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No Matter How Much It Hurts

- M i n j u n g - 

"WHAT. YOU WENT ON A DATE WITH ARON AND NEVER TOLD ME?" Yoonji half squeeled and half fumed.  

"Yeah, well it was kind of sudden--"  

"-AND NOW YOU TWO ARE DATING?"  

"Yes, yes we are. AND IM SORRY FOR NOT TELLING YOU SOONER." I told her. It was still strange to say that Aron and I were in a relationship. I still couldn't believe he asked in the first place.. 

"Oh my gosh. Tell me all about your first date. DID HE TREAT YOU WELL? --OH MY GOD. DONT TELL ME HE TOOK YOU TO A PRACTICAL FIRST DATE MOVIE." Yoonii made a face of horror.  

Laughing I replied, "No, he didn't."  

"WHEW. THANK GOD. So, what did you two do then?"  Not being able to contain it, I gave a really big smile and started to tell what happened, and how he asked me out. By the time I had finished, Yoonji was squeeling even more. 

"Oh my gosh. Aron totally would do that. Gah! Minjung ah!! I'm so happy for you djgfdfrtdj" Yoonji smiled really big. "He's an awesome person. I just knew you two were going to end up together!" She paused for a moment, then continued, "I totally forgive you for not telling me earlier. Haha." Laughing, I gave her a huge hug. 

"Thanks for the support." 

"He'll treat you well. I know it. Honestly, I'd be lying if I told you I didn't know he liked you." Yoonji smiled. "He would always come to me and talk about you. He'll always be like, 'I saw Minjung today. Ah, she was so beautiful. The way she smiled..' He really likes you Minjuing. I mean, the way he talks about you! Instead, I should be thanking you. He seems a lot happier now that he's met you. :) Thanks Minjung," Yoonji continued to smile. 

I couldn't help but smile as well. "Well," I began. "I'm glad too then. :)" I then checked my phone for the time and saw that it was already noon. I could hear my stomache quietly growl. "Now how about we go grab some lunch, because I don't know about you, but I'm straving!" 

"Haha, you're right. I'm starving too! I totally had to skip out on breakfest because of my art classes. URGH. How about we go to Aron's cafe?" Yoonji suggested. 

"If you want, sure," I replied. 

"Alright! Lets get going. I need to go tease this boy too," She laughed.

"I'll make sure to enjoy it," I laughed with her. "C'mon, let's go."  When we arrived at the cafe, it was packed! So packed that even my signature corner table was taken. :/ Fortunately, we were able to find a table. :D "Wow, I've never seen this place so packed," I said out loud as Yoonji and I sat down and put our things aside. 

"I know right? Maybe they're doing something specia-" Yoonji began but stopped when she saw these beautiful girls walk out of the kitchen with trays of food and drinks. At the same time, Yoonji and I parted our mouths at the surprise. "Last time I checked, they didn't work here." Yoonji let out. I just nodded my head, still shocked. This must be why there were so many people at the cafe.

"That's because they don't work here," someone said from behind me close to my ear. Turning around, I saw that it was Aron. "The cafe is having a fundraiser event. At the end of today, the majority of the money we make will go to orphanges to help fund with basic needs such as food and clothing. When I told my Pledis family about this, all of After School wanted to come and help. Nu'est wanted to come too, but they all had schedules to attend." Aron smiled, "By the way, Hi." he waved at both Yoonji and I.

"Hi!" Yoonji smiled like a dork. 

"Hey," I said and laughed at Yoonji's weird ways. 

"What brings you two lovely ladies here?" Aron smiled charmingly. Although he spoke as if he were talking to both of us, his eyes were only on me. e u e;; 

"Yoonji and I were hungry, so we decided to come here for lunch," I responded. 

"Ah, I see," he smiled. "I'm glad you guys came then. :)" 

"D'aw! ♥ You two. I can sense the sparks," Yoonji cooed. 

"Sparks?" I laughed. "What a nice way to put it Yoonji." 

