After crying my heart out, I didn't know where to go..

But I didn't want to go back to that room yet...

I decided to roam around ..

I passed by the nursery ... I peeped inside and saw cute little angels sleeping soundly...

They looked so calm and peaceful...

I looked at them with envy! What? Babies are envious!

All they do is eat, poop, sleep, cry, eat, poop, cry, poop some more and cryyyy!!!

But even if they do nothing but that, their moms and dads wouldn't ask them to do anything

more than that...

No pressure, no responsibilities and....

NO ARRANGED MARRIAGES!

I wonder when was the last time I slept as peacefully as these babies...?

Aiyoo! Seeing them calms my soul! ^^

Then someone interrupted the moment..

"So, which one is yours?"

I turned around and saw...

"T.O.P! What are you doing here?!"

TOP: Taeyang and I came here to visit you and Jiyong but Jiyong said you went out...

          Ya, I was worried.. Kenchanayo?

Jiane: Neh.. Gomawo!:)

TOP: Eh!? If you're really okay then why did you cry?

Jiane: I didn't!

TOP: Ya, don't lie to me... What happened?

Jiane: How are you so sure that I cried?

TOP: Hmm... Because...

He moved his face close to mine until our noses almost touched!

Our eyes met...

*Gulp!*

Jiane: T-top!

TOP: Because your eyes usually twinkle and look so happy...

          But right now they look so sad...

My knees were shaken... It sounded like a compliment and I was flattered...

I think I was blushing! Stop blushing!

He smirked.. Then moved his face away..

TOP: Ara! Tell me who made you cry... Tell me!

He said this with his scary voice...

Jiane: Anniyo! Noone did!... Something went into my eyes earlier.. 

TOP: Ara, I believe you... But if anyone makes you cry in the future, just tell me..

          Araso?

I nodded..

TOP: Let's go back to your room...

I nodded again...

We started walking.. Aiyoo! My heart is pumping fast!

Am I sick? But,  I'm not feeling sick at all! Actually I'm really happy right now..

I'm always like this whenever TOP is with me...

He makes me smile with just simple words...

One time, I got really depressed about something and that ruined my whole morning...

Then TOP approached me and made me feel better and the rest of the day, I was smiling and

laughing again... :)

TOP and I had more conversations than Gdragon and me...

About Jiyong, before, I couldn't find anything to hate about him...

He's nice, he's smart, and I admire his respect towards elders...

Plus of course he's handsome... But he's too skinny, honestly, that's not my type...

but his strong appeal, his poise and his walk makes him look fearsome and strong..

Then suddenly, he smiles and all you'll see is CUTENESS! :)

But right now I don't know what to think about him...

He just lied in front of the elders who I thought he respected a lot.. 

Or maybe that's how much he respects them that he would rather lie to them and

to himself than disobey their precious request...

We reached the room...

I saw Taeyang and Jiyong inside...

I took a deep breath because i knew a lot was ahead of us now that

I've decided to agree with Jiyong's plan...

Taeyang: Cousin! Are you alright? Feeling better?

Jiane: Neh! I probably just needed some rest...

Jiyong: Jiane-ie, you shouldn't sleep late at night, araso? You should take care of

your health...

TOP: Omo! Speaking like a husband already?! hahaha

The three of them laughed...

What Jiyong said sounded sweet but just like he did in the

dinner meeting, I know he's only pretending...

Taeyang: Cousin, have you decided about the matter?

Before answering, I looked at Jiyogn...

He raised his eyebrow and I got the message...

Jiane: Neh!

TOP: Ch-chincha!? And your decision is?

Jiane: To be the perfect wife for Kwon Jiyong...

Taeyang: Jeongmal!? Wah! That's a great decision, cousin! Harabeoji would be so pleased!

Taeyang gave me a big hug then he and TOP congratulated Gdragon...

I looked at Gdragon.. he acted natural.. Maybe I should do the same...

The three of them were like brothers... It must be tough for Jiyong to lie to them...