Glad To Have You

No Matter How Much It Hurts

Listen: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y3OKQFuiMD8

- A r o n - 

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Slowly opening my eyes to the brightness of the sun's rays showing upon my room, I reached for the alarm clock and turned it off. I've always been an early riser, and I'm always the one to wake before all of the members. Getting up to stretch, I walked over to the window and opened up the blinds so even more light would be let in. Sitting on the ledge, I took out my phone and texted Minjung.
 
Good morning, Love! ^^
Should we do something fun today?
 
Setting the phone down, I waited for a reply. Faster than expected, I heard a beep from my phone.
 
Haha, morning. :)
And you're not busy with practice?
 
Smiling, I texted back right away.
 
Nope~ 
Free day!I'll call you. ^_~
 
Clicking onto her name, I pressed the call button. The phone rang once and Minjung quickly answered.
 
"Chincha? You're not busy today?" She excitedly said into the phone.
 
"Mhm. What do you want to do today?" I smiled.
 
"Hmm. Well today is your relaxing day. Maybe we should just do something inside. "Like...watch a movie?"
 
I loved how thoughtful she was. "Haha alright. I'll bring something we can also do together before we watch the movie." 
 
"Oho. I see," she said. Judging by her tone, I could tell she was smiling. :) 
 
"I'll call when I'm heading over," I told her. "Make sure to have a movie in mind before I get there!" 
 
"Tch, araassoooo." 
 
Setting my phone aside, I walked to the bathroom and took a quick shower. Stepping out of the shower, I took the towel and wrapped it around my waist. Ruffling my wet hair, I ran a hand on the mirror, clearing the fog. After making weird faces, I smiled into the mirror and said to myself, "Today's going to be a good day." 
 
I've been really busy lately with the new album preparations, so it's been hard to see Minjung. :I So today I was really excited to finally get to see her and just get to be with her. I'm sure she'll really like what I have planned for us to do today as well.
 
Slipping on a collared white shirt, I put a red sweater over it. For the bottoms, I put on a pair of well fitted khakis. Simply brushing my hair downward, I went on to putting on  hat to hopefully help cover who I was. With my shoes on, I quickly grabbed my sunglasses and slipped them on. And with that, I was out of the house.
 

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Before I headed to Minjung's house however, I stopped by the store to buy some ingredients I needed. On my way to the grocery store, I called Minjung.

"Yeoboseyo?" she answered. "Aron?" 

"Mhm," I said into the phone. "I'm on my way, but I have to stop by somewhere first." 

"Oh, okay," she replied.

"Do you have flour, eggs, and butter at your house?" I asked at random.

"Yup, I do," she said then paused. "Are we baking something?"

"Haha, yup," I smiled.

"What are we baking?" Her voice sounded excited.

"You'll find out," I laughed. "I'll see you soon~"

Hanging up, I continued to walk towards the nearby store. Picking up some strawberries and other ingredients, I headed straight to Minjungs'. Holding up the bag of ingredients, I couldn't help but smile the whole way to her house.

Once I had gotten there, I knocked on the door. Shortly after, Minjung opened the door with  a big smile. She wore a simple pastal t-shirt, and a pair of light blue comfortable jeans. 

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Listen: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aoWQ9E5Yu5g

"Hi," she smiled. 

"Hey," I responded, giving her a warm smile back. 

"Come in, come in," she made hand gestures. 

She then led me to the kitchen where I set the things I had bought down. As I did so, I began to take the things out of the bag. Minjung's eyes automatically lit up as I pulled out the fresh strawberries. 

"Strawberries?" her eyes were curious. 

"Mhm," I turned to her and smiled while raising my eyebrows high. "I'm going to be teaching you how to make strawberry cake." 

"Chincha?" this time her eyes widened. 

"Mhm," I laughed. "By the way, did you find a movie?" 

"Oh! Yea, I did," she said. Wiggling her eyes, she spoke again saying, "You and I, my good sir, are going to watch the amazing movie, 'Hello Ghost.'"

"Hello Ghost? Aren't you a total scaredy cat though?" I rose an eyebrow. 

"It's not a horror," she gleefully smiled. "I don't know how to explain it. Haha. It's a comedy I believe..I've also heard lots of great reviews for this movie as well. So figured..why not?" 

"Haha, I see," I said as I finished taking the items out of the bad. "Do you want to bake first or watch the movie first?" 

"Hmm..let's bake first. So we can have something to munch on while watching the movie."

