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If I had not mistaken, I saw Seungri two months after Daesung joined my little group. He introuduced Seungri to us. At first, we thought Seungri was a puppy, whose mother was Daesung. "Wherever Daesung goes, Seungri always follow." Seunghyun once told me and Youngbae. We laughed at that. 

Seungri was two years younger than me,a year than Daesung. I had no idea how those two met, but I was sure that Daesung made the first move. He easily befriends with everyone. Anyway, I was surprised that I was not completely unfamiliar with Seungri. I was sure I met him somewhere before. I thought all day about it to recollect my memory of that familiar yet unfamiliar person, until I came stumbling upon the bookstore. It hit me that Seungri was a regular customer there. The fact that I once was a regular consumer at the cafe across the bookstore explained it all. I must have seen him coming in and out of that bookstore so often. I once told Seungri about it and he laughed. 

I had not seen him for long. The last facial expression I saw on him was anger and skepticism. I remembered how he gritted his teeth and kicked the nearest rubbish bin. Daesung did not stop him, neither did Seunghyun. I was also angry myself. I gave a dirty look to Youngbae, but he seemed unaffected by it. If I knew what happened, I would not have punch him in the face. 

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It all began with Seunghyun, Youngbae and me graduating. One part of us laughed zealously as we were able to finish high school and the other part of us feeling great disappointment of having to part with Daesung and Seungri. Seunghyun claimed that he would move into the city and study business. I was moving out of town too, to major music in the university near Seunghyun's. I was hoping Youngbae would choose to go to the same university as me. Actually, I was pretty sure about it, but Youngbae did not tell me which university that he was going. He told me that I had to wait until we celebrated our graduation together. 

Bigbang was the name of our own band. We made a band during high school and was popular among the students. Therefore, having three of the members from Bigbang to graduate, many of the students (fangirls) cried and gave us farewell presents and encouragements. Since it became a nullify thing, we threw a farewell concert. 

Daesung suggested we should have our own farewell party after the concert. So we did. It was an exhausting performance, but we did well. When we sang "Last farewell" for the very last song, Daes