It's kind of strange now that I think about it. Just last week I would come to the cafe and work on some work I had yet to do while ordering a cup of coffee or something. When I'd see Aron, my heart would flutter, but I would just think, "Wah! Here comes my amazing friend, Aron." Now when I see him, my heart still flutters, but instead I think, "Wow. this awesome guy is now my boyfriend." Even now it's hard to believe.

After some small talk, Aron eventually left to go get our orders. When he left, Yoonji leaned in and said quietly, "wah! I'm really glad I introduced you two. Your chemistry is awesome." 

"And you're still going to interrigate him about the date?" I replied jokingly. 

"Of course! I am Lee Yoonji aren't I? Haha," she grinned. "Speak of the devil, look who's back with FOOD." 

Looking up, I saw Aron's face. 

"Welcome back," I smiled. Smiling back, he said, "thank you." and set the food down on the table. While doing so, he also took a seat. 

"On break? I asked. 

"Yup. Since we have a lot of workers today, I get to have a nicer and longer break," he grinned. "So what are you two girls up to? Gossiping about me? Don't lie! I heard my name somewhere," he laughed.

"Tsk, tsk, Kwak Aron," Yoonji began in a not so friendly tone. 

"..What?" Aron responded, not knowing what was going on.

"So...I heard some news about you and Minjung. Care to explain?" Yoonji interigated.

"I should've known this would happened," Aron facepalmed then moved his chair closer to me. "This beautiful girl," he took hold of my hand from underneath the table, "is now my girlfriend." He smiled super big as he said this. "And before you give me the oh so awaited lecture, I'll have you know that I'll treat her the best I can. I'll will make her happy."

While watching Yoonji, I could almost see the worry lift off of her shoulders. Smiling big, she responded, "I knew you would say that." Stuffing her sandwich in , she said, "Minjung ah! Eat eat!" 

We ended up staying at the cafe for the rest of the day. Yoonji and I really wanted to help with the fundraiser as well. Without knowing it, we ended up having a great time. :)

Yoonji unfortunately had to leave early due to an assignment she had to do for classes. Sometimes I do get sad because she's always so busy with her art, but then I realize, she's just doing what she loves. I'm just glad she's living her talent to the fullest. 

"Wah! Great work today," the owner of the cafe said. "And special thanks to our helpers for the day. It really helped us a lot. As a reward for everyone's hard work today, I'll treat you all to dinner and drinks." Everyone nodded in agreement with excited smiles on their faces. As I was going to join them in their cheering, I suddenly remembered I had yet to do some work along with homework for university. Sighing, I spoke and said, "Sorry everyone. I would love to join you all, but I have some things yet to do. D: You guys have fun though!" 

"Aw, maybe next time then," Nana frowned. "It was really nice to meet you though Minjung ah! Feel free to visit us anytime at the Pledis Studios! Come with Aron maybe." She winked. 

"Haha, it was nice meeting you too unnie," I smiled. "Well, I better be heading off now." Waving one last time, I grabbed my things. As I did, I heard Aron speak. 

"Sorry guys! I have to go as well, maybe next time though!" He grabbed his jacket and came by me, grabbing my hand. He smiled, "C'mon. Let's go." From  behind us, I could hear the "whoop"ings and people shouting "yeah! Go Aron!" I couldn't help but laugh. 

Once we were outside, I turned to Aron. "I can get home by myself you know. You go have fun with the others," I playfully nudged him. 

"But I like being with you," he said happily and pinched my cheek. 

"Y-yah!" I lightly slapped his hand away. "Don't do that!"

"Aw, did I hurt your cheek? Here, let me make it feel better," Aron stopped me from walking and stood in front of me. He then leaned down and kissed my cheek where he pinched me. 

"W-what are you doing?" I smacked him away and rubbed my cheek protectivly. 

"Aw! You're blushing," he laughed. 

"A-am not!" I looked away and continued walking.

