I was running out of breath,

running as fast as my feet could go!

Tears blurred my sight.

What Taeyang told me replayed in my head...

“For the past three years that you were gone,

We never saw Gdragon happy.

Well he tried, but we knew he was only faking it.

Cloe tried to heal his broken heart and win him

Back. But she failed.

Seeing her like that broke my heart…

Cousin, I’ve been loving Cloe secretly since…

Since the first time I laid my eyes on her.

But I couldn’t confess my true feelings for her,

because Gdragon and her were childhood sweethearts, as you know.

After a year of trying to erase your name on Gdragon’sheart,

she finally gave up and I took the chance to confess my love for her.

At first, she couldn’t accept me and my love.

But on the second year of your departure, she told me that her

wounded heart has healed and that it was all because of me.

She confessed that even when we were young, she sometimes

was confused with her feelings for me and and for Gdragon.

Last year, we got married.

That was the best day of my life!

But then I was diagnosed with leukemia...

Instead of making her happy as her husband,

she suffered because of me...

Then you came back.

Gdragon was obviously surprised!

We were all surprised, actually...

That day you came to my room,

he begged me to let him borrow my wedding ring.

He wanted to pretend that he was already married so that he would

have an excuse to stay away from you.

Do you know why? Because he still loves you! He's still head over heels for you!

But something's stopping him---------------”

Without letting him finish, I stood up and started running back

to the rest house to look for Jiyong.

But before I could go farther, Taeyang shouted,

“Cousin! Hurry! Gdragon was planning to leave earlier this evening! Hwaiting!”

I ran faster but when I got to Jiyong’s room,

He wasn’t there anymore…

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So here I am now,

running towards an unknown direction in the middle of the night…

Hoping that my feet would lead me to where the man I love is.

“Jiyong!”

I screamed, catching my breath!

“Kwon Jiyong!!!”

I shouted again…

I continued running, panting.

“Jiyong!”

“G-DRAGOOOOOOON!!!!!--------------

*BaAaAM!!!*

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I stumbled upon bumping into someone

and landed on him or her!

I slowly opened my eyes…

Though my sight was still blurry,

I immediately recognized that face a

few centimeters away from mine…

It was the face of the man I love…

I fell on top of Jiyong…

From that position, I could feel his heart beating fast!

I couldn’t control my overflowing emotions!

I cried loud, sobbed like a child

and squeezed my face to his firm chest while gripping his shirt…

“What are you doing?” he asked emotionlessly…

“Jiyong-ssi! Saranghaeyo! Do you still love me?”

I cried out…

“Morago!?” he replied, again, with a blank emotion…

“I know I made a mistake when I lied to you,

First, about being a tomboy; second when I didn’t confess how I

really felt when we kissed; and third, when you had amnesia.

Please forgive me! Naega babo! I’ve always been a babo

When it comes to love!

But if you’re willing to start all over again, I promise to stay true!”

Tears continued falling from my eyes…

I was hoping for forgiveness after admitting everything I’ve done

wrong…

But I was surprised when he tried to push me away and shouted,

“Get up!”

with an angry tone!

“Shiro!!” I argued…

I hugged him tight instead…

“Shiro!!!”

“I said get up!!!”

He shouted with the most terrifying voice I’ve ever heard from him!

Even though I didn’t want to, I obeyed…

He stood up and stared into my eyes with a piercing look!

“Don’t dare to ever come near me again! You numbed my heart long ago!

And now I can’t feel anything! I... I don't love you anymore!”

He punched his chest, “This? This doesn’t feel anything anymore!”

With that, he turned around and walked away…

I stood there watching his back

Until finally he disappeared from my sight,

I was left there…

Motionless…

Speechless…

And dead…

NOTE: 

Next chapter~ENDING!! T_T)