That feeling... the feeling of yourself being wrapped around someone’s arms..... i felt safe...i closed my eyes.... I forgot about everything... Krystal, Yong Hwa, key... I only thought about Minho.... but I then opened my eyes and pulled away from the hug..I couldn’t just act week and fall into his arms after what he did... I turned around and walked away.

'' I broke up with Krystal'' he said.. I stopped.

I felt guilty...

'' I couldn’t handle seeing you get hurt from her anymore'' I heard him come closer

'' I’m sorry.... I’m sorry that you had to do that... I....I have to go..'' I walked away... and left him there alone in the street 

I felt easy... but at the same time pain... 

When I reached the dorm I saw Yong Hwa.. He stood up and approached me '' are you okay? you came back late...'' he looked at me with worried eyes. I suddenly hugged him and started to cry on his shoulder... he slowly wrapped his arms around me

‘‘Shhh.. It’s okay'' while sliding his hand down my hair.. I cried and let it all out..

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I took a shower and came out... I saw Jonghyun (CNblue) sitting on the couch and practicing guitar... he glared at me. I was about to go upstairs but then he said

'' Hey freak!''.. I looked at him '' know how to play?'' he asked me... 

‘‘Yes I do...'' I replied '' well then show me!'' 

I went to him and he gave me the guitar.. I played 'lonely-2ne1'

''HA! So you know a bit of k-pop!''

'' The ''Bit'' is 2ne1'' I said.. Randomly playing notes on the guitar

'' You should listen to our music'' he said

'' I will when I get time.. But right now.. Good night..'' 

''aishh.... night freak'' he said as he snatched the guitar from me and went to his bed.. i went upstairs and took my phone.. I called mom

Mom; hello?

Me; hey mom! I tried to act as happy as possible

Mom; honey!! omg! How are you! How’s the school? Made new friends?

I was quiet for a moment and tears slid down my cheeks.. I had to hide my sadness

Me; yes! I made plenty of friends...! 

Mom; I’m glad to hear! 

Me; mom.. I miss you.. 

Mom; honey.. I’m always there no matter what..

Me; thanks mom.. But I have to sleep now..

Mom; right! Sleep plenty! Good night

The convo ended I sat on the bed and started crying, ''oh... noona! Are you okay? Why are you crying?'' Min Hyuk asked

'' Oh... Min Hyuk... I just talked to my mom.. You know.. I miss her'' I lied then he smiled

'' Don’t worry noona! We’re here for you!'' he smiled brightly... that kinda cheered me up'' oh! Its 11;00 already! I should go to bed! Night!'' he said and left.. I laid on the bed and stared at the ceiling.. I then fell asleep.

.......

''psst! adara! Wake up'' I heard someone wake me up.. so I opened one eye.. It was Onew and Taemin

'' Good morning!!'' Taemin said happily, I sat up on the bed.. '' Oh.. Hey Onew, Taemin.''

'' Today all the 5 of us are going out somewhere! So we want you to come with us...after yesterday.. We didn’t see you smile.. So we wanted to make sure that you smile today'' Onew explained

'' it will be awesome!!'' Taemin said ''oh... but where are we going? ‘I asked...key then jumped out of nowhere and said ''the mall!!!''

Taemin got shocked '' key! Stop acting like a ghost!'' Taemin said'' yah ~ Key! We go there every time! lets go somewhere else for god's sake!!'' Onew said

'' yah! Got any better places!?'' key asked.. I just stared at them. They were funny.. '' We should go to Hawaii! it would be awesome!'' Taemin said. Onew and key stared at him with ' -.- ' expressions on their faces

'' yah! I’m just kidding!'' Taemin said smiling '' why don’t we go to the amusement park?'' Taemin asked 

'' its been so long since we went there..'' key said then Onew looked at me and said '' Adara! What are you doing sitting there! go change your clothes!'' key then said '' ou ou! I’ll pick your clothes!'' he opened my wardrobe and checked my clothes '' this will do!'' he gave me a black and white striped shirt and black ripped jeans then gently pushed me towards the bathroom

I changed my clothes and came out.. They started pulling me out of the dorm... Jonghyun was waiting (SHINee)

'' Ready?'' he asked

‘‘We’re ready hyung!'' Taemin said happily

We walked out, Minho was already in the van.. We went inside..

'' Adara! Come sit here!'' Jonghyun patted on the empty seat near him and I smiled and sat there.. I looked at Minho who was completely ignoring me... 

'So...? We didn’t talk much since you came from America'' Jonghyun said

'' ya... I never had the chance to thank you for.... 'Luna’s situation'.. Thanks'' I said

'' You’re welcome.. It’s just.. They weren’t like that''

'' I know.. Key told me'' then Taemin said '' hey! Why does Adara have to sit near Jonghyun!'' and key said '' hey Adara come here!'' I smiled and someone pulled me and I ended up sitting near him.... Minho.. He’s the one who pulled me '' now stop arguing!'' he said to them smiling teasingly I was quiet

'' yah Minho! you can’t have her all by yourself..!'' Onew said.. Minho glared at him and looked away

Then key fake sighed and said '' what can we do! ~ Love is in the air.. '' Me and Minho turned our faces and looked at key '' ''yah~ key! Watch your tongue or ill cut it!'' Minho said '' key! Don’t make me mess up your hair!'' I said

'' No no! Not my hair! Finish! I’m sorry!'' we all started laughing. Minho stared at me than sat... we were quiet the whole way

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soo...how is it??? the next chapter is when their in the amusement park (dont know any other place XD)

enjoy!

KAMSAMIDA!!!

-M0^Y

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