From behind me, I heard footsteps and Aron's voice saying, "Ah! I'm joking. C'mon, wait for me." As he caught up to me, he intertwinded his fingers with mine and continued to walk besides me smiling cheekingly. 

As we kept walking, I grew a bit curious. So I nudged on Aron's shirt and had him lean down a bit. 

"Hm? What is it," he said, oblivious. Grinning in a sort of evil way, I rose on my tippy-toes and kissed his cheek. Seeing his eyes widen, I pulled away and ran as fast as I could, laughing. Revenge was nice. However, it didn't take long for Aron to catch up to me with his long legs. 

When he caught up to me, he hugged me from behind, and whispered "gotcha," in my ear. I pulled away and lightly slapped his arm. 

"Oh whatever, I at least made you blush," I laughed in victory. 

"Psh! B-blush?" Aron tried to laugh it off. 

"Don't deny it~" I said in a singy songy voice. 

"I'm sorry, but I don't blush easily," he said. 

"Oh really?" I rose an eyebrow. Aron simply nodded. Huh. 

So hence, I spent the rest of the walk home trying to make him blush. I tried using super sappy pick up lines and weird nick name calling, but none of these worked. I kind of steered away from skinship though. I didn't want another weird cheek kiss again. 

Don't worry. I'll get him to blush one day. Eventually. 

- H y u n s o o - 

Packing up my equipment, I grabbed my jacket and left the studio. Other than working part time at studios to help with photoshoots, I was able to find time to process the photos I had taken of Minjung and the others when we were at the beach. 

When I got outside, I was surprised by how late it was already. Either way, I wanted to show Minjung the photos as soon as possible. I just hope she wouldn't mind me randomly popping up. Haha, but then again, I always do that.. 

On my way to her house, I couldn't stop smiling. I absolutely love showing her my photography. She's always so encouraging. I don't know why, but I was just really excited to show her these particular photos. She was beautiful in every photo.. 

Just as I was about to reach her house, I saw this couple holding hands walking the opposite direction of me. As they got closer, I realized it was Minjung and Aron. I quickly hid by the nearest shadow so I wouldn't be seen. I was close enough to hear and see them still. 

"I swear! I. WILL. MAKE. YOU. BLUSH. ONE DAY." I heard Minjung say in her declaration voice. 

"Okay, okay," Arn said gentally. "Now go inside. It's late and it's beginning to get chilly." 

"Huh," Minjung said. "Well, good night Aron." 

"Good night Amor," 

"Amor?" 

"It means 'love' in Italian," Aron smiled. As if this didn't surprise me enough, he suddenly kissed Minjung on the forehead

I just continued to stay in the shadow, wide eyed. Even long after Aron had left home, I was just so surprised to move. This isn't something just friends would do. 

My heart hurt for some reason. Clutching it, I took deep breaths and decided to just walk back home. Just as I did though, I realized Minjung was still outside. 

"Oh! Who's head do I see over there by those shadows?" I heard Minjung's teasing voice say. Ugh. Curse being tall. Walking out, I said in cheerful tone, "Yo!" 

"What brings you here so late at night?" Minjung asked, curious. 

"Oh, I was just in the neighborhood. Just got out of the studio," I half lied. 

"Really? Just now? Wow Hyunsoo ah! You're dedicated," she said in awe. "Oh! By the way!Why don't you come in for a second. I have something I've been meaning to tell you." She smiled really big. I loved it when she smiled, but for the first time ever, it felt as if she were crushing me with it. I just knew she was going to tell me about her and Aron. 

"It's late and getting cold. You should just go inside and rest. You can always tell me another time," I gave her a big goofy smile. "I do worry about your health too Minjung." 

"D'aw. :T Okay," she pouted. 

"Haha, goodnight Minjung ah," I gestured for her to go inside. 

"Night Hyunsoo ah," Minjung waved and went inside. 

Clearing the fake smile off my face, I let out a big sigh. I hate it when I pretend to smile, but it's just something I've grown to be used to. But never once in my life would I have ever thought I would use this smile in front of Minjung.. 