"Okay~" I said to her in a sing songy voice. Smiling, I asked, "Your aprons if I may ask?" 

With that, Minjung let out a gasp. Clapping her hands together, she smiled cheekingly. "Now's the perfect time to use them." She whispered to herself. Without another word, she ran off to her room. As she came out, she had a bag with her. I rose an eyebrow in confusion. 

"This was originally going to be one of my gifts for you for y'know..6months. BUT NO. Now's the perfect time to give it to you." Setting  the bag down on the table, she began to take out the items in it. Pulling out a blue apron with cute designs on it, she smiled. "I was going to start learning how to cook either way..soo..I bought it as a set..." she cutely smiled. "But this blue one isn't yours." She then reached back into the bag and pulled out the pinkest, frilliest, and girliest apron in this whole world "This one," she grinned. "Is for you." 

"Wait, what?" My eyes suddenly widened.

"Haha, yup!" She smiled. Taking the pink apron, she took a step closer to me. Standing on her tippy toes, she slid the neck of the apron over my head and down to my neck. Standing where she was, she wrapped her arms around my waist, trying to tie the strings together. With this, my heart automatically began to fasten. She was too busy to even notice the sudden closeness. I just stood there, hoping she wouldn't hear the loud thumping of my heart. I couldn't help but smile because of her though. 

Once she had gotten the knot tied, she pulled away and placed her hand on her chin. Squinting her eyes, she analyzed me from head to toe. She smiled as she did so.

"Hoho, I got the size exactly right," she wiggled her eyebrows. Picking up her blue apron, she put it on. However, I couldn't help but laugh at her struggling to tie her knot.

"Come here," I softly smiled. Wrapping my arms around her waist, I helped her tie her knot. As I did so, I said gently into her ear, "Thank you." Once I had finished tying, instead of pulling away right away, I pulled her even closer for a hug. Placing a kiss on her forehead I told her, "I've missed you." I then pulled away and smiled. As I did so, I placed my hand to my chin and analyzed her as she did me. "Wah. Yeopuda~"

"Psh," she tried to seem indifferent, but I could tell by her flushed face that she was somewhat happy.

"Shall we start?" I said as I gently pinched her cheeks.

"Yes!" she smiled wide and big.

Smiling, I gathered all the needed ingredients together. Starting off, I taught her how to make the batter. After we did so, we put the batter into the oven and waited for it to cook. As we did so, we began making the frosting. I showed her how to get the frosting to be nice and fluffy. I couldn't help but smile at how focused she was though. Taking my index finger with frosting on it, I touched Minjung's nose. Looking up from her stirring, she opened surprised.

"B-woh-ya," she pouted. "What is this, a kdrama or something? Laughing, she took her frosting covered hands and slabbed it onto my cheek. Giving me one of her biggest smiles I've ever seen, she bursted out in laughter. At this point, I couldn't even do anything or react. I was so mesmerized by her beauty..

Suddenly, I heard the ring of the timer. "Oh! I'll get it," Minjung happily smiled and grabbed for the oven mitts. However, before she could, I grabbed them first.

"I got it," I smiled. "You can start cutting the strawberries first. Don't worry about rinsing, I already did that." Turning to get the cake, I opened the oven. Feeling eyes from behind me though, I turned and saw Minjung just standing there. Her lips were formed into a faint smile. When she realized I was now looking at her, she quickly turned around and began cutting. Smiling I turned back and got the cake out. I couldn't help and smile at how adorable Minjung was. Whispering to myself I said, "Wah, Kyepta."

Placing it on the table to let it cool down, I stood beside Minjung and helped her cut. "Remember, we have to save some so we can put it on top of the cake later too." 

"Oh! That's right," her eyebrows lifted up. Suddenly scrunching them, she looked for the prettiest, tastiest looking strawberries for the top design. Once she had finished picking out the strawberries, she suddenly noticed the cake. "Whoa! This is like perfect." she said amazed. "It's literally a perfect shade of gold." 

"Mhm," I said as I walked to the table and set the strawberries down on the table. Also setting the frosting and cake on the table, I told her, "Now this is the fun part." 

There were two cakes. One for the bottom, and one for the top. Putting frosting on just one side of the cake, we placed the cut strawberries on it. After putting the cakes both together, we frosted the whole cake. Later on, we just put the strawberries on top of the cake.  

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"Wahh, it turned out really nice," Minjung said in awe as she looked at the cake.

"Mhm," I agreed. Taking a fork, I took a piece of the cake and gestured for her to open , "Ah. You take the first bite." Smiling, she gladly opened as I fed her the cake. "Maa?" 

