I don't know how to cope up with all this mess around me I sigh I am frustrated now they even want to get into my life when I have started living my own I need a stress buster seriously I would have gone to a long vacation away from all of this but then I can't *sighs* because I need to study for myself and even I can't take holiday for a day or two or else my soccer coach will fire me out I don't know what to do My parents are being really mean and devil to me they don't trust me to myself and that's the reason they are sending my cousin to keep a watch on me Duh! why I am not small and when I needed them the never were there then what's the purpose now I sighed and kicked the door open to my room I sat on bed took off my clothes and headed to take a long bath as usual it will help me relax I broke mt knuckles and relieved the stress in my fingers then entered the warm tub and felt really good I closed my eyes and took a deep breath relief started taking in me I want to stop thinking about my parents and my past I want a distraction I puffed my cheeks trying to think about something and then his smiling face appeared in my mind and I immediately opened my eyes looking everywhere I let out a deep breath and then again I closed my eyes and this time I saw him laughing and I could even hear his voice it echoed like a music it kept soothing me my body relaxed and smile crept on my lips I sighed and gave in thinking further about him and our recent walk,

"Oh ! I didn't even greet him goodbye" I cursed under my breath as I realized it must have looked rude but still why do I even care but it felt nice and I don't deny admitting that he made me forget all the stress even for sometime and my heart beat raced I don't know what this feeling is but it feels good I like it and I don't know but my body feels warm and my stomach flutters thinking about him, I love this feeling and I want to give in to it I think Jae is right I should go with the flow let's see where my destiny takes me I sighed and smiled to myself remembering his mismatched eyes his whole big smile his tears glistening his eyes with happiness his face lit and glow up more when he laughs I don't know if it's over statement but I think he looks more handsome and glorious in his happy state and I really want to be like him I remember and realize that it has been a long time I have laughed so hard and smiled so often I used to only when my nanny was there  but then it seemed like I forgot how to laugh and know he made me laugh so easily as if it never went somewhere it was always there only pent up for this moment wow he is making me think deep.

Suddenly I had an urge to talk to him I don't know why but it feels like he can be my stress relief Yah! seriously Jung Yunho are you a Pabo has anyone ever thought about talking to their rival but then again I am Yunho and I do everything different I got out off my bathroom and headed towards my closet shrugging all thoughts as I took my clothes and wore my bottom pajama and was about to wear my night t-shirt I saw the most breath taking sight he was standing there in his balcony wearing a white lose shirt almost transparent and wearing on lose mid thigh lenght pants showing off his long unstoppable leg I never saw someone taller than me until he came I was looking out in front wet drops of water was still running down his hairs and he was drying off with a towel he looks like some model giving a y pose for a magazine I snapped out off the trance and gulped hard he looks really y like that oh why now his shirt's first three buttons were open and his shirt slipped off his holder revealing milky yet slightly tanned skin with toned muscles I rolled a tongue over my lips and smacked myself for staring like that and the sudden urge to talk to him came back and without realizing I was already walking towards my balcony so I could talk to him his shirt was still hanging off his shoulder and didn't seem to mind it maybe he was enjoying the open air I steeped outside and yes the weather today is really good or I think so he was still looking in front How to get his attention? 

I looked up to the sky thinking and snapped when I heard a cough guess I don't need to get his attention any more I looked at him pretending I never saw him here he smiled wow just wow looking at him makes my stomach flutter and a smile adorns my face,

"Hmm nice abs" he smirked and said.

I looked down and realized I was half I turned around and h