LeeJieun'sPOV:

 

    I woke up in the morning, I sigh and say, 'new day'. I look on my window and saw the bright sun. Another day, full of memory again, full

of strenght, and full of love. I stood up from my bed and go to my bathroom. After taking a shower, I brush my long brown hair and I heard

a loud sound of beep. It is my cellphone, someone is calling me in this early morning of beautiful Sunday. I'm not in the mood to talk with

someone today so I just let my phone to ring. I brush my hair for the last time and the ring stops. I sigh as a relief cause I hate that kind of

sound especially when I'm not in a good mood. I got out from the bathroom and go to my closet. I get a comfortable dress cause we're

going to church today. After dressing myself, I go to my bed which where my cellphone was, and when I look who called me, I want to slap

myself. 'Jiyeon' I murmur. I press the call back. Few second have been passed..

 

Ji eun: JIYEON-AH! 

Ji yeon: JIEUN-AH!

Ji eun: How are you? How is your school? Did they bully you? Do you have friends there? Do you have-

Ji yeon: Jamkkaman, please one question at a time, Ji eun-nie.

Ji eun: Mianhae, I just miss you so much.

Ji yeon:  I miss you guys too. How are you there with Sooyoung?

Ji eun: I'm fine, I'm fine, How about you?

Ji yeon: Actually I have alot of suitors. 

 

    When she said suitors, I widened my eyes, self thinking what is she now? Is she pretty? Well ofcourse she's pretty and I know that, but

what really happened to her? It's almost 5 months since she left. Did she...

 

Ji eun: Don't tell me..

Ji yeon: Neh, neh. You're right. Even if you still not tell me, I know what's on your mind. 

Ji eun: ....

Ji yeon: I'm pretty and y now!

 

   I drop my jaw, don't know what to say. Is she really not chubby now? I keep on being silent then my phone beep. It's a photo from Ji

yeon. I click it and my eyes widened and my jaw drop. Is this really her? 

 

Ji eun: Ji yeon-ah..

Ji yeon: Neh?

Ji eun: This isn't photoshop right?

Ji yeon: Aye, Ji eun-ah! Ofcourse it's not. 

Ji eun: But.. how?

Ji yeon: My sister told me to lose weight so do I. Isn't great? I'm skinny now and not a chubby girl like in my past.

Ji eun: I guess I know your reason for doing that.

Ji yeon: ...

Ji eun: You still have that right?

Ji yeon: N-neh.. 

Ji eun: Did you allready call him?

Ji yeon: Not yet, but I want to.

Ji eun: Call him now.

Ji yeon: Andwae, I'm scared.

Ji eun: Waeyo? Why are you scared? Because of Ailee? 

Ji yeon: Kinda.

Ji eun: Don't be Ji yeon-ah. Call him now.

Ji yeon: Andwaeyo.

Ji eun: Aye, call him now, or you will regret evrything like I do.

Ji yeon: Like you do? Wae? What happened?

Ji eun: Aye, stop bringing up my own love story just do yours. Call him now, I'm sure he will be happy.

Ji yeon: You think so?

Ji eun: Aye, how many time s do I have to tell you to call Junho now, palli.

Ji yeon: A-arra-so. I'll call you later.

Ji eun: Neh, neh, bye.

    Then, I hang up the phone. 

 

LeeJunho'sPOV:

 

    I was playing video games with my hyung Junsu, when someone knock on the door. I'm lazy especially when I need to get up to see

who that person is, so I press the pause menu. Junsu glare at me. "Yah, open the door." he said in angry tone. I throw the controller on the

sofa like a kid and walk to the door angrily. When I grab the door knob and open it, I saw a woman figure but didn't have the chance to see

her face because she hug me quickly when I open the door. I smell her fragrance not intentionally, by smelling this, I know who it is. When

she break the hug, I give her a disappointed look.

 

"Junho-ah, why you're sad?" she said in annoying tone. I look away and she's still holding my shoulder. I saw on the couch Junsu peek and saw us still on the door.

"Omma!" Junsu stood up from his sit and went to hug our mom, yes she's here not to expect. Well, I'm not that xcited since I'm used that my mom and dad are not here. 

"Why all of a sudden?" hyung ask mom.

"Nothing, son. I just miss you two." then, she pull us into a hug. How annoying it is, right. I look at Junsu and he smile so widely. And me, I just gave him an annoying look. When she break the hug, she look at me and cupped my face.

"Aigoo, my baby, did you miss omma?" I back off which means she's not holding my face anymore. I frown.

"Omma~ please stop. I'm not a baby anymore so stop making me your baby." I start to growl like a kid. Junsu smack my head. 

"Junsu." mom call him. 

"Stop being stubborn Junho. You're old now." he walk away then, stop. He turn around to face me.

"Add more thing, stop acting like a kid when it doesn't suit you."

 

       Then, he walks upstairs and me and my mom just stare at each other. He is always like that to me. He's cold to me ever since I acted

this way. Since when I acted this way? I'm not that stubborn since when Ji yeon left and when Ailee doesn't want to talk to me. When it

comes to relatinship status, like Chansung and Sooyoung, Ji eun and Nickhun, Wooyoung and Suzy, most of my friends and my brother

too has a relationship except for me. That's one of my problem, I can't find a right girl for me, at first I found her and that is Ailee but when

Ji yeon came to the picture, everything messed up and I started to fall out to Ailee. Actually I don't know what I should say to her the day

she confess to me. When I say I don't love her anymore, it's true but this past few days my thoughts start to think again. Is she coming

back? If she did, will she love me back? Lots of questions start to pop out on my mind. 

