"It's leukemia," Cloe and I were at the garden...

I wondered why she was the one telling me this...

But I guess Taeyang, TOP, Jiyong and Cloe have always been best friends

even before I came into their lives...

We sat on the bench as she continued, "He was diagnosed with it last year..

He's been unpredictable since then.. Sometimes he's okay and sometimes he

cries in pain... Last night we were all gathered at the living room singing and playing

games when he suddenly felt ill. We all got worried but he said sorry for ruining the moment."

She burst out a weak laugh.. 

I looked at her and saw tears flowing from her eyes...

She kept on wiping her tears, obviously she didn't want me to 

see her like that...

I wanted to cry with her but I was too tired...

I haven't slept in 24 hours and am about to collapse!

But I can't add up to their worries so I'm trying to stay up...

Once again, I noticed the ring on her finger

which my eyes followed in curiosity..

"I can see you got married," I couldn't help but say that out loud...

She raised her hand and proudly nodded,

"Just last year! It was the best day of my life. I wish you were there, Jiane.

He would have loved to see you on our wedding too."

Who?! Jiyong!? I wanted to ask...

But why ask the obvious?

Who else could it be?

But why would Jiyong be happy to see me on his wedding?

He hates me like hell!

"Mianhe, I guess I came too late.. I missed a lot of big events," I forced a smile...

She patted my shoulder, "Eung.. But don't worry, you still have time...

I know Taeyang will get well soon.. Ya, you and Jiyong should patch things up

too. It's been years, Jiane! Its about time you guys eb in beter terms!"

She laughed again...

I'm sure she was happy but she was tired...

Tired of what? I'm not sure...