Never Love Again
Broken
The next few days were silent. I continued cooking and cleaning for him, but I no longer tried to talk to him. No longer smiled and sang while doing my chores and I kept a straight face. After serving his meal I left him alone, rather than sitting with him, sipping a cup of tea not saying a word.
On the last night, I crept into our bedroom, grateful that Seohyun was over at her parents house that night. Holding back my tears I sat by the bedside, legs crossed, exactly like how I used to do when I sang him to sleep.
He was gorgeous, the man I love. His honey brown hair was tousled and messy from his sleep, his eyes closed and his lips parted slightly, making me laugh a little from the sight of it. I tentatively reached out and traced his face, imprinting the memory of his face into my head. I would never forget it.
"Kyuhyun ah," I whispered as I came to a stop at his right cheek, letting my hand cup his resting face, "I have to go. I have to say goodbye now. This is what I meant by making you happy."
I choked and the tears came pouring down my cheeks once more.
I used my thumb to his cheek, it was as soft as I remembered. I haven't done this for months, and I missed the feeling too much.
"I don't understand what I did wrong to you... Was I a bad wife? Did I not please you?"
It was my fault.
Everything was my fault.
"I'll miss you Kyu. You'll be the only person I love. I'll never forget you."
Kyu was the love of my life. I'll never forget him. My best friend, my boyfriend, my... Ex-husband.
"I'm no longer yours. You set me free. You pushed me away Kyu. You pushed your Youngie away. You don't want me anymore..." I quietly sobbed. He remained his sleeping self. Part of me wished he would respond, but the other knew it was better if he didn't.
"Why Kyuhyun? Is it because I couldn't carry Kyu Jun in me anymore? I was unable to give birth to him? It's my fault..." I sighed heavily and I buried my head in my hands.
"Goodbye Kyuhyun. I love you."
I leaned down and gave him a soft kiss on his cheek. He loved me giving him kisses on the cheek. I remembered that. I bent down again, as softly as I could muster, to kiss him one last time. His lips did not respond and I pulled away, sad that it all ended too soon. I left a note by his desk and slid my diamond engagement ring off my finger, placing it next to the note.
I walked to the door.
Slowly.
It was killing me that I was leaving this man, my one true love.
I turned back slowly.
"I love you Cho Kyuhyun."
No one's POV
Min Young left the house with a heavy heart. Kyuhyun was her world, he brought the steadfastness to her life. He gave her hope when she went through the worst of things. His love was her inspiration.
How could she just leave all that behind?
But she did.
For his happiness.
She looked back at her former home with Kyuhyun, she got into the waiting cab and drove away from her life, her love, her everything. Her heart would stay with Kyuhyun. She would never love again.
Never. Love. Again.
Her hand drooped unconsciously to her tummy and she started to cry harder. Her Kyu Jun, her little son... Maybe that was why Kyuhyun cheated on her, because she couldn't carry the life of Kyu Jun in her anymore. Their little son...
She would sew the split seams and mend the broken pieces of her heart as best as she could. But it would never be completely healed.
Min Young's POV
I looked out at the beautiful streets of Seoul... Life used to be so joyful and full of excitement. I closed my eyes, choking back the tears and trying to calm my aching head.
I took one look back at the path towards my former home with Kyuhyun. I knew I would never forget him but I didn't have any other choice.
I'm leaving him for the best.
For his happiness with Seohyun.
I'm leaving him because... I know that this can't go on any longer. I can't live like this anymore.
I love him.
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