I suddenly thought back to the time when she and I first met. I've always been a rather shy child. And in grade school, I wouldn't always be..alone. No one bothered me, and I didn't bother them. That was just the way it was. I was known for being the quiet nice boy. I did what I was told, and smiled when I needed to. That didn't mean they were real smiles though. However when Minjung transfered to my school..everything changed. She was the first to approach me with such a big smile on her face. Yes, she was clumsy and had her forgetful moments, but she eventually became such a huge part of my life. I watched her grow up as she did the same for me. And as she slowly began to figure out who she was and what she loved to do, my feelings for her only continued to increase. She was here, and all this time I've been with her. She's not gone, but she's now out of my grasp. 

I continued to walk home. I felt completely lifeless and there was an agonizing pain in my chest. Stopping where I was, I clutched my heart again. 

"You idiot. You waited too long."

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a/n: ... Hi guys. //OTL OKAY. FIRST THINGS FIRST. I AM SUPER SORRY FOR LITERALLY NOT UPDATING IN NEARLY TWO MONTHS. In the month of May I was actually really busy with studying and last minute cramming for Finals. Yeah, so I didn't have any time to write an update or anything. And this month, SUMMER FINALLY, I told myself I'd be more productive and write more. Which, I am trying really hard to do, but things always come up, so yeah. I also had to update my other story as well, so it took a really long time for me to get to this one. I actually worked really hard on this update. No joke. This has got to be the most work I've put into a chapter ever. It was very time consuming to write, but it's alright. ♥ Anything for my readers. ♥ And I just hope that you guys will enjoy this chapter, and please please pleeasee comment what you guys think so far of the story or what you thought about this chapter. Or anything really. Feedback is nice. Seriously. BUT ENOUGH WITH MY TRAGIC EXCUSES. I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOYED THIS CHAPTER, AND HEY! 
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thefrozencherry
#1
Chapter 17: This is the first Aron fic I've read and I love it! Keep up the good work, I have faith you're not going to let your readers down at any point! Fighting! ^.^
hyuksmiles13
#2
Chapter 17: I see that your author's note gets more negative each chapter cos you're demotivated but please continue writing ! I'm sure there are people reading your fic each chapter , like me ! I just found out about this fic today and I couldn't stop reading . Every chapter made me want to know more on what's the next and I reallyyyyyyyyyyyy enjoy this fic so much :D I hope you update soon ~ you write so well and I appreciate how you still update even though you procrastinate XP Please don't be sad :( Looking forward to the next update ^^ <3
djmiiin #3
Chapter 17: Oh dear god you have no idea how your fic made me squeal every chapter!!! Girl pls update hm?? I'm having so much Aron feels thanks to you ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ uwaaaa. It's really nice to see some good NU'EST fics here. I'm so deprived of it ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
MyDesire #4
Chapter 17: Come on authornim, you're doing great! Fighting!
KpopForever171 #5
Chapter 15: Nice update like always!!!
Well I can't watch them do the live performence they're doing for their comeback because I'll be in school... :(
*teardrops* it really ... TT~TT
KpopForever171 #6
Chapter 14: OMG...
I was thinking from the beginning like Aww this is sooo adorable then Aron...
Oh Aron....
Well can't wait for the next update
KpopForever171 #7
Chapter 11: Oh... My... Gosh...
I can't wait for your next update!!
Please make it soon!!!!
KpopForever171 #8
Chapter 10: Wow...
I don't think you could've made this chapter any better than it already is!!:D
It was really great and I can't wait for your next update!!
Kayoua_123 #9
Chapter 10: You're really killing me here! XD but I a good way! Haha XD I spazzed out so much reading this chapter! I feel like I'm going to major spam you with all my comments! Haha XD
Kayoua_123 #10
Chapter 9: You just killed me! Omg! I love it! Can't wait to read more! My eyes are glued to this! Haha! XD