Jessica’s POV

It’s been a week since I last saw Him, and when there is a time that we will pass or accidentally see each other, he will ignore me like I don’t exist or I’m just a wind, Kyu and Him become worse, they ended being friends to enermies and that’s because of me, I don’t want this kind of atmosphere around me, how tragic?

Today, it’s SNSD’s day off since it’s New Years’ Eve, we decided that these time we will all celebrate it together as SoShi, everyone is preparing for the small feast in our dorm later, I wanted to help but they told to me that I just sleep, and here I am in my room, laying down in my bed, feeling empty, I was zoning out when my phone vibrated, I got it near the table beside my bed, I don’t know but I was not in the mood to read it, so I just decided to delete as soon as possible since I know who sends it, I don’t want to be evil but the more I breathe in same air with Kyu the more I got suffocated.

Then someone knocks in my door, its maknae

“unnie…” she called

“come in…” I said as she opened the door revealing our pretty maknae

She sat down in my bed beside me

“unnie? Ah, Kyu oppa texted me, and asked me why didn’t reply to his message” she said to me while showing me Kyu’s text

“oh, I didn’t receive any?” I lied as I showed her my phone

“oh, chinja?” she asked as she got my phone to me and examined it

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“Unnie, you got it, you delete it, it was in your phone history…” she caught me

I just stay silent for a while, until she brushed some hair behind my ears

“unnie, if you don’t love Kyu oppa, be honest to your feelings, don’t waste your time spending it to someone, who doesn’t make you happy…” she said like she was older to me

I didn’t say anything; my eyes are getting watery again

“unnie, if you think that DongHae oppa is really the one for you, actually all of us think he is the one for you, then fight for it, both of you went to difficult and different things together… so this one you still can survive, just believe in each other…” maknae told to me

she hugged before she go and help the others again

//

I got from my bed and it’s already 5pm, I need to get ready for the celebration, but I felt cold, as the wind blows from the opened window, there is a drizzle outside, it’s about to rain, I stood up and went near to it, when I was about to close, I saw someone outside under an umbrella, from his back, I already know who was it, I started to tear, I saw him walk away as the rain becomes harder, I close the window and went back to my bed when I saw a small box beside my phone, I took it and it was a ring, same as the wedding ring I had with DongHae, I was trembling, I can’t believe this

I went outside of my room and the girls are surprised to see me

“get ready now Sica-ah,” Yuri said to me while putting some balloons

“ani…” I just said

“HUH?” they asked me

“Do you had an umbrella?” I asked them

“why? Are you going out?” Tae Yeon asked me more

“never mind….” I said as I run thru the door and shut it to their faces, I heard them calling me but I need to hurry, I run as fast as I could

I didn’t mind the ran, I was soaking wet but I need to see him, i looked everywhere for him but I didn’t see any trace of him

“DongHae!!!” I shouted under the pouring rain

but no one shows

“what is the meaning of this, huh?” I still shouted under the quite and pouring rain

“Sica, you might get sick…” Tiffany shouted to me who was 5 meters away from me

“DongHae-ah!!!” I shouted again not minding Tiffany

“Sica!!!” SooYoung said as she run to me

my knees got weak, I kneeled on the ground, and cried even more

“DongHae… just tell me you still want me, I leave Him…” I said as I look at the ring in my palm

“Sica unnie, let’s go inside….” Yoona in my surprised help me to get up and she wrapped her arms around me while her other hand was holding the umbrella

//

They made sat down in the sofa and all my members are busy to grabbed things I need, Yuri got new dry clothes for me, Tiffany made me a hot coffee Americano, Tae Yeon is getting a towel, HyoHyeon is drying up my hair, Seohyun put my feet in a basin with lukewarm water, SooYoung is preparing the food that we order, Sunny is setting up the videoke while smiling to me, and Yoona, who once I fought with for a long time is just beside me, she get my hand and the ring that I was holding

“Unnie, choose the person, who you really love, even if he push you away” she said while sliding the ring into my finger

“See? It fits perfectly, like you and DongHae oppa…” she said while smiling to me

“Yoong~” I said as I cried while hugging her

“Unnie~” she said with her baby voice that earn a laugh from me

then the other girls joined our hug

“chigu-mun…” Tae Yeon unnie started the chant

“SoNyuShiDae…” we answered

//

Then it was 11.30, the rain had stopped and the celebration of the people continued, early fireworks are already seen in the sky

We girls are all dressed up, the food was ready and we are just waiting for the countdown, we all texted or love ones a greeting of happy new year and a few minutes from now it’s 2012, I was happy because Yoong and I are now okay, I went to the balcony and looked at the sky

“ and your next… Lee DongHae…” I said before I closed my eyes

Little that she knows, a man she is thinking is hiding in the darkness, watching her from  a far

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SUJU’s Dorm

DongHae’s POV

When I got home, I saw that everything is ready, and I am the one who they waiting

“bro~ where did you go?” Eunhyuk asked me while munching some chicken legs

“ahhmm….” I stuttered

“well just, change your clothes…” Siwon covered up for me

I gave a smile saying “thanks bro~, you’re the best”

Then I change and join them. I saw them partying already, dancing and drinking, I sat down in the sofa when LeeTeuk Hyung sat beside me

“here…” he said as he handed me a glass of cold punch

“thanks…” I said as I get it from him

“whatever you did or wherever you go… I hope it help you…” he said with a comforting tone

I just smiled to him

“TaeYeon, texted me that Sica and Yoong are okay now…” he said before he stood up and joined the others again

I looked at my members; it’s been a decade since these people bombarded my childish world and those time that I felt how to love

I went to the balcony and watched the fireworks in the sky, it was beautifully stunning

“Sica… “The only thing I mumbled while closing my eyes, I seen images of her and then us

TBC....

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