught in the middle between me and Kyu, I can feel her pain of choosing whose who

I think so hard and I came up with a decision, I let her go, I let her to be with Kyu since they are the real couple now and I’m out of the picture, we are divorce so I had no right to enter in their harmonious relationship, I had a chance once with her but I failed to make it forever

I slowly let go of the sleeping Sica beside me, I made a last look and kissed her lips for the last time

“Goodbye~….mianhe~…” I said before I go

I went to my own hotel room and I saw Eunhyuk waiting for me, I sat beside him and I let my guard down, I cried, I’m such a coward

We stayed silent for the whole time until the sun’s comes up, I told him everything

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Jessica’s POV

How much we tried if fate doesn’t allow us to be together, it’s useless,

I send him a message

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DongHae’s POv

“are you sure with your decision?” Eunhyuk my best bud asked me, as he felt that I finally calm down

“I love her but….” I was cut off because my phone rang

and the message says

“goodbye oppa~” 

TBC…

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thank you~ keke~