"Mm, maa," she covered as she chewed. "It's so good. Here, you try too!" taking a fork, she took a piece of cake and fed it to me.

"Mmm, it tastes great," I told her. "Good job Minjung ah."

"Psh, good job to you too," she made a face. "Oh, by the way, let's take a photo!" She gave a goofy smile, and took out her phone. Posing with our cake, we both smiled big for the camera. It was funny though because our faces still had flour and frosting all over...and I was still wearing my abnormally girly apron. Haha. 

Once she had taken the photo, she grabbed her plate and walked to the living room, she said, "C'mon. MOVIE TIME." Taking my plate as well, I followed her.

Taking a seat next to Minjung, I was about to put arm around her shoulder, but then she pulled and moved away. "Yah. You're so cheesy." She smiled and stuffed a spoon full of cake into .

"Minjuunnngg," I whined and scootched closer to her. At this, she moved even further away to the other side of the couch. Making a face, I said, "Aish." 

"Tch, are you mad?" She laughed. "Arraso, arraso." She patted the seat next to her. As I took a seat next to her again, I made sure to keep a distance. I didn't want her to move again because I was being too 'cheesy.' :T

As the movie began, she turned to me. "Tch," she said and sort of laughed. Taking  her hand, she slipped it into mine. "There." She smiled.

"Psh, look who's being the cheesy one now," I teased.

"Gah, whatever," she let go of my hand and crossed her arms. 

"Hey, I didn't say I didn't like it, did I?" I laughed as I took her hand, and intertwined my fingers with hers again.

 

Towards the end of the movie, Minjung had nearly cried her eyes out. She was hiccupping and everything! "I THOUGHT THIS WAS A COMEDY." She cried even more. 

"Now now Minjung. The movies not even done yet," I tried to console her. 

"IT WAS FUNNY AT FIRST, AND THEN OH MY GOD. AMAZING TWIST IN THE STORY," she just stopped there because she almost choked in her tears. 

"It's alright," I laughed. "C'mon. Dry those tears, and let's keep watching."

 

Once we had finished the movie, Minjung took a major deep breath and said, "That. Was an amazing movie."

"It was," I agreed. "It started out as comedy, and at first you just think it's all fun and games, but once you get towards the end.. Truly an amazing twist and an awesome written story. Don't you think so to-" I looked to Minjung, only to find her fast asleep on my shoulder. Laughing, I said to her, "You must have been tired, huh."

Slowly getting up and trying not to disturb her sleep, I helped her into a side position, rather than an upright one. Getting a blanket, I wrapped it around her. After doing so, I sat on the ground and gently her head as if she were a cute tiny puppy.

Listen: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b_7v-VUa32c 

I couldn't help but admire her beauty. It saddens me because she doesn't realize how beautiful she is, both inside and out. Tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear, I whispered, "I'm so glad I have you."

As I did so, an overwhelming pain came to my chest. The pain was greater than any other pain I've gone through. Clutching my chest, I desperately breathed for air. The world suddenly felt like it was spinning, and I could feel my body slowly cover with sweat. Quickly getting up, I went to my bag and tried finding the bottle of pills. Breathing in deeply, I thought to myself, "Where is it?" Slowly sensing the panic over-riding me, my breathing became even more haggard. Just as I was about to give up on finding it, I felt a small bottle at the bottom of the bag. And as I was going to take the pills, I remembered Minjung sleeping on the couch. Not wanting to wake her or have her see me like this, I forced myself to the bathroom. As I got in, I quickly locked the door and slowly slid down to the floor. I didn't realize how much I was shaking until I tried to open the bottle.

As I got the bottle open though, I took two pills and gulped it down. Hitting my chest with my palms, I tilted my head upward and put one hand to my eyes to cover the light. Letting out a deep breath, I just stayed there for the longest time.

Eventually, a knock came at the door, and I heard Minjung's voice. "Aron?"

Quickly getting up, I answered, "O-oh. I'll be right out." In another sense of panic, I washed my face with cold water and dried it with a towel. Stepping out of the bathroom, I said, "Sorry, you suddenly fell asleep, so I didn't want to disturb you."

Instead of smiling and replying back with a "It's okay." She frowned and furrowed her brows. "Kwenchana? Are you hurt somewhere? You look sick."

"Aniyo," I smiled at her and tried to assure her. However it didn't seem like she believed me. Taking her by the shoulders, I smiled again, and told her, "I'm okay, I promise you."