      Dinner was serve, my mom call to a restaurant since me and Junsu don't want to go outside just to eat dinner. Well, we don't hae

maid here because ''The Jun Brothers Don't Like To". We always tell that to our mom when she start to say that we should get maids. I'm

the one who took the plates and place it on the table so we can start to eat. I'm halfway done to my food when I hear my phone start to

ring. I'm about to stand but mom stop me by putting her hands on my hands. I look at her and she shook her head. "Your eating dinner Jun

ho." she said. "What if it is important?" I ask back. She always tell us not to answer phone when we're eating dinner, how nonsense. My

phone keeps on ringing, then it stop. I look at my mom and she just smile and return to eat her dinner again. I shook my head and sit

properly to eat my food. 

     Dinner is done and I wash the dishes as Junsu is being lazy today. My mom and him are in the living room watching a variety show

and here, I can hear their loud laugh. It's kinda annoying you know, but then I heard my phone start to ring again. I ignore it cause I want to

finish washing these plates. Wiping the water on the plate and putting them on the cabinet, done. I look to the wall and see on the clock

and it read, it is nine in the evening. Time to take a shower. I walk to the living room and still they're laughing so hard to the program, yes it

is funny. I come to take my phone and when I saw it, I quickly grab it and when I hit the button, I want to scream...

 

"EOMMA!" I heard a loud bang and I think that's the remote of our T.V. I saw mom running towards me and I just frown while looking at her.

"Wae? Wae? What happened-"

"I missed an important call!" Then, I saw Junsu run towards us.

"Yah, Lee Junho" when he say my full name, that's the sign that he is mad.

"Don't yell to mom." he said.

"Hyeong, Ji yeon, Ji yeon. She called me when we're eating dinner. You know how much I waited for her to call me, right?" I turn to see mom.

"Eomma, mianhae, I yell at you. It's because I really need to talk to this girl. I'm sorry." I bow ninety degrees.

"That's fine Junho, next time mom will not stop you." I look at her and nod. 

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      I lay myself on my bed after taking a bath. My anger lossen through the cold water from the shower, it's a good thing. I look at the

ceiling of my room then took a glimpse on my phone which is on my hand. I am looking at her picture that we took for the last time when

she is here. I can call her back right? Aishh, but why does I can't move any single finger of mine to call back her. There was a knock on

the door and I look on it and here is mom. I lean myself and she walk towards me and sit on my side. We look at each other and as if

she's wondering what's my problem. Before saying anything she look around my room. 

 

"You've changed alot Junho." she said. I look around too and start to think what is she thinking.

"The last time I've been here is when you're thirteen years old. You're room was really messy that time-"

"Eomma." I whine.

"But now you've really changed alot." she start to sob.

"Eomma, don't be too dramatic. I understand why." she look at me.

"I'm sorry, I just can't stop being dramatic when it comes to my children, especially you, my young child." I understand her. She doesn't know any of my actions till then, and now.

"Eomma was not by your side when you have a problem lately, but now I want to know it. Share it with me son. Maybe I can help you with it." I took a deep breath before saying anything.

"Is it about Ailee?" 

"Ani, it's about another girl." I saw her eyes widened.

"I thought you like..."

"Neh, but when Ji yeon came everything changed and now that I start to like her, she moved to other country." I put my head down.

"Ji yeon? Is she the one who gave me this necklace?" I look at the necklace.

"Ani, eomma. The one who gave you that was Ji eun. Ji yeon is the girl who is chubby among the girls."

"Ahh" she said. 

"Why don't you call her?" ask mom. Yes, why don't I? 

"But-"

"You're scared? Wae? She called you Junho so it means that she still like you." mom is right.

"Eomma, komawo." I hug mom. I shoulnd't yell at her like I did earlier.Thanks to her.

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     When she exit my room, I look at my phone. My fingers start to move and I frown when I saw on the screen Taecyeon's name. I press

the cancel. I am thinking to call Ji yeon and so maybe she call me again if I ansswer Taecyeon's call. Then, my phone starts to beep

again, I hurriedly look at the screen, but I wasn't expecting this person will call me. I slowly move my finger and press the answer.

 

"Junho." on the other line said my name.

"Ailee-ah" yes, it's Ailee. After what I say to her, she didn't dare to talk to me, and so this is our first time talking to each other again.

"How are you?" she asked.

"I'm pretty good, how about you?" the awkward situation make me think to end this call. Ofcourse not because I don't wan to talk to her, but because I want to listen to Ji yeon's sweet voice again. I don't have the feelings for Ailee and I don't know how.

"Actually-" she start but I cut off her sentence.

"Ailee, I have to go. I need to talk to someone and it's very important." I heard that she cleared . She gone for a few seconds.

"I just want to say goodbye." I widened my eyes when she say the word goodbye.

"My dad told me to come with him in the States and to continue my music career or my studies of music there." 

"I don't know what to say." 

"You won't miss me?" her question is telling me that if I have still feelings for her?

"Ofcourse I will miss you, we will miss you." 

"We?" I guess she's expecting something from me.

"Yes we. Taecyeon, Yoona Wooyoung, Chansung, and other other." I hear her long sigh.

"I guess, no space for me." 

"Ailee-"

"I have to go, actually I'm here in the airport right now. I just want to say thank you for everything."

"Uhm-" she ended the call. That was the worst part.

 

End of Chapter 32 :)

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   How is it? Boring. Actually I don't know what to write to this chapter. Sorry for waiting you guys. I'm very busy with school so, mianhae. Thanks for your patience, although you wait for too long, almost a week actually. I'm going to finish this story probably by December? Or Not? iDunno yet. Just keep updating guys. Or you can see my other story first? Or read my Soon story too. Here's the Link....

 

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