" Jung, are you sure about this?" Yoona continued to worry

"For the 100th time Im, Yes!!! He promised to stay on his boundaries, we'll live together like we used to but he will not intervene on my work and to my choice of people to hang to. All he asked is for things to be back to what is was.." I asnwered sa we continue to gather my things

    After the graduation party, he convinced me to go back to the house, which is very uncescessary because I've always wanted to come back in the first place. Mom and Dad were more than happy with my decision and they hurriedly cleaned and prepared my room.

"I'm just worried that you might get hurt again, you know.."

"I promised you and myself that after graduation, I will give time to things that matters more than my heart, remember?"

"I know you still have him in your heart Jung Joohyun.."

"My guard's up Im. He may caused me so much pain but we all know he's the cure as well. And I need to find my brother so my heart should wait.."

"Should wait!. Be brave, alright?"

"Definetly Im.."

Yong's POV

"It's great to have you back home Joohyunah. Now the house doesn't feel lacking nor empty anymore.."

"Yeah. It feels great to be back Oppa.."

"You two can't get enough of each other, don't you?."

"We're just talking Mom. What do you want anyway?" I defended

"I want a beautiful grand daughter, juseyo!.."

"OMMA!!!!" we both yelled in unison

"alright, alright.. I was just kidding! Now go to bed you two. You still have work tomorrow.."

"Deh. Goodnight Mom, I love you.." she kissed her on the forehead

"I love you too Darling, and goodnight loverboy.." she teased then left

    We were just standing across each other, standing, starring.

"So I guess this is goodnight?" she asked

"Yeah.. See you at work?"

"Of course.." she smiled

"Akward. Isn't it?"

"Sort of.. It's been a long time.."

"Very long time, but, if it rains tonight.. you know.. thunders..lightnings.. you can always knock on my door.."

"I will. Goodnight.." she said softly

"Goodnight Joohyunah.." she opened her door

"I love you.." I whispered and she closed her door back and faced me

"Thank you.." she whispered back and circled her arms around my waist

"What are you doing?" I was slightly surprised with her actions

"Let's just stay like this for a moment.."

"Let's go to bed." I said grabbing her hand and she followed

   I was on my keroro boxers and she's on her favorite pink pajamas. the pajamas I bought her when she graduated high school and the boxers she bought me when I graduated college. She lied beside me slowly, and burried her face on my chest.

"I missed this." she sighed

'I, too. You lost some weight.." I said as I wrapped my arms around her

"I never slept well since that day. Living alone in the apartment is a nightmare, no pattind, no tossing in the tub if I wake up late, no more nagging.."

   I burst into laughter

"Waeyo? You lost some weight too. Your baby fats are gone.. Those were my favorites." she said, pouting

"Tell me how to sleep weel when there's no annoying brat, snoring like a pig beside me. How can I eat properly when theres no brad muching her food, eating like a pig in front of me? I was physically and mentally on how am I recalling dates and times that never happened, reminiscing when in fact we have none.

"If that's the case, let's gain weight together.." she said as she yawn

"sleepy already?"

"Deh.." she answered as she slowly doze off

"One question.."

"hmmmm?"

"Are you dating Lee Minho?"

"Aniyo."

"Then why note date me?"

"That's two questions already." She said releasing another yawn and circled her arms around me..

"Let's sleep suffocating each other."

"Weird but I like it."

"Pat.."

    Everything is like deja vu, except the fact that I love her and she doesn't. But what can I do? The only way to have her back home is to stay as his brother. Here beside me, me, patting her like the old days is more than I asked for. I asked for forgiveness but You gave her back to me,. thank you Lord. Even if I don't have her heart anymore, I could not ask for more than having her around..