"I'll walk you home so you can rest," she said as she grabbed my things.

"Minjung ah, I'm alri-" I began, but she cut me off before I could finished.

Looking straight into my eyes, she said, "Aron. I can tell by just looking at you that you're not alright right now. You need to get home, and rest." 

Sighing, I just agreed with her and slipped my shoes on. There really was so point in arguing with her when she was so right. "Arraso," was all I said. As Minjung started putting on her shoes, I slightly touched her arm and told her, "It's alright. I'll walk home myself." Giving her a soft smile, I grabbed my things from her and turned the doorknob. But before I went, I turned to Minjung and leaned down to give her a long hug. "Thank you." Now in silence, Minjung just hugged back and nodded her head.

"No problem," she smiled as she pulled back. Looking me eye, she continued, "Just tell me when your hurt or if anything happens. I'll always understand. Please don't hide it from me, okay?"

Faking a smile, I told her, "Okay." Opening the door, I took a step outside and waved bye to her as she did the same.

Once I had gotten home, I went straight to my room and just plopped on my bed. Staring off into the ceiling in the dark room, I couldn't tell if my brain was full of thoughts right then and there, or just empty. Placing my hand to my chest, I breathed in deeply. Shaking my head, I said outloud, "No, I can't tell her yet. Not now at least.."

It's only going to hurt her if she knows.  

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a/n: SO. Yeah. ;D Tell me your thoughts about this chapter and how the story is progressing so far? Please? ; U ; I beg you guys. //OTL I'd just really appreciate comments. ; u ; I'm starting to lack motivation for this story, and I just. ; w ; seriously guys. at least tell me if you don't like the story. 3 
AND OKAY GUYS. YOU KNOW THE USUAL. I APOLOGIZE FOR NOT UPDATING IN LIKE FOREVER. BUT YEAH. I admit. I have been procrastinating. < u > And erm. This chapter. I didn't really know what to write about. :I But as I started writing, I got more ideas, and this update ended up being 7 pages long. and omg. ;  U ; Long updates, FTW. ;D I hope you guys enjoyed and liked this update. Uhm..OH. AND ALSO. I really hope you guys are listening to the links I give you guys to listen to while reading. Because really, the songs do add a lot of emphasis on the story. //killed So yeah. Just wanted to let you guys know. And yeah! That's all~ 
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OH ARON.
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Once again. OH ARON.
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Precious. 
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FFF-- 
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OKAY. THAT'S ENOUGH. SEE YOU GUYS. <3 
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thefrozencherry
#1
Chapter 17: This is the first Aron fic I've read and I love it! Keep up the good work, I have faith you're not going to let your readers down at any point! Fighting! ^.^
hyuksmiles13
#2
Chapter 17: I see that your author's note gets more negative each chapter cos you're demotivated but please continue writing ! I'm sure there are people reading your fic each chapter , like me ! I just found out about this fic today and I couldn't stop reading . Every chapter made me want to know more on what's the next and I reallyyyyyyyyyyyy enjoy this fic so much :D I hope you update soon ~ you write so well and I appreciate how you still update even though you procrastinate XP Please don't be sad :( Looking forward to the next update ^^ <3
djmiiin #3
Chapter 17: Oh dear god you have no idea how your fic made me squeal every chapter!!! Girl pls update hm?? I'm having so much Aron feels thanks to you ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ uwaaaa. It's really nice to see some good NU'EST fics here. I'm so deprived of it ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
MyDesire #4
Chapter 17: Come on authornim, you're doing great! Fighting!
KpopForever171 #5
Chapter 15: Nice update like always!!!
Well I can't watch them do the live performence they're doing for their comeback because I'll be in school... :(
*teardrops* it really ... TT~TT
KpopForever171 #6
Chapter 14: OMG...
I was thinking from the beginning like Aww this is sooo adorable then Aron...
Oh Aron....
Well can't wait for the next update
KpopForever171 #7
Chapter 11: Oh... My... Gosh...
I can't wait for your next update!!
Please make it soon!!!!
KpopForever171 #8
Chapter 10: Wow...
I don't think you could've made this chapter any better than it already is!!:D
It was really great and I can't wait for your next update!!
Kayoua_123 #9
Chapter 10: You're really killing me here! XD but I a good way! Haha XD I spazzed out so much reading this chapter! I feel like I'm going to major spam you with all my comments! Haha XD
Kayoua_123 #10
Chapter 9: You just killed me! Omg! I love it! Can't wait to read more! My eyes are glued to this! Haha! XD