Thoughts
Life Threw Me A Curve Ball
Graduation Day (high school):
My graduation day was ruined, all because of him! This is supposed to be a moment full of good memories, but now every time I think back to this moment I will remember nothing but pain and anger. All thanks to him!
That’s it! I’ve had enough! I won’t allow myself to like anyone anymore! It brings nothing but heartache. I’m done!
If you think about it, it’s annoying and ridiculous to like someone. They’re always on your mind and if they don’t like you back you’re the only one hurting!
I give up on boys. At least until I graduate from college.
Starting now I will only focus on school and that’s it. I won’t look at anyone.
2 years later (present day):
Do you know how free I feel! I’m so glad I made that promise to myself before I started college.
School is going great. I’m on top of my class. I have amazing friends and we have so much fun together. I can practically call them my sisters.
It feels so liberating to not have anyone holding me back or making my life complicated by being jealous or confusing.
Yup, life is good.
A couple of weeks later (present day):
What happened!? I was focused. I was happy. I was free! Where did he come from!? And when did it happen!?
This guy, in the two years I’ve been here we have no classes together, but lately I’ve been running into him a lot. I’ve only talked to him once and it was only to ask a question.
Why is he invading my thoughts!?
It was those glasses. If it wasn’t for the glasses I never would’ve paid any attention to him. Why must glasses be my weakness!? Just the thought of him and his glasses, he's so cute. What am I thinking!? Stop thinking about him Byul!
Why now? I was almost finished with school. I only have two years left!
It’s fine. I’m strong. I’ll fight this. It’s a simple crush. It will go away soon. I’ll just have to avoid him. It’s going to be easy since he’s a senior and I’m a junior. What are the chances that we’ll have the same class if we have never had any classes together? Yeah, it’s going to be fine. I got this.
Byul gathers her toughts and decides to fight against her feelings with all her might. She makes her way to her first class of the new semester. She goes in and finds a couple of students already sitting down. She finds a seat next to the window and is able to see the outside view of the 3rd story classroom. The big trees swaying in the wind a couple of students sitting down, others walking to their classrooms. Its peaceful, she feels at peace especially since she has made up her mind to stay focused.
Little by little a few more students come into the classroom and fill up the empty seats. She's flipping through her new book looking at what will be dicussed in this class. Every so often she would look up to see some students walking in and then the unwanted happened. He walks in. Byul's eyes open wide and she's paralyzed for what seems like forever. He looks around to find an empty seat and spots the one in front of hers. He makes his way over to the empty seat and asks, "Is this seat taken?"
Byul just shakes her head 'no'.
Why is he in this class? Now I have to see him every day until the semester is over. Aish! chinjja!!
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