The atmosphere was so tense that someone could have cut it with a knife. Changmin had rushed Yunho to the hospital while the others were still handling Jessica and her clowns; Sooyoung had left off to leave Taepung at home and soon joined Changmin to the hospital. They both were waiting outside the room Yunho had been taken, around 15 minutes later Jaejoong and others joined him looking tensed and worried all the same. Changmin was standing leaning against a wall head hung low while Sooyoung was standing beside him holding his hand when Jaejoong and the others rushed towards them.

'What happened?' It wasn't a question, rather a way to assure if everything was alright.

Changmin didn't reply he didn't look so well, rather turned his head away and curled up futher. Jaejoong frowned while others looked concerned, only Junsu looked pitiful and gave Changmin a half hug. It was Sooyoung who spoke in return to the question,

'Well as I came Yunho was already taken in and I found Changmin standing over here, it's around half an hour from when I arrived and there's still no news.' Before Sooyoung could complete, Jaejoong had already slumped on the chair with his head in his hands and muttering nonsensical things to himself Yoochun sat beside him and squeezed his shoulder,

'Don't blame yourself Jaejoong, it wasn't you fault.'

'It wasn't my fault, how? It indeed was my fault I should have taken care of him, I had swear to myself and look how I took care of him he suffered because of me, hadn't I taken the responsibility to become his sole family to be his elder brother, best friend, confidant, what happened where did I go wrong? Tell me Yoochun he wasn't supposed to go through this, why was it him why not me?' Jaejoong all but hissed, and everyone around him flinched.

Jaejoong kept blaming himself no one knew what to do, Changmin hadn't spoken a word, Junsu was still horrified a what he had seen, Taemin was too shocked to even come to the hospital so Ryeowook had taken him home, Kyuhyun looked confused while Minho looked stressed. The tension was evident and Sooyoung inwardly cringed.

'It wasn't anyone's fault.' She finally broke the silence. Before Jaejoong could retort she continued.

'Look what happened wasn't anyone's fault, Yunho himself wouldn’t have liked you blaming yourself, he is big enough to take care of himself, I know what happened shows the otherwise but tell me would he have appreciated you always tagging along with him everywhere, No! You can't blame yourself for something you hadn't done and never ever think of actually wishing what happened with Yunho to happen to you, no one should suffer it not even Yunho deserved it but what's done is done, no one can change that, if you could take back time I know you would have, but crying over a spilt milk is not going to help rather think about the upcoming days, what You are going to do to