That night, I couldn't sleep...

After trying all sleeping positions on my bed and on the floor, 

I finally gave up and got up...

I wore my robe with only a nightgown underneath and headed outside the 

rest house...

I took off my slippers and tiptoed on the white sand...

It felt relaxing!

I continued to the shore and breathed the sea breeze...

The sea looked so calm and inviting!

I wanted to take a swim...

I untied my robe and took it off...

The cold wind blew strong against me...

I felt pretty!

"This would be a great night to die," I spoke...

With slow, small steps, I approached the inviting water...

I approached death...

I closed my eyes and continued walking...

My tears fell as my whole life flashed back in my mind...

I smiled upon remembering the times I spent with Jiyong...

For that moment, I thought my life wasn't that bad...

Now the water was upto my shoulders...

I shouted, "This is it! Goodbye my cruel life!!"

Then I heard splashing noises!

And something like choking noises!

I opened my eyes and looked around,

just few feet away from me was a drowning man!

I ignored him...

If that dude wants to kill himself, why should I stop him?

"Let's die together, man!" I shouted...

But 'man' screamed, "Help!!"

WTH!?!

Still, I ignored him..

but 'help' echoed to my ears!

WTH!?!