No Confidence

Life Threw Me A Curve Ball

 

“What if he’s just being nice?” asks Byul.

“Byul come on. It’s obvious he likes you.” Yoonyi says.

“Do you know for a fact? Has he told anyone that he does?”

“Well..not that I know of.”

“You see! Maybe I’ve just been imagining that he likes me.”

“Do you want me to find out for you?” Yoonyi asks.

“Mmm I don’t know.”

“I’ll ask around.”

“You know what, no. I don’t want to know; I don’t care! You see this is exactly what I didn’t want! He’s distracting me already and we’re not even together!” Byul says in frustration.

 

~~

 

The semester was finally over.

 

“Do you know how hard I’m fighting this?”

“Well, don’t fight it. If you like him then don’t fight it.” Says Hanna.

“No! I have to stay focused.”

“Listen you don’t want to let this opportunity pass you by.” Says Yoonyi, “Chen is a good guy. You don’t find guys like him too easily and you know it. What are you afraid of?”

“I don’t know~” Byul says in an upset tone.

“Yes you do. You’re afraid of getting hurt again.” Says Yoonyi, “Honestly I don’t think Chen will hurt you. It’s obvious he’s completely different from all the losers we’ve come across.”

“I just..I don’t think I have the confidence. I know he’s a great person. I feel I’m going to fall short from his expectations.”

“What? No! You definitely don’t fall short. You’re hardworking, caring, loving, among other things.” Says Hanna.

“You’ve been there; you’ve seen it. There must be something wrong with me. All the guys who’ve been interested in me eventually dumped me. What if it’s the same with him? What if he only likes me for a little while and then decides he’s no longer interested? I don’t think I can deal with more heartache.”

“I don’t think he’ll do that. He’s different.” Says Yoonyi.

“How can you be so sure?” asks Byul.

“I have a feeling. You should see the way he talks about you. He really cares about you.”

“He talks about me?”

“Yes! He practically tells everyone how smart and nice you are.” Says Yoonyi.

“Yeah and everyone says you two would make the perfect couple.” Adds Hanna.

“I don’t know..”

“Have some confidence.” Says Yoonyi, “He’s a catch! And if you’re really interested you have to go for it, because he’s going to graduate soon and what if you never see him again. Later on when this is all over you’re going to regret not going for it.”

“Well graduation couldn’t have come at a better time. After tomorrow I won’t be seeing him anymore. I’ll get over him.”

 

Yoonyi and Hanna felt sadness towards their dear friend. All those failed relationships had robbed her of confidence.

They could only do so much. The rest was up to her.

 

 

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Riine-Pryde
#1
Chapter 24: That was literally the cutest chapter I've ever read: it made me smile by the end of it :)
I like reading about Chen in this kind of light, it's different than the usual prankster him <3
chouxeclair
#2
Chapter 24: Waah i'd like to thank my friend for suggesting this fic to me awhile ago :)) this story is really pure and realistic.. i swear i can relate with the story especially to the part where she got confused and got uneasy.. haha it's very dangerous to assume we all know that .. and guys these days ugh .. u cant really tell of they're flirting or playing . Haha
anyways thank u also for making a story for our dearest chen ! :D Fighting authornim ! This was a great job !
khinweaye #3
Chapter 24: Such a lovely story full of innocence and good nature. I'm glad both are so sincere and passionate about doing well in their endeavors and thank god neither of them get attached to anyone after their separation and they remain faithful to their own standards and thus ruling out most of the available men and women as not up to their standards. It's truly a blessing that both are able to keep their commitments to someone they think as the one.
Windeby #4
Chapter 24: Such a cute story. Great job!
HanInYoo
#5
Chapter 24: KKYYYAAAA!!!! ≧﹏≦ I LUUUVVVVV THE ENDING!! Nice and perfect! Hahahaha xD It's so funny how their friend tease them xP

Love the story~ thanks for writing it~~^^ and you're welcome xP Your story is so good that I have to comment everytime^^
HanInYoo
#6
Chapter 24: I want Byul to be shy away again BUT ends up happily with Chen!! (Does that sound weird?? O.o?) I don't want her to regret again... T^T
pinio91
#7
Chapter 22: Hi i'm a new reader ^_^ i'm quite glad that i found this when it is almost complete actually, since i think i'm gonna be really frustrated to wait for each update haha..well you make it quite slow at the beginning but after that its really getting better ^_^ More update pleeese ^^